Tuesday, April 28, 2009

lucky dog



aww murr. I wish I was that dog 8'(

STOP IT

OMG THESE FAGS NEED TO STOP STARING AT MY FACE.

Momo says: You know...
Momo says: the more I look at it, Jin's nose looks more like Seohyun's now
Jin is a fag says: what
Jin is a fag says: really?
Momo says: Yeah
Jin is a fag says: still looks more like tiffany's to me
Jin is a fag says: only thing i agree with you on is that her eyes look more like seohyun's for sure
Momo says: Naw, like...the bridge of her nose looks like Fany's
Jin is a fag says: yeah
Momo says: But the tip of her nose and ala look more like Seohyun's
Jin is a fag says: hmmmm
Jin is a fag says: hold on, lookin for pics right now
Momo says: Just go stalk Jin's Myspace or Facebook again and go on Soshified for Seohyun pics
Jin is a fag says: pffff
Jin is a fag says: i know that
Jin is a fag says: 8(
Momo says: Just trying to make your life easier, buddy 8(
Jin is a fag says: <3
Jin is a fag says: oh fuck
Jin is a fag says: wow you're actually right LOL
Jin is a fag says: LOLOLOL
Momo says: Of course I am
Jin is a fag says: 8U
Jin is a fag says: so now we can conclude that jinfag really is fany's and seohyun's love child
Momo says: ALL THE EVIDENCE
|ω・) Jin says: ...
Jin is a fag says: WE HAVE IT
Jin is a fag says: OSHIT
Jin is a fag says: WHEN DID YOU GET BACK?
|ω・) Jin says: I LEAVE
|ω・) Jin says: FOR LIKE TEN MINUTES
Momo says: AHAHAHAHA
|ω・) Jin says: AND YOU GUYS ARE TALKING ABOUT ME AGAIN?
|ω・) Jin says: GOSH
|ω・) Jin says: 8'|
Jin is a fag says: rofl
Momo says: LOL
Jin is a fag says: not my fault you're a hot topic ;DDdd
|ω・) Jin says: PFFFFT
|ω・) Jin says: oh good god guys
|ω・) Jin says: stop staring at my face
|ω・) Jin says: 8'|
Momo says: Can't help it. It's fun tormenting you
Jin is a fag says: :B
|ω・) Jin says: YOU GUYS MAKE ME FEEL SO UNCOMFORTABLE
|ω・) Jin says: Q______Q
Jin is a fag says: we're constantly molesting you
Jin is a fag says: with our eyes
Jin is a fag says: 8D
Momo says: Nah, I'm raping because I'm more hardcore than that
|ω・) Jin says: 8((((((
|ω・) Jin says: UGHHHHH
|ω・) Jin says: GET AWAY FROM MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
|ω・) Jin says: GO HOOOOOOOOOOOOMEEEEEEEE
|ω・) Jin says: Q_________Q
Jin is a fag says: <33333333333

muscle spasms

Ugh, dude. Don't you just find them weird?

Like your arm is all still and stationary and then one part of it like your biceps starts spazzing out.

It's so..gross LOL

I think I'm mutating aaaaaahhhhhhhhh

But I hope my arm turns into something cool like...a bionic arm or sumshit. NO MORE HAND CRAMPS AND CARPAL TUNNEL. HEEEEEEE.

durr don't mind me /lack of sleep

MY HEART!

IT BREAKS YET AGAIN! Q_____Q

Man, I really wish I lived up in LA GODDAMMIT.

Damn, it makes me so sad. I REALLY wish I could go to Hollywood Bowl on May 9th! T__T

But I really don't want to go alone! Argh, I wish my friends here were into k-pop sofjoisfsoiifso

SNSD IS GOING TO BE THERE AAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHH

I'D SO PAY FOR THEIR TICKET TOO Q_______Q *wants to go badly* *willing to fork over $200+ for 2 tickets*

/mopes in the corner

WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO MISS CONCERTS FOR ARTISTS I LIKE GODDAMMIT.

JUST LIKE BOA'S CONCERT. FFFFFFFFF. *still sad over that*

Monday, April 27, 2009

*facepalm*

Jin is a fag says: HAY
|ω・) Jin says: i
|ω・) Jin says: don't
|ω・) Jin says: appreciate
|ω・) Jin says: your display name 8'|
Jin is a fag says: psssssssh
Jin is a fag says: you know it's true
|ω・) Jin says: the truth hurts bro
|ω・) Jin says: 8'|
Jin is a fag says: sux balls rite?
|ω・) Jin says: /sob
Jin is a fag says: ANYWAYS
Jin is a fag says: YOU SHOULD WATCH THIS
Jin is a fag says: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MA9ERx0jNH0
|ω・) Jin says: oh
|ω・) Jin says: that one
|ω・) Jin says: i've seen it before
Jin is a fag says: yeah, i'm not surprised
|ω・) Jin says: pffffft
Jin is a fag says: BUT
Jin is a fag says: THE REASON I LINKED THIS ONE
Jin is a fag says: IS BECAUSE YOU LOOK LIKE TIFFANY IN THIS ONE
Jin is a fag says: LIKE HARDCOREITSNOTEVENFUNNY
|ω・) Jin says: PFFFFFT
|ω・) Jin says: SHUTTHEFUCKUP
|ω・) Jin says: QQ
Jin is a fag says: DUDE
|ω・) Jin says: sdofsijfoidsajfoie
Jin is a fag says: I'M NOT EVEN KIDDING HERE
|ω・) Jin says: I CAN'T TAKE YOU SRSLY IF YOU'RE TYPING IN ALL CAPS
Jin is a fag says: I'M SORRY MY DEAR FRIEND
Jin is a fag says: THIS IS HOW I CONVEY EMOTION
Jin is a fag says: THROUGH THE INTERNET
Jin is a fag says: SHUTUPDON'TJUDGEME
|ω・) Jin says: I'LL JUDGE YOU WHENEVER AND HOWEVER I WANT
|ω・) Jin says: FAG
Jin is a fag says: *hurt*
Jin is a fag says: ;__;
|ω・) Jin says: pfffft i don't care about your feelings 8'|
Jin is a fag says: dude, but srsly tho
Jin is a fag says: you=flip version of tiffany
|ω・) Jin says: sdofioijsedfaoifseoaif
|ω・) Jin says: STUPID UGLY FLIP VERSION AMIRITE?
Jin is a fag says: ROFL
Jin is a fag says: naaaaaw bro
Jin is a fag says: ur pretty ccccccc:
|ω・) Jin says: ugh groce
|ω・) Jin says: stop trying to hit on me 8'|
Jin is a fag says: not my fault you look like a korean superstar
|ω・) Jin says: rofl
|ω・) Jin says: shut up >8|
Jin is a fag says: i'm still pretty serious though
|ω・) Jin says: liek super cereal
Jin is a fag says: oh totally
Jin is a fag says: i mean you got the hair, and almost the exact same facial features
Jin is a fag says: just replace her eyes with seohyun's
Jin is a fag says: FUCK DUDE
Jin is a fag says: SHE'S EVEN WEARING A GREEN JACKET
Jin is a fag says: WHAT ELSE IS THERE FOR ME TO SAY?
|ω・) Jin says: DSOAFKSDAFJSDAOFIDAJFO
|ω・) Jin says: STOPITSTOPITSTOPIT
Jin is a fag says: just get lighter and you're all set 8D
|ω・) Jin says: pfft
|ω・) Jin says: i'm workin' on it 8'|
|ω・) Jin says: just bought myself a new bar of papaya soap
Jin is a fag says: rofl seriously?
|ω・) Jin says: yup
|ω・) Jin says: one step closer to forming that korean boyband
|ω・) Jin says: \o/
Jin is a fag says: ur so ambitious and determined *admire admire*
|ω・) Jin says: fag



goddammit orz

dsfafdsafdsg

Normally, I'm really not into buttons/pins and stuff. I don't particularly care for them. But this time around, I went and bought some SNSD quote pins from Soshified orz;; I couldn't help myself, some of them were really cute and durrhurr favorite quotes. I wish I could've bought all of them but durr, don't have that kind of money on me atm orz

These are the ones I got:






Fany's infamous "Brighter than mushrooms" slip up and Sica's "Free drinks" are probably my favorites. Ahaha, if only they made a pin with Sica's "I want chicken burritos and cheese nachos" I'd be all over that one rofl

I was gonna get these ones too 8'| Maybe next time~




They should make fucking shirts or bumper stickers with these rofl

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Hello, I'm a Narcissist

Ever since my sudden burst into the SNSD fandom, I just found out how much of a narcissist I am 8'| Oh, it saddens me so much orz

So if you don't know by now, my favorite members are Tiffany and Seohyun. Especially since they're my ideal types of girls. I would date Tiffany because of her cute, bubbly, and outgoing personality. And I would marry Seohyun because she truly is my ideal type: tall, silent beauty.

But awhile ago, a few of my friends were saying how similar I was to both Tiffany and Seohyun in both personalities and looks orz Like how I have Seohyun's eyes and smile and Tiffany's jawline and nose. Like wtf guys orz It's a shame I can't be as tall LOL And then for personality, I'm pretty much a Seohyun if she wasn't so shy mixed in with some spazzy Tiffany.

So I'm sitting here, rather ashamed of myself. And I facepalm'd at the entire convo I had with those fags too ughhh The more I realize it, the more...arrogant/self-centered/narcissistic fag I felt.

But I think I'm okay since there are a lot more qualities they have that I don't and I admire them for. Especially Seohyun because she's diligent, hard working, pure, innocent, humble, multi-talented, and just the cutest thing ever. Especially towards her elders omg orz I feel quite happy that I'm a few months older than her. I want to go to a fansign event and have her call me Unni aiosdhfiohdsiofsdefaoiedsu LOL even though she looks a lot older and me /shotkill'd

Oh..the only thing that I'm afraid of if I marry Seohyun is that she'll start making me eat healthy OTLOTLOTL

Ahahaha but this is just me trying to reassure myself that I'm not a narcissist. I'm nooooot Q______________Q I LIKE GIRLS WITH QUALITIES I DON'T HAVE AAAAAAUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHH

Saturday, April 25, 2009

strange urges

Sometimes I get these strange urges to do things late at night. Like tonight, I suddenly got back into Bokko for like 2 hours. Jesus Christ, I forgot how much of a work out that dance style is at times rofl



Quick feet and powerful arm movement...for 2 hours orz I think I just lost all that "fat" I gained now aaaahhhhhh /dies

Thursday, April 23, 2009

OMG

HOLY CRAP.



FUCKING FINALLY

Took you awhile, didn't it, Morinaga? 8'|

memememe

▶ 今まで最も描いたと思われるキャラは▶(版権創作どちらも)
▶ What is the character you've drawn the most▶ (Can be original or fanart)
Ahhhh. Oh boy...*looks through galleries and sketchbooks*
It's probably gotta be between Simon, Kamina, Kaito, and Len rofl But I think..I've drawn Simon the most with Kaito in second...maybe. idk.

▶ 何色をよく使いますか?
▶ What colour do you often use?
uhh, I guess most of the colors I use are mostly on the left side of the color wheel?

▶ 使うのが苦手な色があれば。
▶ Any colour you are bad at using?
idk. But I know I'm bad at figuring out light source and stuff lol

▶ 人物を描く際に、何処から描き始めますか?
▶ When drawing people, where do you start?
Depends. Usually I start out with that basic circle outline and then start drawing the eyes. But it really depends which feature of a character I want to emphasize on. Sometimes I start out with drawing the nose first or the torso even.

▶ 消しゴムのカスさえ愛せるキャラクターは?
▶ What is a character only your eraser will love?
Any female character. As much as I love them, I have the most difficulty drawing females. So sad orz

▶ 完成までに一番時間が掛かった作品は?
▶ Which of your works took the longest time?
hmm. idk about this one. The thing is, I'm actually a very fast worker when it comes to CGing. The only slowest process is actually thinking about what to draw, how to draw it, and then actually drawing it out and finalizing the line art. That usually takes me from 30min to 2hrs depending on what I'm drawing. I tend to get distracted and take lots of breaks too. And coloring only takes me about 30~45min to do. I don't think I've ever worked an entire day on a picture before /lazy fag But of course, this isn't counting the assignments I have to do for art class LOL

▶ 絵が上手くなりたい時は、どんな手段を使う?
▶ What techniques do you use when you want to improve in drawing?
I look at tutorials, stare at muscle studies for anatomy, and stare at other peoples' way of drawing and coloring since I'm too shy to ask how they do it ahaha

▶ この絵を回してくれた人の絵の感想は?
▶ What do you think of the art of the person who gave you this picturememe?
Bah, I stole this from Annie who's pretty awesome. She draws the best Kaminas and her APH fanart is hella manly.

▶ 自分の得意な画材は?
▶ What art tools/media are you good with?
Ahh...I can only do digital art ahaha Even then, I'm not that good at it.

▶ 苦手な画材は?
▶ Art tools/media you are bad at?
My traditional stuff is just so jisodfjiosfjso No CTRL+Z IRL Q__Q OH. I HATE PALETTE KNIVES.

▶ 自分の絵に対してどう思う?
▶ What do you think about your own art?
I think it's very plain and composition is lacking. There's nothing exciting about my art, really. I hope I'll be able to grasp the knowledge how to draw out lots of movement, different perspectives, and expressions some time soon. Need to add some spice to my drawings, bro.

▶ 雑誌を参考にしたりしますか?
▶ Do you consult magazines for your drawings?
Sometimes. Mostly Google though. Pose references n' shits.

▶ 自分の絵で好きな処はありますか?
▶ What do you like about your art?
It's a love-hate relationship. I like my art because I can see my own improvement. I hate it because with every improvement, there are always a shitton of mistakes.

▶ 絵を描く時についしてしまう癖は?
▶ What habits do you have while drawing?
I always need to listen to music. Also eating at the same time ahaha

▶ 右向きの顔を描くのは得意ですか?
▶ Are you good at drawing faces facing right?
Uh..I guess I'm better than I was before? idk lol

▶ どの位の頻度で絵を描きますか?
▶ How frequently do you draw?
Everyday x:

▶ スランプの時の対処は?
▶ What do you do when you have artist's block?
Sleep? rofl That or try to get into something to spark some inspiration to draw again orz

▶ 絵を描く際に必要な物はありますか?
▶ What must you have when you draw?
Music and my pillow.

▶ 主線は迷い線が多いですか?
▶ Do you have a lot of stray lines (messy lineart)?
Kinda sorta. I try not to when I'm actually doing the line art though. But fffffff. I find making clean lines is very hard with a very small pen/brush size, which is why it takes me forever to finish line art orz It's easier to make clean lines with a thicker size but durrr~ I only use thick lines for more intense or bold looking pics, y'know? Depends x:

▶ 自分にとって絵を描く事は?
▶ What is drawing to you?
It's something I can't live without and I've sold my soul to ahaha

▶ 今後の目標
▶ Your goal from now on
Get better in all areas. Learn more techniques n' shits. PERSPECTIVE AND COMPOSITION baaawww

▶ あなたが影響を受けた絵師さんは?
▶ Artists you've had influence from?
Ahh..this is a bit hard. I would say some famous mangaka or something but I know my two biggest influences when I was younger was Yami and Mutsy. Yeah, I wanted to be as good as them. Still do p:

▶ 自分の好きな絵師さんは?
▶ Artists you like?
Annie, Emi, KL, Starshock, ES, ...fuck it, everybody on my stalk/f-list rofl

▶ 人と動物どちらが書きやすいですか?
▶ Which is easier to draw, humans or animals?
Humans fo sho.

▶ 今まで描いた自作漫画のタイトルを教えて下さい
▶ Please tell us the title(s) of your own comic(s)
Ahhhh. Shooting Star and Ambitious. Judging from these two titles, you can probably tell that I'm one of those fags who likes to load their stories with that whole hope theme, amirite?

▶ 昔の絵を見せびらかして下さい。
▶ Show us an old picture
http://i490.photobucket.com/albums/rr267/tofizzlefu/365.jpg
OH GOD. *cries* I can't remember what year I did this. But I know it was done with a mouse so probably when I was 11 or 12 LOL

▶ 自分の絵のチャームポイントは?
▶ What is the charm-point of your art?
IDK, YOU TELL ME. Everybody seems to comment on my coloring though idk dsafsfdsa

▶ ファンタジーと言えば、真っ先にどんな生き物を描きますか?
▶ What is the first thing you would draw if we're talking about fantasy?
A fairy or something homo

▶ 一発書きで自分が最も愛を注いでいるキャラを描いて下さい。
▶ Please draw your most beloved character:

It was between him or Yomi. But y'know, I feel more comfortable drawing Simon so yeah 8'|

▶ キャラクターを考える時によく思いつくのは女?男?性別無し?
▶ When thinking of characters is it mostly female? male? or androgynous/no sex?
Male. Easier and more fun to draw.

▶ 昨日は何の絵を描きましたか。
▶ What did you draw yesterday?
SNSD fanart /sob

▶ 一番描くのが楽しい部位はどこですか
▶ What is the funnest part to draw?
Lower half of the face LOL ie nose, lips, and chin. I like drawing hair too.

▶ 他人の絵で一番最初に見てしまうところはどこですか?
▶ What part of other people's drawings do you notice first?
Drawing style.

▶ 背景を描く際に、つけげ道にしてしまう書きやすいものってなんですか?
▶ Regarding backgrounds, what is your method of making it easier to draw?
If I were to draw a decent background, references fosho.

▶ 好きな配色は何ですか?
▶ What colour coordinations do you like?
Usually go for colors that contrast each other. I end up tweaking the colors in the end though so it's not like it matters rofl

▶ 一番最近描いたキャラは?
▶ What character did you last draw?
Russia x:

▶ 絵柄は変わりやすいですか?
▶ Does your style change easily?
Not entirely but I do have two different styles for when I'm drawing girls. One style is to match the style I have for my male characters. I'm more comfortable drawing in this style. But my other style is for more loli and moe looking girls. I dislike drawing in this style because I struggle too much trying to make their face really cute.

▶ 描くときに気をつけている、気合を入れる部分はどこですか?
▶ What part of drawing do you pay most attention to?
Line art. Most of the time when I draw, I start drawing the rough sketch with just the circles and tube things and then just start doing the line art without a proper sketch. By doing that, it just leaves more room for mistakes n' shiz but at least it saves some time >_____>

▶ How do you feel about drawing H pictures?
Sometimes I feel awkward drawing them. Especially when I'm not home alone rofl

▶ 人に絵を評論されるのは好きですか?
▶ Do you like criticism from others?
Yeah. Just as long as they actually know what the hell they're talking about and know how to fucking crit 8|

▶ how many people do you normally draw per artwork?
Usually one to two. Anything more than that tires me out =w=

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

We Got Married

UWHOAAAAAAAH.

LOL JESSICA AND G-DRAGON? A NEW COUPLE FOR WGM? Oh man, this I've just gotta see rofl

The thought of it is actually pretty funny. I'd love to see the Sica Effect on Big Bang ahahaha

Last SNSD girl on WGM was Taeyeon who was together with Hyungdon. Pretty lulzy pair. I'd love to see how Jessica fairs if the news actually becomes official. I can imagine things being reeaally awkward rofl

idk if I want to see her with G-Dragon though 8'|I'd rather just have Jessica with her Yuri ahaha

I think it'd be even lulzier if Sooyoung or Yuri were officially on the show too. Shits and giggles all around, y'know?

foooooood

Right now, this is...somewhat similar to my need for food.



HAY FOOD. GET UP HERE, MY ARTHRITIS IS KICKING IN ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

On a side note, Sooyoung's house is pretty fucking hueg, amirite?

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

way to go

haaaah. This song always manages to cheer me up and energize me.



The MV makes me smile too.

durp.

Monday, April 20, 2009

I'M GETTING FAT! \o/

Well, honestly, I haven't weighed myself yet.

But of course, like the narcissistic yet self-conscious fag I am, I always look at myself in the mirror. Like I've noticed that my cheeks look slightly rounder or at least have more shape to them and not look completely sucked in and bony. I mean, even a couple of friends have noticed too. They even said I look more like a cute girl because of it ahahaha Cos we all know cute girls need to at least have some kind of meat on them 8'|

I've also noticed when I'm wearing my brother's boxers, like... I've got this little muffin top stickin' out rofl Before it'd be just straight out flat ahaha

I've been eating a lot more often too and not even going to the bathroom as much to let the dogs out either. Ah... it looks like those vitamins my mom gave me are really working LOL

I only took 4 of them like 3 weeks ago though and stopped cos they taste like chalk orz But after I took the first one my period started up too LOL Ah, are multivitamins supposed to jump start your hormones? idk I guess I really was malnurished ahaha

Yah, but now that I'm gaining more weight, I finally have some fat to burn and work out to get a nice, toned, and sexy body durrhurrr

I'm pretty sure I'm still underweight though ROFL It's not like I'll gain much though. I still workout and dance to stay in shape BUT AT LEAST THIS IS PROGRESS!

FIGHTING!

Sentimental Fag

You know sometimes, when I listen to this song, I start crying. Especially times like this lol;;



idk, sometimes it's just a mix of my own personal feelings or remembering the fact Tiffany is still able to sing this when her mom died. It broke my heart when I heard her thoughts about this song on Sukira (starts at 1:35) some time ago. Especially when she started crying too orz But I started getting teary eyed when she said how she really wanted her mom to hear this song and then I all out baww'd when she said she wanted to make her proud Q____Q TIFFANY~ FIGHTING! I want to hug her so much orz

But I would like to show this song to my mom sometime too. Maybe even sing it to her. Ahh, but that probably won't be anytime soon. As much as I'm a sentimental fag, it's still pretty embarrassing Dx

look look!



A collab I did with Annie~ She did the original art while I colored it lol

She posted the original sketch on her LJ and she was like, "sidfsjfisofjs somebody color it for meeee~" so I did =q=



I find it rather funny how distinct both of our styles are. Especially my coloring lol I mean srsly, just by looking at the thumbnail you can totally tell I colored it like right off the bat ahaha

Uwaaaaaaah. I wanna do more collabs~! 8(

Sunday, April 19, 2009

hwaiting~

Ahhh! Tiffany's first solo performance!



So cute orz Especially with how nervous she looked in the beginning ifsofjisofjofs

Durr, once she gets full control of her vocals she could probably top Jessica or Taeyeon. But she's improved quite a lot already heeeeeeee

Tiffany! Fighting~!

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Butthurt Fag

AHAHA.

Call me an immature asshole for ripping on this guy, but srsly. What a butthurt FAGGOT.



Really, I probably wouldn't be as mad if this guy knew how2typeenglish. If you're going to give me that kind of bullshit response without any basic knowledge of proper grammar, don't expect an apology from me.

But I think what pissed me off even more was the fact that he mentioned he was uke. Like, really? REALLY? What are you doing bitching at me cos I'm being a dickhead like some little girl? Go shut the fuck up and suck a cock or get rammed in the ass already. Fag.

gtfo of my internet.

wat

So the Volks molds for Yoko and Nia were released recently.

I'm not much of a BJD person but we all know I'm a Gurrenfag so yeah.

But fffffff, at first I thought they were gonna suck ass because I really don't entirely like the molds Volks has lol Looks like I was wrong 8|




Dude, I don't even like Yoko but they made her look pretty fucking cute D: What the hell jisodfjosdifjios

but pfffffft, I'm still waiting for my Starlock Simon figure 8'| WHY HAVEN'T THEY MADE ONE YET?

Oh god

Oh lawd. I did it. I fucking did it orz

SOMEBODY SMACK ME.

UGH. GOD. I'm practically facepalming at the speed of 120 miles per hour at myself right now.

Somebody please kill me orz

I

actually

went

and

wrote

fanfiction.

/cries

OH GOD WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!? Q______Q

I've never been so disappointed with myself before.

brb killing self.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

The Family

Yesterday, Billy came over and we were in my brother's room talking about how screwed up our families were. It was pretty interesting but I think my brother was really drawn to the conversation the most.

After Billy left, my brother went into my room and started talking to me about our childhood. About the ordeals and hardships we had to face at a young age. It was really fun talking to him about it since we've experienced all of that together since we were born.

My brother also mentioned why he really hates our little sister. Quite amusing, really. But I have to agree with him. He really dislikes our sister and bares a grudge against her because she's really oblivious. Even though she's only 9, my brother hates how stupid she always acts. Back when we were her age, we couldn't act that way because we were going through that emotional turmoil shit with our dad. And ever since she was born, coincidentally, our family gradually started to go downhill. He ultimately blames her for our family falling apart. Instead of having her head in her ass, sometimes we wish she'd just grow a brain and start being more aware of things. But I guess we're probably just jealous since we couldn't act like stupid, spoiled brats back then. We were forced to be strong and mature at a very young age.

But he got much more emotional than I expected when I kept taking about the scenes I still remember vividly, how disappointed and tired I feel about it all, how I resent my dad for stripping away our childhood innocence, how I really wish we were a normal family, and how ungrateful of a child I feel towards our mom. The poor kid cried alone in his room with the blanket over him while I just walked in and laughed at him.

But after trying to cheer him up through laughter, he quickly started to talk about how he felt ungrateful towards our mom too. She's done so much for us. She's went through so much. She continues to overwork herself to the point where she almost passed out during work. And to the point where she can barely see or talk to her own children. It's sad and we're taking it all for granted.

Although what pissed us off the most wasn't our incompetence, but the fact that other people are more ungrateful than we are. And they're lucky that they have both of their parents. It irritates me when friends rant about their parents. Like how overprotective they can be or how much they argue with them. At least you have that. And when I tell them that at least you don't have a mom who can't even spend any time with her children and a dad who's dead weight and in Alaska doing God knows what, they would say they'd rather trade the parents they have with mine. Are you stupid? Why would you trade away parents who obviously care about you? Even when they put you down, AT LEAST YOU HAVE THAT. At least you have parents who can make you stronger. I don't and I have to push myself.

But hell, I would gladly trade my situation with yours any day, you know that? I honestly miss those days when my parents were actually together and pretty much hit us with a double whammy. My mom would do the emotional hurt by putting us down and my dad would yell and beat us up. Wasn't entirely the best situation but at least it kept our asses in line. But now what do I have? Nothing but this empty and lonely freedom. It's fun but at the end of the day, it's only a reminder of the gap between my parents and I. It's not like I want it there, but it's because our situation calls for it. And it's a bit saddening.

It's almost like this feeling of neglect. But I know it isn't because the reason why my mom works so hard is to support the family on her own. Sometimes I wish it didn't have to be this way. But of course, life isn't all shits n' giggles. Despite how much I dislike our situation, at least we're better off than other people. And I'm grateful for the fact that our past helped us mature faster too.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Aww, Philippines.

Why you gotta be like that? 8(

Srsly, in hentai, even if a girl looks 10, she's 18 and just has a hormone growth disorder unless otherwise stated.

What fags. rofl.

Can you tell me where I'm headed?

Yesterday during art class, we were working on our Chuck Close self portraits. Like fags, Fran and I were taking our time sketching ours out. Y'know, talking n' shits.

Then my art teacher comes over to see our progress. He looked at mine and said something along the lines of me having great drawing skill and natural talent. Quite flattering when it's coming from a phenomenal portrait artist like him.

But ah, that really makes me wonder. Do I really live up to his praise? Whenever I look at my stuff, I'm always doubting whatever skill I may have. Like, "Am I ever really as good as people say I am? Are all of their compliments just empty words?" But I guess this thought only drives me harder to get better in the end.

I've always wanted to be a successful artist. Have my name in credits or something. We all know my self-esteem is about the size of a peanut. Which is why I love comments that are more about my style rather than fangasms since all I do is fanart. I may be like, "baawwww I don't know what you're talking about stfu," to actual compliments. But I really love them. A nice ego boost like that would be very satisfying. It's like all my hard work being paid off. I've always been the giver in any kind of relationship. I love helping others, I love entertaining others. I love the gratification I get from their satisfaction. I want to be the creator of something people love. I think this is my biggest goal in life.

It's what I've decided ever since I was a little kid. Reading childrens books with colorful illustrations and watching fun cartoons. I wanted to create memories for people through my art just like my past.

People say that wanting to be famous is a very selfish desire. Sure, I'll do it for the money and the reputation. Whatever it takes to help me get by and get noticed in this career path. But when it comes right down to it, I'm doing it with the hopes that people will enjoy what I do, which is probably the only thing I can do.

Adrenalineeee

AHAHA. Y'know, even just by watching others do it, it makes me wanna do it too! Would've been nice if Hyungdon jumped too rofl



BUNGEE JUMPING AND SKY DIVING.

I want to do both some time soon. It's on my list of things to do before I die ahaha

I LOVE THE ADRENALINE RUSH. It makes me laugh hysterically.

God I wanna at least go on another roller coaster again orz

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Romeo and Cinderella

Holy shits. Awesome cover by Yumo! *_______*

pffffffft

Aw man. I'm starting to read too many SNSD fics all at the same time orz I'm starting to forget which ones I'm keeping up with now ~___~ Especially when they all have like abajillion chapters dsifjiosdfjosdfjsoa;;;;;

Just making this list with a few notes for myself to keep track of which ones I'm reading ahaha;; /shotkilled

Three Simple Words
Mainly YulSic with some TaeNy, YoonHyun, and SooSun. Note that this is the one that probably pissed you off the most because Yuri's being djsfiosdjfoisdjfois and Jessica's being pretty djfsoifjsoidfjso too. depressinggg

No Options
Mainly TaeNy with YulSic and YoonHyun as sub couples. Arranged marriage between Taeyeon and Tiffany. And Seohyun and Tiffany are sisters wat.

Love Affair
TaeNy and YulSic. Sequal to Wishing You Were Here. fgt.

More Than Friends
Moar TaeNy and YulSic. THIS IS THE CUTE ONE THAT YOU WISH THE AUTHOR WOULD COME OUT OF HIATUS TO CONTINUE WRITING IDOSFJDSOIFJDSOIFJSDOIFJO

Third Time's A Charm
Mainly YulSic with sum TaeNy and HyoYoung lulz Oh yeah and YoonHyun. The really depressing fic T_______T

Gee Academy
Mainly TaeNy. On hiatus while the author finishes up Third Time's A Charm fdifjisodfjisofsifgisdog;;;;;

This list...is probably going to keep on growing almost everyday until I run out of fics with TaeNy to read rofl

I'M SUCH A HORRIBLE AND DISGUSTING PERSON Q_______Q

Bliss!

Yaaay! I'm so happy!

Bokura ga Ita is coming back! QuQ

Love this series so much. I was slowly dying inside while it was on hiatus orz

YES, I LIKE MY MUSHY SHOUJO ROMANCE MANGA, LEAVEMEALONEDON'TJUDGEME.

I just..connect too much with these characters T__T /heartbreaksobcry

lost like a lost thing

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFffffffffff.

Practically 7 weeks left of fucking high school. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH.

I want to leave so much but the stress it's giving me right now is scaring me and making me wish just a bit longer please ~____~

MIRACLE! MIRACLE! GIVE ME A MIRACLE!

I want to pass all of my classes! I want to dig myself out of this grave I'm stuck in! MOTIVATION! UP TO THE TOP!

/sigh

No matter how many times I ram my head into the wall it won't come down and my head is about to crack. Maybe next time I should just wear a helmet.

...If there ever is a next time orz

I still haven't even applied to any colleges yet eiofjiseofjdsoifs A bit too late anyways rofl But idk, should I just sit an vegetate for a semester after graduation? I know it's bad to just rot away my knowledge and skills that I've obtained during school but maaaaan. I just kinda want to sit and collect my thoughts. I don't even know what exactly I'd like to pursue. I know it's art but there are just so many things I could do with that. I don't even know where to start orz

I'm still debating what art college I should go to or if I should just go straight to the 13th grade and then transfer later once I get my GED done 8'| Decisions, decisions.

For college, I know I'd like to stick it here in California. Even though my mom says it's alright for me to go back to New York for college since we have friends and family over there, California weather beats New York by a mile 8'| Conventions too ahaha;;;

But even if I narrow it down to CA art schools, it's still hard to pick which one. I'd like to go to LA but the thought of moving out is kinda jisdofjisofjsoifjso I know my friends who moved out were happy to since they didn't get along with their parents, but I love my mommy q____q

Yah, so torn orz

Monday, April 13, 2009

murrrr

Aw murr! I-it's almost May! Q__Q

That means Fanime is just around the corner 8'| And I've only talked to my mom about it once orz

She said it was alright for me to go but the only problem is transportation. I don't know if she's willing to pay for my plane ticket to NorCal on top of my share for the hotel. She suggested she'd try and get her boyfriend to drive me up there too but 1hr flight always beats a 7hr car drive 8'| Plus, I barely talk to the guy. Totally awkward.

But fffffffff I hope I can go. I need to remember to bring it up with her before May at least. Need to get everything finalized n' shits. I already bought my badge ticket thing too D;

But the next problem would be which cosplays I should take with me D8

If my wig gets here in time, I'll probably go as Ciel. Even though it's a bit awkward since I don't have a Sebastian orz;;

If I can finish my costume in time and hope the wig arrive on time too, I'm debating on either going as Taito or Len for Vocaloid. I was always known for Len but I wanna give Taito a shot since we all know how much I love bandages and yandere 8'D;;

I'll also hopefully be cosplaying as Oz from Pandora Hearts too p: That is..if I can finish it LOL I still need to invest in a new wig for him and my Len cosplay since their hair is similar but the wig I have right now isn't going to cut it in the future 8'| *OCD*

And of course, I'll definitely be Simon again. I don't think I'll retire from him any time soon unless I get tired of constantly having to buy sports tape to tape down my chest ahaha;;; I also need to find my Boota plush! He suddenly disappeared and I totally flipped my room upside down and inside out but to no avail! If I don't find him by Fanime, I'll probably just have to dip out more cash and buy a new one for AX and future cons ~__~

This hobby...is expensive. Cons and cosplay. And all I ever really do is just hang out orz I should try getting a table next year at the artist alley. Could really help trying to break even with my con life orz

Ahh but Fanime's gonna be weird if I go 8'| I don't have any of my cosplay partners to accompany me unless I can dish out the money on their part too ~__~ PLANE TICKETS NEED TO BE CHEAPER.

And the friend that I'd be rooming with will be working at the maid cafe there the whole time so I'd be extra lonely :<

A-anybody going to Fanime? I need somebody to follow around Q_______Q /sobcrylonely

dsfsdfsegwres

Ahhhhh. My four week spring break is over Q_____Q

First day of school today fjdsiofjsdofijsofjsof

I didn't sleep at all again *typical*

But this time around I kept myself up with more SNSD fanfics instead of watching YouTube shits lulz

But it's not my fault I came across this nice fic late at night 8'( It's still on going too with 23 chapters so far orz SO INTENSE! I actually had myself squeeing, screaming, or bawing in every chapter Q__Q Like tears and everything! It's so sad T__T

It's also starting to make me like YulSic(Yuri/Jessia) a lot more ahahaha

Needs moar TaeNy though 8'((((

ffffffff school.

I like how my last week of school was practically me transforming into a horrible SNSD fangirl orz;;;;

The class that I'm looking forward to the least today is none other than Japanese 8|

How do I explain the horrible vegetable that I've becomeeeeee? /crysob

Saturday, April 11, 2009

MY AEGYO

LET ME SHOW YOU IT.



LOL OH MY GOD. I think Sooyoung is slowly rising up my favorite rank with this! Oh lawd she's so hilarious.

But srsly, WHAT KIND OF AEGYO IS THAT? ROFL

And here we go again!

Somebody posted one of my pics on 4chan again LOL



It's always kind of awkward whenever I find somebody posting one of my drawings on 4chan D: I've seen most of my stuff being posted on /u/ though. It's been awhile since I've seen anything posted on /a/. But then again, I barely go on /a/ nowadays D'8

Hmm, maybe I should just stick to drawing more GL? LOL But then again, I don't know if I really want to have my title be something like "That one fag who draws lesbians 24/7" OTL;; It'd make me feel like a horrible and perverted person 8'(

Oh and about my tabs on FireFux...DON'T JUDGE ME Q_________Q Also my search bar too ROFL I was on Skype last night talking to Dio and fags and he mentioned Godzilla dick so I referred him to the world's longest penis 8( DON'T JUDGE ME.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

CRAP

FFFFFFFFF.

My SNSD fandom has now officially gone off the deep end, guys 8'|

Normally, I don't do couples in like actual music groups n' stuff. Like when a few of my friends were slashing couples in DBSK, MoMusu, etc, I was liek, "Ew, what?"

But now look at me goddammit Q________Q

I'm also not the kind of fangirl who stoops down to reading fanfics either. But yeah, guess what? FFFFFFFFFFF.

I also feel a bit ashamed to say that I've sketched out some fanart too /wrist

BUT I CAN'T HELP IT ANYMORE. SNSD IS SO CUTE OTL

Tiffany is my favorite~ She's the cutest of all. Her smile and cheerful personality is so charming q__q And then Taeyeon is cute too! She looks so small and cute but as leader her voice is so strong~ Jessica and Seo Hyun are cute too orz fsoidfjsdoifjesodf

I'm slowly being swayed to ship JeNy (Jessica/Tiffany) but TaeNy (Taeyeon/Tiffany) will always be my OTP QAQ TaeNy is the cutest orz The bully and the victim, husband and wife! They even have couple necklaces ahaha KEY AND A LOCK? How cute QuQ There aren't enough TaeNy moments on-screen nowadays though D; But that's what fancams are for cccc:

Man, I can't believe I stayed up until 6am reading SNSD fanfics orz But there was this really good one that I couldn't stop reading until the end! I was about to stop at ch 25 and sleep at around 4am but I needed closure rofl Ahhh, I'm really tempted to make a doujin out of it too LOL It made me cry quite a bit too orz So sweet ;|

I KNOW. SHUT UP. I'M GOING OFF THE DEEP END Q_____Q

CRAP /slaps self

I'm a horrible person orz

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Nyaaan



Oh Azunyan~ Your infatuation with Mio is so cute orz

ffffff I want more Azusa/Mio in the next chapters ijfsofjsifso Both of them are so moe QQ



I swear, don't they look like sisters or sumshit? D: I hope they can squeeze in Azunyan in the animu too fdsofjisdofjsa q__q

BANANAISUUUUU



Oh lawdy, it's been awhile since I've heard such a delicious cover *Q*

Saturday, April 4, 2009

ilu

Durr, I still have time to say this.

