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Lyrics from various songs that tug on my heart strings right now.

I'm going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
I'm waiting

It feels like you can come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you

My head feels so complicated, it could explode
I'm waiting and waiting but no word from you
There's no way you could leave because of me
It's so hard for me right now, so hard for me

It's been so long
That I haven't seen your face
I'm tryna be strong
But the strength I have is washing away

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Until I get you back I'm gonna try
Yes I miss you much
You are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much

How long have we been separated already?
One minute or one second, it feels like a year
I want you back

You are so precious
I do love you
I'm so sorry I didn't appreciate you

You would stay all night by my side

Tofu, please get better :<

crying again

Tofu's staying another night at the vet because she had another episode of vomiting and bloody diarrhea.

Yesterday, the first time they called they said she wasn't doing well. Her white blood cell count was low and her body wasn't reacting to the meds. She had a high chance of not making it. Then they called a few hours later saying she was doing better and that she might be discharged today if nothing happened over night.

But yeah, something happened over night and now I'm just really worried again. I really hope Tofu makes it through. I don't want to lose her.

I'm going to kill her

Seriously, I'm going to punch my little sister in the face when she gets back home from school.

She left her candy out on the floor and Tofu ate it. What makes it worse is that it was chocolate and she's been vomiting for the past two days and now she just looks and sounds horrible. She's also been crapping out blood too .__.

We just took her to the vet. She's spending the night over there while they run a few x-rays and tests as they help her recover. I really hope they don't find anything wrong with her and that she'll be able to come back home healthy again.

I got kinda emotional during the car ride over there orz I mean, I got Tofu at a time when I was horribly depressed and she was pretty much that new hope given to me. The thought of losing her would really devastate me.

Get better, Tofu!!!