Cospwaaays

Okay, I really need to organize my list of new cosplays and cons I'm attending this year again orz

CONS
☆ Anime Expo
☆ Comic Con
☆ PMX
☆ Anime LA

I might attend more but we'll have to see.

COSPLAY
☆ Ciel from Kuroshitsuji
☆ Taito from Vocaloid
☆ Oz from Pandora Hearts
☆ Azusa from K-ON!
☆ Hong Kong from Hetalia
♥ Pre-Timeskip Simon from TTGL
♥ Len from Vocaloid

I don't think I'll retire from Simon, Len, and Taito any time soon LOL

But yeeeaaaaahh. Finally decided who to be for K-ON! Since I'm usually the smallest one in the group, might as well be the loli-est, right? orz Carrie wants to put nekomimi on me too baaawwww

I STILL CAN'T FUCKING WAIT FOR ANIME EXPO AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

I can show midriff too 8(

I just realized my favorite cosplays now are Simon and Taito. Both of which are open shirt. I wonder what that says about me rofl EXHIBITIONIST MUCH?

But after seeing a few pics of my Taito cosplay, I've realized how much more work I need to put into my abs rofl Just need to tone them a bit more. Never realized it when I was cosplaying as Simon since my abs were always wrapped up 8'|

I WANT A SEXY BODYYYYYY.

Some pics from Fanimu

A few pics I've found of my Taito cosplay so far durrhurr More to come later if I find anything 8U Click these fgts to enlarge or sumshit.

From the first gathering on Friday.



^ Hay look, I'm partially in the pic rofl

Second gathering on Saturday.



Kaito Rangerssssss.

awesomesauce

Got back from Fanime a couple of hours ago and just woke up from my nap orz

Fucking Fanime was awesome. I didn't do much or go to any panels. I missed out on the masq so baaww but it was still pretty cool.

I spent most of the con cruising around by myself. A bit lonesome but it's all good since I was usually dead tired by the afternoon ;|

On Friday I hung out with some random peeps from the Vocaloid gathering. It's pretty fun hanging out with people you don't even know rofl

Saturday was pretty fun. Hung out with Mel most of the day. Also dropped by the AA and said sup to Talic p: Speaking of the AA, Mel and I got a grip of business cards from almost every artist who offered them rofl It's like a fucking deck of trading cards or sum shit lol

Sunday was amazing. Finally spent some quality time with Vivian's friends rofl We went to the Black and White Ball instead of Momoi's concert. Man, it was a blast. Screw prom, dude LOL I had to go to the dance in my Taito cosplay since it was the only somewhat formal and black outfit I had on me. I bet a lot of people thought I was a guy ahahaha I even had a few girls go up to me and asked if they could dance with me omg LOL It was awesome because Jose and I got center of attention twice during the swing dances ahaha Since I was so light, he was tossing me around and everything. By the time I landed and looked around, a huge crowd was around us ahahaha But since I was cosplaying as a guy, I bet everybody thought we were gay LOOOL SORRY JOSE! But man, it was fucking awesome. My body still hurts from last night too auuuuugh

I didn't take any pics since I was enjoying myself a bit too much to remember lol But it's not like I take pics at cons and upload them anyway ahaha

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFanime

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TOMORROW I WILL EMBARK ON AN ADVENTURE TO UNKNOWN LANDS.

I HOPE I DON'T GET HORRIBLY LOST.

BUT EVEN IF I DO, LIFE EXPERIENCE!

I still wish somebody was able to pick me up from the airport q__q MY ARRIVAL TIME IS SUPPOSED TO BE AT 3:20pm AT SJC. SOMEBODY PICK ME UP baawww

So I've somewhat packed most of my shit. Only bringing two cosplays, Simon and Taito. So yeah, gonna be walking around all open shirt and ever so naked again 8'|

I'M QUITE ANGRY BECAUSE I CAN'T FIND MY GOGGLES FOR MY SIMON COSPLAY. WHERE THE HELL ARE THEY? I DON'T WANT TO USE MY CHEAP OLD ONES THAT I JUST PAINTED.

Fucking crap orz I hate it when you lose something when you need it 8| I mean, it's always been on my desk and I flipped my room upside down and inside out but nothing. iofdsfjoisfsjoia

I bet my stupid, ugly sister took 'em. She always goes into my room and steals my shit and breaks it omg I'm going to beat her so hard her kids will feel it.

I wish I could barge in and yell at her but she's already sleeping and so is my mom baaaaah

Whatever, I'll do it in the morning 8|

I STILL NEED PEOPLE TO HANG OUT WITH AT FANIMU BAAWWW

wasting time is what I'm good at

1.Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
I wonder what retarded thing they had to do to get themselves into that situation. Maybe laugh if it was stupid enough? Facepalm? Probably depends on which ex it is rofl 8| idk maybe I'll save you if I feel like it.

2.Your best friend tells you (s)he's pregnant. What is your reaction?
I AM MORTIFIED. YOU'RE STILL IN AN ILLEGAL SITUATION WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND.

3.When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
idk. Playful punch or angry punch? cos I punch people all the time 8'|

4.Congratulations! You just had a son. What's his name?
Ryan, Ian, Elias, Noah, or Ace. idk I can't decide 8'|

5.Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name??
Analei, Valerie, Lynn, Mae, Melody, or Khristine. idkkkkkkkkk so indecisive orz

6.What are you craving right now?
More curry pan, actually.

7.When you buy something and your change is a penny, do you keep it?
Nope.

8.What color is your tissue box?
I own no tissues!

9.Do you have a ceiling fan in your room, and if so, is there dust on that fan?
Nope. And even if I did, it probably would.

10.What is the last voicemail you received about?
I think it was about switching times for my driving lessons durr

11.Have you ever had a garage sale?
Nope.

12.What is the last beverage you had?
Calpis.

13.Are you happy right now?
I guess lol

14.Who came over last?
Fran.

15.Do you drink energy drinks?
Ayup. Monster makes me sleepy though. Rockstar, Red Bull, and Bawls are my favorite. Oh, those little energy shots work too but they taste like shit 8'|

16.Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
lolno

17.Dark or light jeans?
Dark

18.What was the last movie you watched at home?
Uh...Gurren Lagann rofl

19.What is in your pocket?
Moneyyyyy

20.Where do you hurt?
My wrist and my handd

21.What is your favorite aisle at Wal-Mart?
Uh...food!

24.When is your birthday?
March 27.

25.What are you going to do after this?
Start packing for Fanime, I guess? /procrastinates until the last minute

26.Who was the last person you went shopping with?
Fran.

27.What about your favorite dessert?
Ice cream or cakeeeee.

28.Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
Nope cos I'm unique 8'|

29.Do you like pickles?
Ew groce. /not an avid vegetable fan

30.What color is your couch?
Brown-ish?

31.Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
idk if those random Flips that go up to you and start talking like they're related to you count rofl

32.Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
Currently? No. But I know a few who have been lol

33.Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Mommy.

34.How many hours did you sleep for last night?
Five.

35.Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Your mother OHOHOH

36.What is the last thing you spent money on?
Tape.

37.What is the last thing you ate that had onions in it?
idk.

38.Crunchy or Puffy Cheetos?
Puffy, bro.

39.The first person on your friends list just called you a bitch. What do you do?
Oh what a fag 8(

40.Have you ever blocked someone on Facebook before?
Not yet ahaha

41.What color is your iPod?
I don't own an ipodddd.

42.What is your favorite key chain on your keys?
What keys? 8'|

43.Say you were given a pregnancy test right now. Would you pass or fail?
Fucking shit 8(

44.What were you doing at midnight last night?
Reading SNSD fanfics. Not doing my essay. Laughing at Billy.

Happy Birthday, Mark

Happy 18th birthday, Mark! You're now pedo-statuslegal-ish like me 8D

I don't know why, but I feel like typing you a heartfelt birthday message right now. So I will.

Dear Mark,

Finally 18 years of being alive, amirite? Kinda weird. I still don't know why I'm typing this, but it's not everyday you turn 18. I think I'm getting a bit sentimental too since it's almost the end of the year. Let's think of this little message as my pre-message/sign for your yearbook ahaha

But anyways, thanks for being a great friend, bro. I've known you since 8th grade but I really didn't start talking to you until towards the end of freshmen year, I think. Since then, we've practically spent our high school career together as friends.

I remember how introverted you were at first but you gradually started to open up since I've met you. Lots of shit hit the fan during our high school days though. Everyday I notice stress and other things constantly get at you yet you still reluctantly get by. You're a bit helpless at times when it comes to your own personal problems, but who isn't, amirite? You're realistic but sometimes your realist view of things is too pessimistic for my liking. All I can say is just keep your head in the light, buddy, and things will probably go your way more often.

Even though we've known each other for a long while, I'm sure there's a lot more things I don't know about you. But I do know that you're a sincere guy. I know I tend to come off as an asshole-ish, ungrateful jerk who doesn't care, but of course, that really isn't the case lol

There are times when you annoy me because either I'm in a bad mood or... I'm just in a bad mood rofl There are things about you that I don't like too that I've already stated above, but I really charish our friendship.

It's still kinda awkward typing this since I see you practically everyday. But I know it won't be like that anymore after we graduate. And this totally strayed off from a birthday message to some random ramblings rofl

But in short, happy birthday, Mark. It's been interesting watching you grow up during our time at school. I hope that in the future you grow up to be who you want to be and have many more happy birthdayssssss~

MY TEARS

THEY BURN MY FACE.



GOOD GOD I MISS ZONE T__T

It's been a long awhile since they disbanded but I still cry whenever I happen to watch their last concert and get all sad when their songs pop up on my playlist bawww

YUREEAAH

I still love the way Fany pronounces Yuri's name ahaha Such an American accent.

Awesome Sauce

These last couple of days have been pretty awesome.

Friday, Fran and I practically ditched school to hang out with the AP art kids since they didn't have to come to school that day. Ate breakfast at IHOP, went back to school for a bit, grabbed some lunch at Chick-fil-a, and hung out at the mall afterward.

But I think my cover was blown when we were leaving school to go to lunch LOL Actually, my cover was blown all around that day ahaha

When I was walking over to Fran's car that morning before the bell rang, I ran into Katrina who's in my 4th period class LOL I hope she didn't say anything.

Durrhurr but after we when we were leaving school to go get lunch, I think my 5th period teacher saw me ifjosfjosasofho I wonder what bullshit lie I'm gonna make up for him on Monday if that really was him omg orz Especially since I missed out on that test and I have a fucking D- too fisdfoajfdoijiorhaeoif

But Friday was a good day. Filled with shits and giggles. Laughing's a great work out.

Saturday I went with Shannon to a cosplay gathering in Irvine. I went as time-skip Simon while she went as time-skip Kinon. There were two other Simon there too. Another time-skip and the 1st Parallel Works one. The other TS Simon had the perfect Nia's ring so we were all waiting for our little princess to arrive so that we could all propose to her LOL It's a shame that this one Shirley cosplayer couldn't get her Nia cosplay done on time! Oh well, we'll just have to save that for AX or sumshit lulz

Shannon was lucky to have somebody be TS Rossiu. Little slut 8U

Since we couldn't find a Nia, we just gave the ring to Rossiu to propose to Kinon aughuhuhu

But having 2 TS Simon made me feel like I should've done pre-TS Simon LOL I wouldn't have the proper tape to side tape my chest down or enough for my waist, arms, and ankles orz

There were some pretty cute girls there ayup.

The Parllel Works Simon was a pretty cute guy too lol I think he was gay though. My gaydar was picking up some small vibes from him ahaha But it was fun hanging out with out little Gurren-dan. We even had an Anti-Spiral and claimed a hill with our Gurren Flaggan.

Fun fun. We even broke out into song while we were taking the group photo LOL

We kinda left soon after the group pic though. So tiring x__x

But then we took a detour and went to the Spectrum Center ahaha

Man, I love Irvine rofl

CUTE ASIAN GIRLS EVERYWHEREEEE.

It pissed me off whenever I'd see a cute Asian girl with a white guy though isfjodfosajfodsfjoas ahaha

BUT SHIT. SPEAKING OF CUTE ASIAN GIRLS. I'M STILL RATHER UPSET THAT I COULDN'T MAKE IT TO HOLLYWOOD BOWL IOAJFCIODSFJIOSDFJIOAHDFOIASHDOAIHDAIHD

idk browsing through SSF and seeing people post, "OMG HB WAS SO FUN. I EVEN TOOK A PIC WITH SNSD AND GOT THEIR AUTOGRAPHS!"

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

I WISH I WAS THEREEEEEEEEEEE Q________Q /heartbreaks

But ahh, at least today is a kick back day.

Oh. Still can't wait for the 2nd ep of Horror Film Factory today! I was gonna watch it live streaming but I already missed 20mins of it so I'll just wait a couple of hours for a DD.

I love HFF though. It's like Punk'd: Horror Edition with SNSD rofl

First episode was funny when they pulled that prank on Taeyeon. I felt bad for her afterward though rofl If my friends fucking did that omg LOL I'd be all like, "Omg fuck you guys soooooo much" ahaha

Judging by the ep preview and a few reports, it seems like the 2nd ep gave the girls quite the freight though. Also lots of crying involved too. I really hope a majority of it is just acting though. I'd hate to see them cry forreals orz

ahaha

Yes. Today will involve lots of sleeping and the viewing of scared Korean girls.

I love my life.

Takin' it old school

Holy crap. Do you ever have those times where some really old 90s pop song comes up on your playlist that you haven't listened to for years? And then when it happens, you just have the urge to search up more ancient songs LOL

This time it was S.E.S for me ahaha Man. It's been so long! I remember listening to them back when I was in elementary school. Which kinda amazes me to how long I've been listening to Asian music LOL



rofl Crap. Next to BoA, S.E.S was probably my second favorite artists at the time. Maaaan. /feels old

Don't be a dick

Ahah.

So I was this close to getting into a relationship with a girl I met recently. I mean, she's cute and all but the main reason why I passed up the chance was because the last time I dated somebody without really knowing them for awhile...well LOL

Plus, she's 2 years younger than me and I don't want to feel like a complete pedophile right now ahaha q______q

But srsly, I have a couple of friends who have the tendency to hook up and start dating people they've only just met. Honestly, it bothers me. Sure, I've done it in the past but now it's like sidfojsfjios *self-control*

Like holy crap, stop thinking with your dicks for once plz. Just jumping from one girl to the next sfsfadfas What fags. Normally, I'm one of those people who can't say no too. But eh...it's better to say no than to just keep on lying to yourself or just hoping you'll eventually like them while you're in the relationship. Complete bullshit, amirite? I'M CHANGING MY WAYS, GUYS.

AHAH. But I know all my friends are gonna bite my head off for passing that chance up. They'd be all like, "OMG. SHE'S CUTE. WTF ARE YOU STUPID OR SUMSHIT?" orz Probably.

Maybe this would be an issue of personal morals vs getting laid, amirite? lulz

aw groce

I can't believe I actually fangirl squealed to this. Somebody slap me.



Thanks for getting me back into SuJu, dearest aunt of mine.

But I still wish SNSD did things like this aughuhuhuhuhu SuJu really knows how to deliver that fanservice, amirite? shit.

Yes, I know. I'm a horrible slash fangirl Q____Q

lol?

Oh man. Today, I was looking at some chat logs n' shits from way back. A total trip down memory lane. But what amused me most was how a few people were flirting with me. Especially when it was around the time when I was an active spriter for a few MMO projects.

It's kinda like, "Oh, did I get the position just because you like me?" rofl Or maybe it's because I was the only girl on the team. But they always treated me like some kind of princess, like always listening to my opinions and agreeing with them and acting all sweet. A few of them even confessed to me before too. So it's kinda like they were trying to suck up to me ahaha

I think I'm a bit mean and unfair though. Cos I looked back at what a certain somebody said which was, "Man, I hate lesbians. You can never get with them." LOL He..used to like me too rofl I remember when he said that, he didn't know I swung that way, and inside I was all, "Oh...LOLOLOL I'M SUCH A FAG."

And if I ever happened to fall for a guy, my standards are too impossible for somebody like me ahaha The chances of me ever opening up to a guy is very slim too. Too many past experiences made me reluctant to ever be in another relationship with a guy. haha how cliche is that?

But yeah, it's a bit amusing to look back at how many guys have liked me in the past. Not like I ever had huge ass harem status though. Or at least...I don't think so LOL Who knows how many people actually like me now orz SOMETIMES I WISH PEOPLE GREW SOME BALLS TO CONFESS MORE OFTEN. It gives me something to talk and ponder about 8U Cos I'm always dumbfounded as to why somebody would like me in the first place, y'know?

Like holy crap. Especially when somebody over the internet likes me. Srsly. Majority of the time, I will be horribly obnoxious. That and I fucking barely talk over MSN and AIM. I mean, you guys probably know, most of my replies consist of emotes or idkkkkkkk or lolol ahaha

So with that, I'm just gonna assume they just like me for my looks. Which is still a wonder to me since I'm a stupid ugly Flip 8'| Cos I know a few people were like, "When I first saw you, I thought you were really cute/pretty/sexy/hot." lolwat

idk, it's flattering and all but whenever people tell me that, I get uncomfortable and beat myself up over it. Probably cos I have self-esteem issues lol;; haah it's just..idk. Kinda strange?

But I just find it really fun whenever people say that they like me. It's amusing to think about why they do. Hah, an entry that isn't fangirling.

Don't you like how my non-fangirl posts are giant walls of text? AHAHA.

dramuuuus

Delicious survey.

Oh lawd. I'd love it if Slam Dunk got a live action. Also Bokura ga Ita and Ouran LOL

Live action Ouran would be like heeeeeeeeee Hana Kimi all over again /nostalgic

But but but, a live action Bokura ga Ita would be heavenly for romance *___*

Also, lolwatjapan? Why would you want a live action FMA? orz

lol @ One Piece and Jojo though.

Can't stop lovin' ya tonight~

Within 45min, I only got up to 2min down perfectly orz

But my favorite part is 1:45 to 2:00 anyway ahaha shuffling~ Although the rest is pretty easy so whatevs~

Such an old song, but I still love it orz

After this, it's D.I.S.C.O~

PFFFFT

The things I do for you people and my fandom orz



Except..I'm not very fond of the whole JeTi pairing LOL TaeNy is my OTP and I was crying, cringing, and facepalming the whole time when I was drawing this 8'|

Excuse me while I go draw a shitton of TaeNy fanart to cleanse myselfcry in the bathroom.

The peeps on my art thread also want some kind of SNSD doujin now orz The sad thing is, I might q____q

A fanfic writer also PM'd me asking if I wanted to make a doujin or light novel with him ahaha

Part of me is like, "LOL DO IT FGT" while the other part cringes, facepalming at the speed of 80 miles per hour, and says I'm gonna go off the deep end if I do. But the former is screaming like a raging fangirl into my ear so...idk anymore rofl

All I know is, I'm gonna be pretty damn ashamed at myself at the end of the day q___q

DOKIDOKI

IUUUUUUUUUUUU! SERENADE ME! ROFL

I wish she'd do a full acoustic cover of Gee though q__q Her voice is so pretty~

My measurements

They're...really weird orz I haven't been keeping constant track of them but looking back at my old ones is like lolwat.

From 2005

B- 70cm
W- 55cm
H- 87cm

From 2008

B- 71cm
W- 65cm
H- 79cm

This part confuses me right here. Either I didn't measure right back in 05(but I'm sure I did since I always check multiple times before recording) or all that fat in my ass transferred over to my waist within three years ROFL

My new measurementssssss from todayyyyy

B- 72cm
W- 59cm
H- 83cm

So what I've noticed is that:

1) My chest takes forever to grow at least 1cm.
2) If I lose fat around my waist, it goes to my ass.
3) If I lose fat around my ass, it goes to my waist.
4) I can't seem to grow in all three areas at once.
5) My wrist is 12.5cm around rofl

SUMMER 09

Not the finalized list, but still enough series to pass some judgment. And let me tell you something, I'M PRETTY STILL PRETTY EXCITED FOR SUMMER'S LINEUP 8D

I think it should be a no brainer as to what I'll be watching next season.

Aoi Hana, Tokyo Magnitude 8.0 and Umi Monogatari are probably my top three picks. I've been anticipating them for quite some time now so I'm really giddy for more trailers and their airing isdofjosdfjsoi

Element Hunters, Umineko, Sora no Manimani, Hetalia, and Winter Sonata are next on my list. The rest of the series seem interesting but iffy at the same time ;| Staying away from Seitokai no Ichizon. I dislike a majority of trap harem anime 8|

Gee + Yodelehee

I don't entirely like Kara, but this mashup/remix is one of my favorites.



Kara + Girls' Generation = Kara Generation~

*creams*

HAH?

I think I just creamed myself a bit.

But it looks like she'll be apart of Internet's Vocaloid series and not Crypton's 8'| Oh well, more Vocaloid goodness.

Megumi Nakajima's Vocaloid character will probably be a lot more popular that Gackpoid though ahaha