I got ready at 4am

HALLOWEEN TIEM IS GO!

Fgts

LOL it's gonna be weird going to school like this cos the classes I have today aren't particularly my chill classes OTL;;

Best song

Teehee

You know who should come back to Nico?

Gazelle needs to come back and post things herself on Nico. Like forsrsly but whatever. Her cover for Melt still remains my favorite for the female versions. 2M Mix still sounds very delicious.



No matter what happened in the past, it doesn't dismiss the fact that she has a great voice 8'D;;

Also, the male rap version of Melt sounds pretty awesome with the 2M Mix too 8) 【ニコニコ動画】メルト　ラップで歌ってみた（2MMIX）

This is my upset face

I hope you can see it well because I'm still pretty damn upset at the two of you. Even more so than I was before.

8'/

Well today was pretty lame, nothing special. Just can't wait until Friday.

My gums are still sore from the shots they injected when I went to the dentist. I swear they stuck that needle in twice in the same place D;

Last night I stayed up until 3am saving pics on Pixiv LOL;; Stocked up on mostly Vocaloid fanart(LOL what else is new? I also need to stock up on Kuroshitsuji fanart later..) . Wasn't a really good idea since I slept through all my classes again OTL;; I just can't wait until Veterans Day. Four day weekend. I can catch up on sleep and stuff =w=

And so I'll leave you with one of my favorite finds last night.

★━━━おやすみニャさいー！(*≧ω≦)ﾉｼ━━━★

Today was full of FFFFFFFFF

Well not really. Had to go to the dentist after school to get some fillings. My mouth is still numb LOL I love the feeling though. But it feels like I just wanna chew through my lip OTL;; It's also hard to drink and eat when your mouth is numbed up ROFL


But anyway, I would like to take this time to slash my wrists and cry my eyes out. Why? Mother fucking Ga-Rei Zero T___T I dunno, I haven't read many chapters of the manga but the anime is supposed to be a prequel. And with that being the case, we already friggin' know what'll happen with Yomi :( I guess it only just sunk in right now but I'm actually pretty upset. I just hope they can make her appearance in the show a good one. Kagura's and Yomi's bond is very sweet so it just makes me kinda sad to see all that just go out the door OTL;; SO DEPRESSING T_______T /wrists I just kinda wonder what they're gonna do with this since this week, they'll be on episode 5 while the show is slated for 13 episodes. Almost halfway through the anime so it's all just up in the air. So far Zero's been pretty unpredictable with what route they'll take, especially since they don't show any episode previews at the end ;( But..I know I'll cry when the time comes. I'M IN TOO DEEP. I'VE ALREADY BECOME EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED TO THE CHARACTERS. BAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWW

I would also like to say..

Nagi, as much as I love you. As much as I worship and idolize you. Zange is more of my type. I'm sorry m'dear :((((((((

WHAAAAAAAAAT?

Watching Vocaloid ranking for this week. Just when I thought Melt got knocked off the countdown when Yokkorasekkusu(totally needs to get bumped up to number one) was at number three. The damn song comes up as number two! Like all the comments were like, "Oh..where's Melt?" and y'know, you'd think it got knocked off the ranking. BUT NOOOOOOOO. It gets number two this week. WHAT THE HELL. I screamed in anguish. I think the reason why it shot up from six to two is because Ryo made a new version. It's up for download at the author's comments for the original video on Nico. As much as how I like Melt, it's new version(don't get me wrong, it sounds lovely), and Ryo's songs, I just wish they had a rule or something to not have songs in the ranking that have been stuck there since the beginning of time OTL;; I mean..I know I'm not the only one who gets annoyed with hearing the same song every week after I've played it out to as much as I can tolerate it D;

At least Ame wo Tsureyuku kept it's spot at number one again.

"Your remains. I won't cry."

Other notable songs on the ranking this week:

【ニコニコ動画】【KAITOオリジ】或る詩謡い人形の記録『言霊使いの呪い』 Really a really nice dark song. Kaiko sounds really nice in this one too. So nice that I thought it was Meiko. But it turns out to actually be Kaiko! I can't stop listening to these kinds of songs *A* Dark Vocaloid songs are strangely addicting..like Alice Human Sacrifice and Circus of the Dark Forest<3 This cover is also pretty nice too. This cover is also very cool too because the person actually does both voices.

【ニコニコ動画】【KAITO】　Alice in Dreamland　【オリジナル曲】 Did I ever mention how much of a sucker I am for these kinds of songs? LOL;;

【ニコニコ動画】【MEIKO】メタル組曲-Transilvania-【姐党】 FINALLY THIS HIT THE RANKING! Totally love this. Came across this song when I was searching for Meiko songs a couple of months back. Definitely one of those songs that brings out Meiko's potential! Did I ever mention Meiko's my favorite female Vocaloid in terms of voice? 8'D;;; This song is just so amazing *A*

【ニコニコ動画】【KAITO】闇討ちスナイパー【鏡音リンレン】 The PV is so cute and funny! LOL;; I laff'd @ Len and Rin's "ですよねー！”ｗｗｗｗｗ

Nothing really notably funny for Nico ranking though ;|

I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I haet English, APJAP is tiresome, and adv art makes me want to commit suicide right now. It's not like Wednesday's classes are any better though.. *sighs*

Things to keep me distracted

Well overall today was kinda bleh. Monday + no sleep + current situation + school + period = disgusting. But that's all I could pretty much describe my day so far. But coming home to see Ryo-bby's giftart sketch thing of Soma and Agni made me happyface :)

Did they have TVs back then? LOL;; whatevs<3 my baby, Kidd. It seemed a bit fishy so I asked her about it and she said she's gonna use it for a presentation to show other companies to sponsor more contests like the Squeenix one. Pretty cool to know my stuff can at least help out the dA community, no matter how stupid dA can be LOL;; Not only that, it may be a chance to get recognized as well. But if my precious Kidd gets stolen, I know who to sue >A>;;

Oh and...after looking at all these original character designs for fanmade Vocaloids on Piapro...it makes me wanna redesign my Voca-self LOL;; I'll probably redo her in my take on Kei's style too. I dunno what color scheme I should do either. I like purple, but a red/orange/yellow cool looking too...I might wanna go with a greyish green as well..ah decisions...*smashes face into desk*

Also thanks to those who showed concern in my last entry through messages, comments, and all that jazz. Really appreciate it. Right now, as sad and pathetic as it may seem, I can't do much but just go with the flow, y'know? 8'( Sucks ass but I'll get through it..

...

You know that feeling when you find out the person you have feelings for ends up liking one of your best friends and he also kinda likes her back too? Not only that, they tried keeping it a secret from you and you had to find it out through a friend?

Yeah, that's how I felt last night. Still do but I couldn't get any sleep because of it :/

Total crash and burn.

Funny cos it's a way too familiar feeling so I don't know why I'm letting it eat me up again. Heh..sucks ass, doesn't it?

School in 20 minutes. I don't feel like goinglying but regardless, I'll put on a smile for you guys because I'm a happy camper :)

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Ok, so before I said I was gonna check out Ga-Rei Zero when it came out. Sadly, all the other series that I'm currently watching this season totally made me push this series aside. I mean, after watching a handful of other series, Ga-Rei didn't really standout as much. But while I was browsing through some anime blogs, this screenshot caught my attention
.

Yeah, I know, I'm so totally low and shallow. BUT C'MON. YOU CAN'T RESIST THE GL. There's only subs up to episode 3 and that screenie is from ep 4. I'm tempted to watch the raw but I know there'll be tons I'd be missing out on OTL;;LOLNVM, I GAVE IN AGAIN AND WATCHED IT RAW. MAN, GA-REI IS SHAPING OUT TO BE PRETTY GOOD RIGHT NOW. GRAAAAAAAAAAH.

BUT GAH. After I saw that and a few other screens, I quick went to go watch Ga-Rei LOL;; JESUS CHRIST. So far, each episode had me screaming, banging on my table, and punching my computer monitor all at once cos it's so..HOLYSHIT(lack of better words).

I just hate how it's all in flashback mode right now. I'm gonna be really sad when it goes back into the present and *insert name here* gets killed off for good. I REALLY HATE IT WHEN THEY DO THAT. Seriously T__________T Like right before they die, REALLY SAPPY FLASHBACK THAT MAKES YOU HOPE THEY WON'T REALLY DIE, and then it goes back into the present and it's like, "LOLI'MDEADWITHNOHOPESOFCOMINGBACK." *shakes fist at Kuroshitsuji and Ga-Rei* And I mean seriously, what's gonna stop them? They already proved they can kill off whoever they want by totally murdering the entire main cast of episode one LOL;;

AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH.