I love you, guys 8)

yeah totally not spam<3

Totally not tsundere



eyedeekay what you fags are talking about ಠ_ಠ

If Mio was tsundere, she'd be biting back. But no, she just takes it like the little uke she is and cries.

So cute and fun to violate orz

Yeah I know, what a fag 8'(

My style and a lesson

Sometimes my style gets the strangest comparisons to other artists.

Like yesterday, somebody commented on my dA saying my style was almost the same as Mellolover's D:

Drawing style? Eh..I suppose so. Only if you squint hard enough. Her stuff is more detailed too.

CGing style is like lolwat completely different orz

But eyedeekay, being compared to somebody 100x better than you is quite flattering but at the same time just kinda idsfjisodfjwoifjsoidfjso /shotkilled

It makes me want to improve more if I'm being compared to somebody like Mellolover, actually lol Putting one of my pieces next to hers just makes me go, "IFDSOFJDSOFIDS WHY IS MINE SO MUCH FAIL?"

But this is where I have to question the person's judgment LOL Either she's bullshitting me or she needs fucking glasses. It also might be my low self-esteem but y'know, that's not entirely the problem if it makes me want to improve, amirite? >_________>

Geh, I should just really learn how to stfu and take a compliment orz;;;

But I really like long comments like this one:

"I really love this picture. Your shading is smooth and choppy all at once, and it's really pleasing to the eye. I also like the fact that the basket ball even has a texture :D

The different shine to the eyes is gorgeous, ;3; and I even adore the wrinkles in the clothes. I've never seen this show but you totally rocked this picture on so many levels of hardcore. <333"

It shows that people actually pay attention to my art q__q *feels the love and support*

But lol, speaking of said picture, now's the time for my life lesson: Always save.

So yeah, yesterday, I was sketching out two pieces of fanart. One K-On and the other Basquash. I didn't feel like drawing out so many girls so I went ahead and started doing my usual CGing process for the latter one.

I started sketching it out at around 8pm or so but got distracted with things like MSN, Skype, and other animu, so I finished it coloring it around 3:30am. BUT my computer started acting like an ass and completely froze up on me when I was doing the final touch ups.

And let me tell you one thing, I have a habit of not saving anything until it's the final product. So once I'm done coloring on SAI, I flatten down all the layers, copypasta it onto Photoshop, and then start doing the touch ups. Not a single save.

This is where I start tensing up and going, "FDSFJODSFJIOSDF NO! PLEASE DON'T. NOT NOW!" All QQ'ing and stuff. So instead of restarting it, I sit there and wait for about 45mins, hoping that it'll start running again. Patience is a virtue after all.

I start getting sleepy since it was around 4am with nothing to do. So I turn off the monitor and hope that everything's running perfectly when I wake up in the morning.

15mins later, after I'm all snug in my bed, I hear my tower going, "VRRRRRN" and was like, "Oh yay! It started running again!"

So like the happy little eager fucker I am, I get out of bed and turn on my monitor only to find the start up screen. My computer restarted itself.

Of course, I start orz'ing and then I decided to fuck my life and go to sleep.

"Should've fucking saved before I fucking copypasta'd it," is all that went on in my head last night.

And of course, like the persistent fucker I am, when I woke up this morning I started redrawing it and everything. I'm a bit happier with this second attempt since it came out a lot better than the first. But fucking hell.

When I get started on CGing that K-On one, I'm going to fucking save bomb that shit 8|

Friday, April 3, 2009

Oh ffff

So I went and read the scanlations that were out so far for K-On.

fffff I think I'm loving Mio even more. But idk, Tsumugi is still pretty damn moe.

But yeah, oh shits. A bit surprised Mio isn't tsundere or totally uptight. Y'know, kinda like Mei from Manabi Gay.

Hee, but that just makes her twice as cute. I mean like, she's the responsible and steady type of character. Kinda like Yomi but not entirely. And to top off that maturity, SHE'S SO SHY HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Oh god, so cute orz I love shy girls. But not like flat shy characters. At least Mio is introduced as a rounded character than just straight up moe blob shy. It's just like, "Aww, she's looks so cool but she's actually so insecure!" cuteeeeeee >Q<

But yeah, I love shy girls. IT MAKES ME WANT TO CORRUPT THEM AND MAKE THEM NOT SHY 8'BBBBBbb

Oh wait to do 8'(

Thursday, April 2, 2009

68/69

Oh gracious /a/non! It's like you were listening to my heartbreaking plea for more chapters! I love you so much Q___Q

But these latest chapters are just dfisfjdsoifjsoi SHUU! BAAWWW

I just feel so bad for the poor kid. Stayed home for days after getting sent home from school because he came dressed as a girl. Just feeling horrible and sad 8'( Such a heavy burden on such a small child baaaawwwww

Then when he gets the courage to go back to school he gets made fun of. I liked how Chi-chan tried her best to stick with him when they were going to school. But fucking Momo had to be a bitch and be all, "If we hang out with him, people will think we're weird."

FUCKING SHIT MOMO. If you're friends with Chi-chan then fucking respect what she wants to do. IF SHE WANTS TO HELP SHUU, THEN LET HER. ESPECIALLY WHEN SHUU NEEDS ALL THE HELP HE CAN GET OMG Q________Q

I got rather angry when everybody was all picking on Shuu. Even locking him out of the classroom :/ Really, what faggots. I especially didn't really like how when he passed Doi in the hallways, Doi was all, "How stupid can you get?"

Fucking Doi. You were the one who said Shuu should come to school as a girl in the first place. Instead of feeling so prideful, maybe you should feel guilty for making Shuu the butt of every joke at school.

Sure, in the end, it was Shuu's fault for coming to school as a girl. It was his decision after all. But god, can't you at least show some concern for the kid? What a douche. I can understand that if he's around his friends, he's trying to put on an act and put down Shuu too but fdsofjisofjsoi I really hope he feels like an ass and regrets it or sumshit 8| What a fag.

Ahhh. Goddamn I really love this manga orz I just love how it's so...realistic. Like everything about it. The characters, the plot, the pacing, the situations, the reactions. All of it is just so realistic and well done. Shimura is a fucking genius at the slice-of-life genre q__q

Blah, I really wish Hourou Musuko was green lit for an animu already. Well, not really if the manga hasn't ended yet. But if it ever gets an anime, I really want it to be an amazing adaptation and production because it srsly fucking deserves it orz

eyedeekaaay



idk bros. I might make Mio mai waifu. I can't marry Yomi since she's a goddess.

And you can't marry goddesses 8'( It's against the rules.

But I'm still debating.

Mio or Chiba? GODDAMMIT.

KEEEEEIIIOOOOOONNNNNNN

Just watched K-ON! I'm surprised I was able to understand every word of it o_o;

But dsfsdfs so cute orz

Yui kinda annoys me though. Her voice is just too loli for my tastes 8'| I mean her character design is cute and all but ffffffff.

idk who I like most though. Tsumugi or Mio. Both of them are pretty moe and had me going, "モエロ!モエロ!" the whole time D'8

Mio also looked pretty hot in the ED sequence too. I think I creamed my pants a little watching it. But that's probably because whenever I look at her, I think Yomi 8'( I knowwww I'm horrible! But Mio fills my long dark hair moe so it's all good =w=

And Tsumugi. On top of being voiced by Minako, she's like the rich, well-mannered and polite type of girl. So cuteeeee. AND HER EYEBROWS FSDJFIOSJFOISDFJI

So torn
Still need to watch Sengoku BASARA.

Oh and Queen's Blade too. Heard it was ridiculously...retarded. But then again, it was pretty obvious just from the PVs ahaha

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

withdrawals

I'm having Hourou Musuko withdrawal syndrome right now orz

Since I barely have time to draw fanart, I can only rely on other peoples fanart and scanlations baawww But it's almost been a week since the last chapter came out.

I can only hope /a/non is gonna make a multi-release soon q____q

Unless they can't get the raws and then I'm screwed orzorzorz;;;;

/screams

sdafasafs I just really need something to cheer me up. These past couple of days have been rough and full of rage and stress /sigh

spring 2009 animuuuuuuuu

Anybody else rather excited for it or am I the only one? I'm more excited for what summer has in store but this season's lineup has a couple of interesting titles.

But I think the series that I'm gonna definitely check out are Sengoku BASARA, Basquash, Pandora Hearts, K-ON, Guin Saga, Shangri-La, Tears to Tiara, and Eden of the East.

Fullmetal Alchemist, Queen's Blade, and Hatsukoi Limited are only a maybe though. Hatsukoi only because I never really liked romance comedies with an assload of girls in it 8|

This goes for Queen's Blade as well. The amount of boobage is a turn off but since some fags on /u/ think this might be goggle worthy or have actual yuri later on, I might as well try it...when I feel like it. idk when I was watching the PVs I was just so turned off by the boobs and skimpy outfits. You might as well make it hentai if you're going to throw tentacles into the mix as well dfsfafsa ಠ_ಠ

durr idk, I've always hated harem type crap and just a shitton of cliche anime girls with no depth orz Only reason I'm checking out Hatsukoi is for Minako Kotobuki who's playing Rika :'B

MINAKO'S MOE VOICE MAKES HER ONE OF MY FAVORITE SEIYUU FFFFFF Can you believe she's still 17 too? q____q ahhhhhhhhh

But anyways, I'm quite excited for the anime I've listed.

Sengoku because I've played the game before and fffff I love the historical plotline ahaha DATEEEEEEEE<333333 Production I.G behind the animation is also pretty goddamn awesome too.

Basquash totally looks pretty fucking awesome too. I mean, MECHAS PLAYING BASKETBALL? It sounds totally ridiculous but looking at the PVs, holy crap I think I'm in love with this series already. I mean, the protagonist, Dan, is just so awesome. I love my hotblooded young men<3 But really, for some reason it just kinda reminds me of some strange mix of Gurren Lagann, Rideback, and Michiko to Hatchin in a way 8| Not that that's a bad thing. All of those shows were pretty damn awesome too. FFFFFFfffffffff can't waitttttt. I also wanna try cosplaying as Dan too ahahaha I mean, at least he's tan like me 8'(

I'm only wary of Pandora Hearts because the animation is being done by Xebec. I hate that studio so much. Idk, I just don't like how their quality of production orz Just ughhhhhh. But aside from that, fffffffffff PANDORA HEARTS. It's like...Alice in Wonderland but not! D'8 And you guys know how much I love that theme QuQ Ahaha I'm also ditching cosplaying as Emil from ToS2 this year to cosplay as Oz 8'DDd

K-ON. idk what to say lol But...MIO LOOKS LIKE YOMI AND TSUMUGI LOOKS LIKE A FEMALE VERSION OF UK DSFOJIDFSIOJFDSOJIFSDOIJFDS;;; Minako is going to be playing Tsumugi as well FFFFFFFF I just have to watch it for that moe voice orz

The PVs for Guin Saga and Shangri-La looked really fucking epic too. Lots of potential with these series, can't wait. But sdfasfsdafwe Gonzo's behind Shangri-La. We all know how shitty they end series too 8'| *sigh* But with Uematsu Nobuo behind the music for Guin Saga, holycrapmustsee.

Tears to Tiara. Pretty interested in this one. I really liked Utawarerumono and the original game was done by Leaf as well. The production is gonna be handled by the same team too so I know this one will be a good one p:

AND OMG EDEN OF THE EAST. THIS SERIES. THIS SERIES. MY HYPE LEVELS FOR SPRING ANIMU MOSTLY GOES TO THIS SERIES. FFFFFFFFF. Another Production I.G series this spring. This one's an original and boy does it look interesting. I'm really loving what I've watched in the PV and the music was really good too. Reading the plot alone was just enough to spark my interest too. AAAHHHHHHHHH. Really love the cute character designs and judging from the PV, I know I'm really gonna love the ED song too orz /loops the PV over and over again

Q_______Q

First up, gonna watch Sengoku BASARA since that airs today. Heeee can't wait orz

Pffffffff, but speaking of getting giddy over animu, I've added another series to add to my list for summer's lineup. Totally gonna be watching Sea Story. Minako's gonna be playing Kanon in this one too and from the PV, I think this voice is the cutest of them all ffffff It's also gonna be directed by Junichi Sato who directed Kaleido Star and Princess Tutu. HOOOOOOLLLYYYYYY CRAAAAPPPP. MUST WATCH. MUST WATCH. Good lord that man is amazing /sobs

fffffff yeah, okay. I think I'm done being a weeaboo now /wrist