GENIE.

CRAP. The first time I listened to the 1min preview, I was already hooked. And now that I have the full version, I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO IT AAAAHHH

QUICK! LISTEN TO IT TOO.

I quite like this song better than "Gee." It's got a nice beat and got me grooving along to it with just the 30sec teaser.

The best thing about this song is that it's actually a proper song too. Not a hook song like every other kpop song that's coming out on the market. Even though hook songs are addictive (sorry sorry nobody nobody tell me tell me issue issue diva diva gee gee gee gee geee), they're everywhere right now so this song is a bit different.

Lawd. I really love Taeyeon's voice towards the end. So sexy and powerful<3

Man, I can't wait until the MV comes out. And I can't fucking wait until their performances!

Oh, I CAN'T WAIT TILL MY COPY COMES TO MY DOOR EITHER<3 srsly, I never buy CDs rofl But I guess SNSD is my only exception ahaha

SNSD HWAITING! :D

Seriously

Seriously, no joke. I would turn straight because of these girls.

I would turn straight and then turn back into a flaming lesbian just for these girls.

Times like this I wish I were straight just so that I could say, "Yeah, SNSD turned me into a lesbian."

Totally.

I STILL CAN'T GET OVER THESE DAMN TEASER PICS FOR THEIR 2ND MINI ALBUM.

Seriously, DAMN. They're so gorgeous *______* And delicious solo pics.

And I don't care whether their legs are shopped or not. I highly doubt they are though since they've worn shorts and skirts before. Either way, those are some MIGHTY FINE LEGS.

Goddamn. Sooyoung looks so hot with short hair. Hyoyeon also caught my attention with these pics too. She was at the bottom of my favorite list but daaaanggggggg.

I am so glad that I'm a girl. At least I'm not some groce, creepy, horny, old guy LOL

THE TEASER FOR THEIR NEW SONG IS SUPPOSED TO BE COMING OUT TODAY TOO UGH I CAN'T WAIT.

BY THE END OF THE DAY, I WILL BE DEAD SO GET AN AMBULANCE READY FOR ME, OKAY?

FML

UGH. FUCK.

Seriously. fml.

My tablet died on me a couple of days ago.

I went to my mom to ask if I can get a new one and she told me to wait until Friday, her pay day.

I know I shouldn't be impatient but UUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH. I'M IMPATIENT T___T

The fact that last time my old graphire tablet broke and got a new one the same day probably contributes to my frustration orz That and I had this baby for 6 years. Being tabletless all of a sudden really...sucks ass T___________T

Seriously, I'm sitting here frustrated that I can't fucking draw sum nice CGs n' shit. And I can't draw on paper cos I fail so hard I don't even have a pen or pencil. Baaaaaawwwwwww.

I really...want to draw more SNSD fanart too orz Especially after they released that damn teaser pic for their new mini album ugggghhhhhhhhhh.

I STILL NEED TO DO COMMISSIONS TOO GODDAMMIT. /wants to draw

/sadlife

Hello my name is Jacket and I like Ritsu/Mio

Heeeeeeeeee. Ep 11~

It was like wtf is this cliche dramu in my K-On?

But I don't mind. Mother fucking Ritsu/Mio is now canon mmkthnx KyoAni for delivering. TRULUV~

Mio starts hanging out with Nodoka since they're in the same class. Ritsu gets jealous. Shit hits the fan during practice. Ritsu doesn't come to school the next day. Mio guilt trips. They find out Ritsu's sick and Mio visits her first. Mio tells Ritsu that during practice, it's lonely without her drumming and that she likes Ritsu's powerful drumming. Ritsu giggles and Mio's like, "dsifjoafjdso" and then tells Ritsu that she needs to rest and get better. She excuses herself but Ritsu grabs Mio's hand and asks her to stay with her until she falls asleep. Mio accepts her request and I squeed.

The end.

mother fucking nyaa bitch on your toilet

Closet cosplayyyyyy



Fucking Azunyannnn.

The sweater vest I'm wearing is my gramp's and it's too bigggg. I dunno if I should just make it smaller or buy a new one since he still wears it. But idk where to buy a plain sweater vest like that baawwww I've checked everywhere in my area and nothing 8( LOLLI! HELP ME PLZ.

Need to get a red ribbon thing too. Durp.

And I'm gonna use a wig instead of my real hair. Which still hasn't came in yet D8<

I don't...normally wear skirts so the one I'm wearing feels too short jsdofajsoi

am i kawaii desu ka? =^____^= ugh so groce

ohsnaps

Just came back from getting my nails did. Also got my fucking eyebrows waxed too.

I feel so...feminine now orz

Tomorrow's graduation and I feel more like a girl than an adult rofl

My nails are all pretty and my eyebrows aren't as thick.

What the hell is this? D8<

Also, for some reason my eyes look smaller after I got my eyebrows done LOL

I watched Up yesterday with Billy and Leo.