CRY. CRY. CRY. SADFACE. SADFACE. BLEED. BLEED. DIE.

My Angel~

Cha's version of Eat You Up is so much better than Diane's ;(



I'm glad that they're using this version for the actual release while using Diane's version for promos.. Then again..using that version for promos is kinda...

The Diane's/US version sucks compared to Cha's/Asia version, IMO lol;; US version makes BoA looks like trash while the other version captures her cool essence perfectlyyyy.

But as for the song, it sounds kinda bad at first but after awhile, it's pretty damn catchy 8'D;;;

LOL I CAN'T PLAY DDR

Monique finally got around to uploading those pics and vids from our early Halloween party LOL;; She got a vid of me failing at DDR. At least I fail with style 8)



Totally BS'd routine LOL;; I think that was probably the 6th time in all my life I've played DDR hahaha Some Asian I am, amirite? xD

But don't play DDR. I'm a Pumper ;| I'm just sad I can't play Pump it Up anymore cos both of my pads broke :'( I wish I could drive to the nearest arcade that has a PIU machine too D;

I still want a metal dance pad for PIU. I'd like two so I could practice freestyling but that's $600 out of my nonexistant piggybank :'(

EXCUSE ME WHILE I EMO IN A CORNER.

lol my brother and I emoing at the party.
Neku: I H8 LAIF. I H8 PPL. GO AWAY.
Simon: ANIKI IS DEAD. MAI LAIF IS MEANINGLESS.

MY TENDER TEENAGED HEART!

This song...



ｳﾜｧｧ━━━━━｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡━━━━━ﾝ!!!!

The song was originally sung by Miku but I think it's more sad with the duet OTL;; Miku version only caused me to go, "Ah..my heart..it breaks" while the Meiko/Kaito duet actually made me cry D; *pansy*

Haha, I think it's just me but...I like seeing Miku/Kaito fanart but I love Meiko/Kaito duets more LOL;; I'm weird, huh? A lot of Miku/Gakupo duets out there sound really nice too... *gets punched in the face*

*insert high-pitched fangirl kyaa here*

It's probably just me but...MY MOE RADAR IS GOING OFF THE CHARTS AND BUSTING THROUGH MY ROOF RIGHT NOW.

I dunno about you but..

THIS VERSION OF KAIKO. THIS VERSION OF KAIKO. THIS VERSION OF KAIKO. THIS VERSION OF KAIKO. THIS VERSION OF KAIKO. THIS VERSION OF KAIKO. THIS VERSION OF KAIKO. THIS VERSION OF KAIKO. THIS VERSION OF KAIKO. THIS VERSION OF KAIKO. THIS VERSION OF KAIKO. THIS VERSION OF KAIKO.

THIS VERSION OF KAIKO IS THE MOST MOE-EST THING. EVER. JESUS CHRIST.

I would so tap that in a heartbeat.

AHAHAHAHAHAHA

OMG. I SERIOUSLY don't know what to say about this show LOL;;

So I finally got around to watching this new j-drama that debuted 2 weeks ago. It's called Mendol(メン☆ドル) which is pretty much short for Men Idol. It's so...WTFTHISSHITISSOSTUPIDWHYAMISTILLWATCHINGTHIS? So here's the little summary off of d-wiki for you gaiz.

The story revolves around three ordinary girls named Asahi, Nami, and Hinata who are aiming to become idols, but they repeatedly fail in their auditions. One day, they witness a serious crime, and they are forced to flee from the culprits. Fortunately, they are saved by a producer who is willing to let them debut, but they have to hide their true identities and dress up as boys instead.

OH JAPAN, UR SO SILLY. Especially when they have the three main girls from friggin' AKB48. To be honest, I only like a few songs from them LOL;; But other than the lulzy fact that AKB members are playing the lead roles, this correlation chart is what got me the most.

LOL GUARANTEED GIRL LOVE. Their producer lady creeps me out though. She's so ugly it's funny 8'D;;;; But it also kinda irritates me that they don't look or sound boyish at all. Oh well, I get my shits and giggles. I especially love the awkward pervy situations they get in LOL;;

Uhm..just watched up to episode 2 since that's all I could find. Episode 3 aired Friday so I have to wait awhile for the torrent. A bit sad that there's no subs yet :'( But oh well, I understand most of it anyway 8'D;;;

Also, somewhat spoilerish(well notrly, they show this scene in the episode preview anyway), GUARANTEED GIRL LOVE LOL Ray kisses Kai/Nami..twice 8'D I lol'd at Hina/Kuu's "Kissu! Teiku TSU!"

Yes, Youtube quality LOL;;

It wasn't even a kiss though! ROFL It was more like "LOL I'MA JUST PUT MY LIPS RLY CLOSE TO YOURS COS I'M GETTING PAID." OMG I HATE IT when a lot of Asian dramas and stuff half ass kisses like that. It's like..no real action or feeling going on it's just like LOLWHATEVS. LIKE C'MON. YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE AN ACTOR/ACTRESS. AUUUGH. There's just SO MUCH more left to be desired :'( Not to mention it looks awkward and stupid looking xD;;

Oh, I also didn't know Minami Takahashi, who plays Nami/Kai, is friggin' still 17. It says on her profile that she's born '91 and in April! She's technically younger than me too! WTF? Then again, majority of the members in Berryz Koubou are like..way younger(they look older though..) OTL;; Japan sure likes to get them young, amirite? LOL

THE PLOT THICKENS

Read ch 41 and 42 of Kodomo no Jikan..all I can say is WHOAWHOAWHOA. Story progressed quite a bit in just two chapters and...BOY DID I FEEL DIRTY READING THEM. Was pretty good though. Kuro's tsuntsun is still so cute = D= ~<3 But oh man, Rin. I SWEAR. I just don't know what to say about her anymore. I feel bad that she's just caught in the middle of everything 8((( dat poor ting..

Haha totally after chapter 42, there's no way Kodomo no Jikan will EVER have hopes to reach the States ROFL;;

orz

Crap, I totally forgot PMX is in 2 weeks. I know I could totally go to LA and crash over at either Charlene's, Charleet's or even Carrie's place while I'm over there too. However the only thing that's stopping Billy and I from going is that we have no way of getting up there OTL We could take the train but it's like $100 round-trip *punch to the ovaries*

I really wanna go though :( I haven't seen Carrie in forever and she doesn't come on MSN and post anything on dA or Tegaki anymore 8'((((((((( This makes me a very sad girl. But at least she's preoccupied with college life. Same with Charlene and Charleet too. I kinda like how all 3 of them go to some kind of art school in LA and..their names all start with C LOL;;

But yeah..I need to go to PMX! Dx I wanna make it to the Vocaloid gathering cos half of the Vocacosplayers from AX will be at PMX too! Ahhhh. And Meguma as Mikuo? LOL And it's been awhile since I've seen my AX Vocacosplayers too ;( They were all so cool and fuuuuuun~! I miss Mochi too :'( She gave me a piggyback ride xB;;

Oh the memories! How I miss them so much OTL OSOHAPPI!

However, I still can't get over the fact that we met Kel at Comic Con! dfsfsfsfsfewsaeewelfjsl

LOL;; but yeah..totally need to discuss things with Carrie and pals to plan out what we're going to do for our Vocaloid skit for the masquerade for AX09 too! RAAAAAAAAARRRRGH. I wish I had the money and crap to afford to take the train to PMX I could drive OTL;;

Oh yeah..everybody's doing this now too D;

you are violet #EE82EE

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be. Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

Oh man

I can't believe I drew this LOL;; But it's ok cos it's all for my Ryo<33

LOLNOTWORKSAFEISH

Yeah, it's kinda lame and doesn't show much but y'know, fanservice LOL I actually had a bunch sketched up in my notebook today but I couldn't decide what pose and such I should use. I had a few where Sebastian's all uke 8'D;; I'll probably CG one of them later uhuhuhu But yeah, nothing too explicit cos I didn't feel like drawing/coloring a penis LOL;; makes me feel awkward OTL;;

But what was even more awkward was sketching 'em during class ROFL Especially when my teachers would walk up and down the aisles every once in awhile. And then in science class, there was this guy who sits in front of me and he would constantly look back to see what I was drawing. He does this every class but this time around I was like, "OH GAWD NO. NOT THIS TIME."

So weird LOL

But it makes me a little disappointed. Because I'm a natural at drawing yaoi but when it comes to het and yuri, I suck dix OTL;; And you all know how much I favor yuri over yaoi D; *shot in the face*

I still think KL's beats the shit out of mine LOL;;

Oh geez...

Running on zero hours of sleep again. I've been up for practically 23 hours now. Don't know if I'll make it past 24 this time around. Unless I get started on part two of Ryo's giftart because drawing porn for friends is always pretty damn fun. But I felt so dirty drawing all this yaoi in my notebook during class LOL;; Especially during science cos Raymond kept on turning around to see what I was drawing(since he always does that). Like OMG, NO TURN AROUND. I DOUBT YOU WANNA SEE HOMOGAY THINGS.

haha but yeah, I've been up since 6pm and drank a Rockstar at like 10pm and stayed up the whole night trying to figure out what to draw for Ryo. Then I had to go to school. I was fine until around 10am-ish during econ. God the lecture was so boring, I kept nodding off OTL;; But after econ, I walked around for a bit then got so tired I fell to my knees. I couldn't get up afterwards because my body felt so HEAVY. Talk about a horrible caffeine crash omg I felt like throwing up too because my stomach hurt so bad.

I've had crashes before but I never felt so shitty before OTL;; Man, I'm practically killing myself too Dx So tired..can barely move..but so hungry at the same time. uuuuuuuuuggggggghhhhhhh

DAMMIT KL!

HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO BEAT YOUR GIFTART FOR RYO'S BIRTHDAY? HUH? >8(((((((( GOSH JUST LOOK AT CIEL. HE'S SO SHOTATASTIC.

You always beat everybody in our Vocafamily at everything OTL;; STOP IT. loljk ilu and I'm sure Ryo will wet her panties when she sees it LOL;;

I'm still contemplating on what to draw her still even though it's probably a day after her birthday in her timezone already 8'D;;; It's not even the 22nd here yet so I'M STILL SAFE RIGHT? Stupid timezones OTL

Vocaloid or Kuroshitsuji fanart? I think I might do both in the end if I don't make up my mind LOL I was also thinking about pre-ordering one of the petite Kuroshitsuji figures or the nendoroid Kaito for her too x:

wrewrefdjsfowfjsfsssssss Decisions, decisions 8'(

THIS HAND OF MINE GLOWS WITH AN AWESOME POWER.

Har har, so yesterday I cut my brother's hair because my mom said he needed a haircut. It was really fun and I actually like how it came out lol At first I thought I'd mess his hair up for sure OTL;; Before, his hair was all poofy like this(I can't find any better pics of him cos he's not really photogenic)

So yeah, he kinda wanted a cool "Densha Otoko makeover" cut so I tried my best lol;;

Sorry you have to bare witness to his skinniness LOL;; I hate how he's almost 4 years younger than me but he's so much taller than me now 8((((( He used to be so tiny! At least he slouches all the time x: But yeah, some parts of his hair bothered me the next day so just awhile ago I fixed it up and now he looks like this :'B

LOL he can't take pics for shit xD;; But now it's less poofy so yay 8D My mom and grandma also liked how it turned out and said I should be a pro hairstylist when I grow up LOL;; They also wanted me to cut their hair next time OTL;; Sadly, I wish I could cut my own hair effectively but I can't see/reach all the way around my head 8'((((

Also, today I got down and dirty with that monochromatic portrait we have to do for art class. I liked how it was turning out probably the first hour of class. And then I horribly fucked up on his face so I had to try and fix it. By the end of the class, his face turned out lopsided because I was focusing more on fixing up the right side of his face so the left part is all like, "LOLUSUKDIX."

Before I painted his face.

After. I need to fix it up some more and add some highlights to his face. But I should really try and at least glaze/wash the rest of his body with paint too.

The whole thing lol I spent the two hours of class trying to fix up his face omg OTL;; I'm gonna try and stay as long as I can after school to get as much as I can done since it's due on Thursday Dx

My hands were such a mess afterward though 8((( I think I was the only one who got their hands messy wtf I must suck at painting LOL;; Everybody says I work really fast but it comes out uber good. lolwtf my art looks like shit 8( Besides, I still need to finish the rest of his body omg..

*JAMS FACE INTO SCREEN*

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. THEY ACTUALLY MADE A KAITO NENDOROID. THEY ACTUALLY MADE A KAITO NENDOROID. BRB SMASHING FACE INTO SCREEN. *hyperventilates*

oh Kaito u so QT. so QT. You will look lovely next to my nonexistant twins and Miku. Oh so very lovely. NOW ALL WE NEED IS A MEIKO AND OUR HAPPY FAMILY WILL BE COMPLETE. And then I can stare at all their glory and reminisce about the good ol' days when our Vocafamily was at its peak. Yesss.

Nendoroids of all the other doujin Vocaloids will be nice. A Fagpoid is fine too. An Anima Nendoroid will also make me giggle like a silly little school girl.

AHHH

LEN. LET ME LICK YOU.
LOOK AT HIM. HE'S FRIGGIN' ADORABLE. ASDISAJDIFJDSOFJSDOSFsdsddddddddffffff

T________T DO WANT. SO BAD.

I kinda wanna get into sculpting too so I can make him a nii-san ehehehwherodifwofsfs *fangirl*

I WANT A KAITO FIGURE DAMMIT.I also want I number of plushies. ESPECIALLY TYRE DOG. LOOK AT IT. SO CUUUUTE ;AAAAAAA;

I have a thing for cute soft stuff. Whenever I have the money on me, chances are I'll probably splurge it all on plushies >o> *plushiephile*

So yeah guys, if you don't know what to get me for my birthday, cute plushies is the way to go 8'D;; I still love the Chibimaru plushie Diego got me last year<33333


Anything Chibimaru will maek me a very happy girl *w*<3


AUGH. I WANT THIS SHIRT. It's so simple but it'd probably be my favorite shirt if I had it TAT

Oh well, my Captian Planet shirt is still pretty bomb<3


Did I ever mention how cute Baby Gloomy Bears are? Jesus Christ, don't even get me started *shot in the face*

ROFLOMG

Oh wow, I was looking through all my old pics from freshmen year. GEEZ. I forgot how stupid I looked ROFL Not to mention I LOOKED LIKE A FUCKING BOY LOL;;;

DID I EVER MENTION HOW MUCH OF A NARUTARD I WAS IN 8-9th GRADE TOO? JESUS CHRIST IT'S DISGUSTING ROFL

Oh hay, I also found a pic when I was at a wedding thing D'8 The dress my mom bought me was ugly. Never wore it again 8(((( But I like how in the pic I'm all like, "Oh hay, I don't wanna be here." And my brother's all, "I'M HAPPY ABOUT LIFE 8))))))" while my sister's like, "LOL I'M A HOCKY PLAYER." ROFL oh my brother and I are so mean to her sometimes 8'D;;;

Well..that was a nice trip down memory lane. Time for bed 8'D;;

Man what a good laugh that was.

My haaaairrrr

lol it's getting kinda long again. It's now past my chest and I dunno whether I should still let it grow out or cut it 8( I kinda wanna haircut but then at the same time, everybody says I look better with long hair soo...IDUNNOLOL

Hmm...let's take a brief look at my hair's history before we maek a decision, yes? (forreals, I'm just bored so I'm recycling some old stuff LOLOL)

LOLSTORYTIEM. WITH PICTARS.

Many years ago there was an 8th grader who was closet lesbian. She had really plain and ugly looking hair that kinda looked like this:

Once she entered Cheesecake High School, she gained awesome super powers thus making her SUPER DYKE. I think this is where she had her gender identity crisis too.

"OH HAY GUISE. I ACTIVATE MY REVERSE TRAP CARD, SUPER DYKE!"

She then let it grow out and then around sophomore year, she tried getting a VK haircut. But the faggot who cut her hair had no idea what he was doing and fucked up abajillion times. She was Ultramanugly for a period of time. Oh yeah, she redyed her hair jet black too. But regardless, it turned brown after awhile. She OTL'd

"DO NOT WANT!"

At least she was still able to turn back into Super Dyke. But after awhile, her hair grew out more and she pretty much looked like how she did in 8th grade. But after getting her hair rebonded in the Philippines in summer of 07, her hair was less gay and straight! Turned out to be a lot longer afterwards too.

"WHOA! Since when were you a girl?"

And pretty much from that point in time and a little before, that's where you have Merts with her uber lesbian ponytail.

"Just how gay can you get?"

In her junior year of high school, her super awesome friend named Snacks introduced her to a super awesome hairstylist named Gercy. Thanks to Gercy's delicious skills with the skizzors, Merts turned HARRO SUPA KAWAII AZN.

"I THINK MERTS SHOULD JOIN A SUPER KAWAII JPOP GIRLBAND OR SUMSHIT."

It's been almost a year since she's cut her hair but it still looks the same. WHAT DO YOU THINK SHE SHOULD DO?

LOLENDSTORY.

GOD AM I BORED OR WHAT? But don't you like how I magically transformed from a boy to a girl? Cos Charnoobleet does LOLOL;;

I dunno what to do with my hairrrr. I kinda wanna cut it short so I could be a reverse trap again and it'd be easier to shove my hair in a wig cap =w=; But then I don't wanna be known as, "That one dyke" at school OTL;;

A lot of my friends want me to put my hair up like this for the last week of school too.

They also want me to dress like a girl during the last week too LOL;; Skirt and other skimpy things ROFL I dunno if I would go through with it though x: But it's not like I'll be going back to HS anyway. Plus, all of my friends have been bugging me to dress girly since middle school OTL;; "Oh Meryl, you always dress like a guy! I just wanna take you to the mall and give you a makeover!"

OH U GUISE. I'm not a cute girl so >8(((((

On a side note, I should make a hair history report on my brother LOL

WHYYYYYYYYY

WHY GOD? WHY? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DEPRIVE ME OF MY CHILDREN'S ANIMU!? *diesdiesdiesdies*

It saddens me ever so much because I can't find any Cardliver Kakeru raws passed episode one. ANYWHERE.

Share is borked on my comp too so I can't search up anything on it either :((

*sigh*

I guess this means I have to wait until it comes to shitty America? Who knows if they'll even bring it to America OTL But if they do..at least I'll get to watch it...in shitty dubbed quality >8(((

/me sadface

Best way to spend my weekend..

Ugh..I hate how I've been sick since Thursday = D=

I'm getting better but my head just feels dsfjsfsdifjsiofwoeadsfddssssss

My body's all swore from being in bed the whole time too. Geh..

I haven't been eating lately either OTL Most I've eaten these past few days was like..bread once a day and then them pills would knock me out the whole day = 3= ARRRRR I don't need to get any skinner Dx But if I force myself to eat like this, I'd probably get worse OTL;;;

Ah well...at least Vocaloid covers make my headache feel better =w=

I'm happy Tulay-sama sang one of my favorite Len songs c:



He needs to sing another Kaito song though >o> Maybe get together with Yamai-neesama and do a Meiko/Kaito cover huhuhuhu However, I still miss my Yamai/Usa duets! ; 3;

Ah, speaking of Usa-chan, she posted another Miku cover. The PV made me :B cos it's MikuLen LOL;;;



Ok, I think I'm done.

*pops some more pills and goes to sleep*

OWNED IN THE FACE

HEY FAGGOT! CLENCH YOUR TEETH!



SHOW THAT COCKY DICKHEAD WHO'S BOSS, SHUJIN! His drawings suck ass anyway >:(

MAN. That part was so cool. Totally reminded me of this awesome scene right here.



I can't wait for more chapters of Bakuman omg This story is so..inspiring! I wanna be a mangaka too~ OTL

CRAPCRAPCRAP

omg I hate this anime season for having so many awesome series T__T Not only is it killing my poor little GBs in my comp, but also left me with wanting so many characters to cosplay as. And I would really like to do all of them for AX09 but we all know that's impossible OTL Usually I only limit myself to 3 characters a year but now I almost have like 10-ish on my list? Damn this hobby but I love it so much OTLOTLOTL

It also saddens me that most of the characters I wanna cosplay as are cool looking guys. I could easily put on make up to make my face more manlier but my body is so..TINY T__________T It makes me so sad Dx


After giving in and reading the raws for Kuroshitsuji, I really wanna cosplay as Soma now too. He's got a tan so I wouldn't have to worry about bleaching my damn skin like I have to do with a majority of the other characters I plan on cosplaying as like Ciel. I really wish I don't have to tan so easily OTL But at least it works with Soma 8'D;; The only thing that sucks is that well..I'm too small. I don't really look like a 17 year old prince like Soma, more like a 12/13 year old boy like Ciel lol Maybe if I put on a bit more weight I could pull off Soma better. I'm just way too scrawny at this point. Soma's also a lot taller than Ciel too :/ But at least he's shorter than some of the other characters. And at least most of the time he looks childish =w=



I'd do this outfit for Soma or a similar one since it covers the whole body so it doesn't make me look as scrawny..but...



His outfit is a lot more interesting in this one xD;; But it's an open shirt outfit so that means I have to do crunches again. I have to do them even more because I don't have any bandages over 'em like I did with Simon OTL And since it's an open shirt, LOOKS LIKE I'M SHOWING OFF MY DELICIOUS CHEST AGAIN ROFL I also need to work on my arms for it too DDDx And not only do I wanna do Soma's outfit in this scan, but also Ciel's LOL


I should..get my brother to cosplay as Agni LOLOL He's taller than me anyways so it all works out >o> Only complaint my brother would probably have is that he'd have to show some forehead xD;;

So if I do cosplay as Soma, at least I have somebody in mind to be my servant, Agni. I still don't know who could be my Sebastian if I do Ciel :((( I wonder if Shingen wouldn't mind? He's pretty after all LOL But then again, he'd probably wanna cosplay as Ciel more OTL

Aside from cosplay, I really want these among many other things too

FFFFFFFFFFFF

I was reading Kuroshitsuji ch 10 and...

I HATE CLIFFHANGERS. JESUS CHRIST. WHY!? T___________T

WHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!?

NEED MOAR SCANLATIONSSSSSS OTL


Madame Red was really cute when she was younger >o> But I really feel bad for her too, I almost teared OTL

Grell is so homo. So fabulous.

So homofabulous.

Ugh, I'm so tempted to download the raws but... T___T I'm so sad!

SHINDESHIMASU! *hangs herself*

Mind equals Blown

Well, after I watched Kuroshitsuji episode 3(which was hella LOL btw), I watched the first episode of Michiko to Hatchin. Totally turned my "LOLOLOL" mood to a "Oh crap.. O_O" mood. Seriously, the first episode was so mindblowingly/ridiculously awesome. I think I'm the only one who really likes how the first episode was done so far too OTL I like the Latino feel to this series so far. It's something new. It's hard to tell where this series will go but the first episode already got me really interested.

A lot of reviews so far have had mixed feelings. People thought it was too over-the-top with the abuse to the point it wasn't even believable and the direction/script was ridiculous. But at least with the abuse, it built up and got more violent. To me, it felt a bit more believable. Child abuse does happen everyday and kids die from abuse too. I think they addressed the situation well. However, with how fast the episode went, you can't blame people for thinking it's just really extreme. You can be a total jackass and make fun of Hana's outrageous situation in the beginning. But it's a bit hard to take light of the situation when you hear reports of child abuse almost everyday, at least for me anyway.

I dunno, I really felt bad for Hana and I wanted to like punch her foster family in the face. At least she stood up for herself towards the end of the episode. But for the most part, I just really wanted to hug her >A< She's such a strong little girl for enduring so much OTL

Another beef people had was Hana's seiyuu, Suzuka Ohgo. She isn't bad at all but I guess people just wanted Hana to sound like one of those stereotypical high pitched lolis. Honestly, I love how she plays Hana because she sounds older than she is. It's got that nice appeal to it. Everybody's just hardcore lolicons LOL But yeah, I think her voice fits really well. Hana comes off as a mature young girl so naturally, I'd go with a deeper voice to project that.

But that's enough about Hana. Am I the only one who thinks Michiko is hot? o_o; For some reason, she's growing onto me. At first I was like, "eh, she's not my type." But after seeing how totally badass she was..HOLY CRAP O_O Hotness. Strong bold women, gotta love 'em 8)

Also, the ED song is growing on me too D;

KonaKaga

This doujin is so...lol. But overall, it was pretty cute. Especially the last couple of pages * 3*



Oh Kagamin! You make my heart dokidoki LOLOL

Y'know, I've read all these KonaKaga doujin. I even said I'd make my own but I never got around to it LOL Maybe I'll make a mini one for Victor's birthday next week. I still owe him some KonaKaga yuri anyway 8'D;;;