Such a depressing movie. Within the first 5 minutes I was already crying ahahaha

I SNUCK UNDER YOUR PORCH BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.

Fun stuff

Today was cap and gown pickup. Got my shits along with Billy. Ran into Rocio and Bianca so we talked to them for awhile about random crap. Then we hung out with Fran, Thea, Sydnie, and Mr. Acosta. Talked about different things. Ranging from high school, CC, annoying fgts and teachers. Pretty fun gossiping with a teacher.

I recorded most of the day on my camera too. But it's not really for the conversations but more like everybody's actions. Gonna miss that shit, y'know? ;| Gonna make I little video thingy with all the funny looking shit too which is why I'm trying to hang out with people all this week to film sum funny memories.

After we left campus, Billy and I called up Dave. It's been ages since we've last hung out with him so we were really happy when he actually picked up his phone.

We went to Sunrise Buffet to eat. Then made our way to Mitsuwa, Book Off, and Rising Sun afterward. Pretty much just our usual otaku adventure.

They kicked it back at my place for like 3 hours. We mostly talked about spiritual shit like ghosts and stuff all thanks to my brother. Now I'm too scared to sleep rofl But it's not like I could really sleep anyway since I'm tweaked from Red Bull lulz

My brother's being a wuss too since he's sleeping in my room right now rofl

But yeah, fun stuff. Fucking grad practice in a few hours. durp.

hey guise let's do this

Watching ep 5 of HMF durrhurr



I wanna do magic chair too LOL Seems like fun but I'd probably fall once my chair is taken away rofl

I still lol at the apparent leg length difference between Hyoyeon and Seohyun xD

And I like how Tiffany was all like, "stopitstopitstopit!"

nucking futs

Just came back from shopping for my graduation dress thingy with my mommy.

I still don't get why we have to dress formal when throughout the whole ceremony we'll have our cap and gowns on orz;;

Not to mention fucking sitting 2 hours in the sun 8'| Gotta remember to put on sunscreen.

But yeah, I got this glittery, light gold dress. It was the only thing we could find in my size Dx There were a lot of other dresses that I wanted to get but they were only in large or medium ~__~ There was this cute pink dress that I would've gotten if it were in my size orz And a light green dress too. baaaawwww why do I have to be so petite q__q

Kinda makes me feel sad that I could still fit in kids clothes orz;; Not to mention how I barely have anything in the boobage department so it was a bit harder to find a dress that wouldn't show my non-existent cleavage.

It's times like this where I wish I had boobs aughuhuhu

I also bought two pairs of shoes. I got fucking 4 inch platforms and flats just in case my feet hurt like a bitch.

I tried walking around in the 4in ones. Jesus fucking christ. How do people walk in stuff like that?

Better yet, how the hell does SNSD fucking dance around in heels? IT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME.

But this is probably because I don't wear shit like this very often. Too feminine for me 8'|

I CAN'T WALK LIKE A LADY baaaaawwwww

But I've gotta practice walking in them. I hate how my last name is towards the end of the alphabet ಠ_ಠ

What do you think memories are? Something precious that you'll always cherish, am I right?

But how are memories special if they're only distorted illusions of reality?

Memories are exaggerations of what really happened or we tend to leave out details. Would that make all of our memories fake? Lies even?

Even if I grow old and my memories gradually get even more distorted over time, the remains of what happened will always comfort me.

Comforted by lies, who would've thought?

But whatever keeps me loving you guys, my friends, I don't really care.

LOL MARK

I'm kind of glad your balls dropped ROFL

Billy's voice was goin' through puberty too lulz

Ahaha sophomore year...

Oh hay sup you

Today was technically my last day of class in high school. It still really hasn't hit me that I'm going to be graduating and will be starting a new life as an adult. It's probably because we're still going around getting cleared for graduation. Next week is graduation prep too. And then the 12th is the actual graduation ceremony. I don't think it'll hit me until the day before or the day of graduation. But man, what the crap. It really doesn't feel like I'm about to be a high school graduate. I mean, I still look like a little kid. I still want to be a little kid too ahaha;;;

Maybe I should take this time to type up something meaningful? Or maybe I should wait? idk

I wrote essays in my friends' yearbooks because I love them so much. But there's always a lot more I want to say. They need more spaces to write without having to buy inserts goddammit.

But when I do type up my high school reflection, I'll add whatever else I have to say about my dearest fwiends too c:

For now, I'm still just kinda dumbfounded.

ffffff

idk whether I should be happy or not LOL

Little Yoona is growing up but wat her first kiss? orz

The hearts of many male SONEs have broken into many pieces. That or they're enraged.

I...just don't feel comfortable seeing it LOL It's like...BAAAAWWWWWW YOONA.

But it's all just acting so there's nothing I could really do about it anyway LOL orz

Hope she wins an award for Cinderella Man too c: