rip

Shit.

I'm kinda at a loss for words right now. Seriously, I don't really know what to say. Can't believe I used to talk to her from time to time on Solia. Then I got inactive and when I came back..well..she's gone. Shit, y'know I just feel really bad for pretty much going inactive and not seizing the time to talk to her more. But it's not like I can do anything. It's really sad and I hope for the best for her family and friends.

Sometimes, you kinda just take life for granted, y'know?

Rest in peace, my dear. And see you later, buddy.

haethaethaethaet

AAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH. I STILL CAN'T GET OVER IT. I HATE THIS KID SO MUCH. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. *rips face off*



FUCK YOU KAZUHIRO. FUCK YOU IN YOUR LITTLE SHOTA ASS. OH MY GOD. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

GOD. I JUST WANNA BEAT HIS FACE IN.

GODDAMMIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTT

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I got around to watching episode 8 of Ga-Rei. DAMMIT. DAMMIT. DAMMIT. DAMMIT. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

I hate cliffhangers 8(

A lot.

And I especially hate how Ga-Rei doesn't have any episode previews.

This show makes me so depressed though ;____________________; noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

I mean, I friggin' curled up into a ball on my bed and literally started crying all because of this little fanart.



*screams*

AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHH.

DON'T GO YOMI. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

/wrists

GREAT.

Secret Santa thing, man. Got one of my assignments a few hours ago and I got excited cos I really liked one of her OCs so I drew him right away.



Now I've gotta wait until the 24th to give it to her OMG;;;

DSIOFODSFJAOSOIFSDFKSJFKkkkkkkkkkkksssssssffffffffffffffffffffff

HONEY!

YESSSSSSSSSSSSS. This made my day and more ;w; Just totally made me happy d'ohohoho~





MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!! There should be figmas and nendos of Meiko and ANN/AAA should've had a contest for Meiko instead of Miku. I mean, it IS November and all, Meikos birthday celebration throughout this month, yo 8'( Meiko needs more love.

haha no Gakupo?

T_____________T

LEANNE/TWIZ! I'M GONNA MISS YOOOOUUUUUUUUU 8(((((((((((((((((((((

YOU'RE ALSO THE REASON WHY I DIDN'T GET AROUND TO DRAWING ANYTHING FOR THAT MIKU FIGMA CONTEST! I H8 YOU SO MUCH, YOU LITTLE HOMO. BUT I'M GONNA MISS YOU TWICE AS MUCH T________________________T

Spent my whole weekend drawing furry things for you and I'm still not done with my other giftart yet either 8( It's been years since I've drawn a furry, I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY WITH YOURSELF, FURFAG >>>>>>8( j/k ilu, Twizzlez. Thanks for drawing me a furry Kidd and Slutmon 8'(

I'm so sad you're leaving for Virginia! Art srsly won't be the same! I swear, next to Seira, you were probably the best artist in our class. You totally kick ass and I'm gonna miss admiring your traditional work everyday. You friggin' gifted piece of homo 8'(

Fran: AUGH! WHAT'S THERE IN FRIGGIN' VIRGINIA ANYWAY!?
Monica: Uh, well, DC and Obama, for one.

LOL PSSSSSSSSSSH. CA is where it's at faggottt 8((((((

Better than turkey

D'OHOHOHO

Guess what came in the mail today. And before Thanksgiving too 8DD



Limited edition boxset, baby~



Yeeeeeeeeeeee.

Of course, it came with this bad boy too.



And it emits spiral power too. Of course, it's a lot brighter without flash.



And you can bet your money I got pretty excited over it too 8'( I'm such a dork.

I already pre-ordered part 2 limited edition too 8( Free backpack! *shot'd*

Getting this little fucker too.



Now all I need is an aniki 8(

senioritissenioritissenioritis

I'm not gonna do either of them.

Nope.

Not tonight at least.

I'll do them tomorrow night.

For sure.

LOL

Curse my laziness.

But whatever, I usually turn in half-assed papers the day after anyway and still get a good grade. My teacher loves my writing and likes me as a student too so DURRHURR *lazes around*

Last class, he said I got the highest grade on the essay test(47/50 lolwhut) and said I would do good in an AP English class with my writing. However, I won't get very far with this laziness 8DDD

I have an A- in the class so the lowest my grade can drop down to is a C. I dunno if I'll be too thrilled but at least it's still passing.

Quite funny, really. All my English teachers loved me. I was a good writer and I was quiet. They just hated the fact that I was a lazy faggot LOL

GOD I HATE HOW HE MADE THE DUE DATE THIS WEEK. FRIGGIN' FOUR DAY WEEKEND COMING UP. DURRHURRRRRRRR.

PRO STATUS!

Hey guys. I put the PRO in procrastination 8)

djsifjdsoifjdsoaifsoiafhowedfs

So I have a two-paged essay AND a 3-5 paged research paper due for English class tomorrow at 7:10am.

I totally didn't start ANYTHING on either of them.

Man, I love procrastinating and waiting until the last minute to do big assignments \o/

Granted, I'll probably finish up the essay tonight and turn in that research paper the day after if I see my other friends not doing anything lol

Eh, but I don't know. Depends how driven I am tonight or after my nap =w=; All I wanna do is play my freshly downloaded games on my PSP! OTL

Ah, but whatevs. Just this short 3 day school week, this 4 day weekend, one more regular week, finals week, and then winter break~! Also the end of the first semester D; Speaking of which, I really need to get around to turning in that no class slip before the semester ends. Hopefully there's still enough time to turn it in so that my schedule works out the way I want it to next semester. I don't wanna have a 6th period =w=

I'm rather happy tonight

I got $100 from the father. He's a little cheapskate though since he only sent $500 this time around. And he only sends us money once in a blue moon. But whatever.

Anyways, my brother also gave me $20 to do his homework for him.

I found my PSP too. It's been missing for almost 4 months. I'm quite happy. So happy, I'm on the biggest download spree right now lol

Not only that, I've got nachos. With a delicious cup of warm cheeeeeeesssseeeee.



Yeah, I know, it's pretty disgusting ROFL;; And yes, I'm on LJ =w=;

MY DESK. It's like 50% food, 40% trash, 9% tech, 1% manga. My mom always comes in asking how I'm a girl 8'(

SRY MADRE BUT I'M A LAZY FATASS.

Now excuse me while I go back to being a jealous internet fatty blogging on LJ like a 16 year old girl.

WHEN I GROW UP

Durrhurr, so the mother asked, "What do you wanna do for your birthday?"

I was like, "Oh shit."

I'm gonna be 18 in like 4 months. What the crap D: But yeah, she said we could go visit NY for my birthday since it'd be spring break around that time \o/

Pretty cool. I haven't been to NY in like 12 years so LOLOL Plus, I get to visit people and see the relatives. They'd probably be all, "Whoa, Meryl! You're so small!" OTL;;; I'm fun size, bitches 8(((

I'm glad most interweb people I know and plan to visit live in Queens too 8'B

I know I could've gotten my permit when I was 16, but mother and I decided to wait till I'm 18 for my license since it's not too far away now =w=; But yeeeeaaaah, can't wait to finally drive eitherrrrr. I don't have to friggin' worry about finding rides to cons anymore OTL;;

And I can legally buy porn \o/

btw, on a completely different note, should I cut my nails?



Granted, these little fuckers won't even fit in the damn clippers LOLOL

I also realized how disgusting and ugly my hands are OTL

D'OHOHOHO~

Yeah! New DECO*27 song!



Miku sounds so cute in this! I awww'd :'B

Loli Miku! D'OHOHOHOHO.

One of the many reasons why _______

I cry at night.



FFFFFFFFFFFFFF

...

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

This still never fails me whenever I feel like I wanna get mad at something.

GACKPO. WHY AREN'T YOU A GIRL!?

YOU SHOULD'VE BEEN.

GAKUKO IS SO FUCKING MOE. THAT TSUNDERE FACE OF HERS.

OMG IT MAKES ME MAAAAAADDDDD. Fucking Gackt 8( YOU RUIN EVERYTHING.

IF GACKPOID WAS A GIRL. SHE'D PROBABLY BE MY FAVORITE FEMALE VOCALOID.

BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. FUCKING GACKT HAS TO RUIN EVERYTHING. UGH.

/capslock

Now excuse me while I stock up on what little Gakuko fanart I can find and later /wrist and cry myself to sleep 8'(


EGGPLANTS.

I want to be a mangaka!

Augh! I swear, whenever I read a chapter of Bakuman, I ALWAYS GET PUMPED UP LIKE THIS.

I love Bakuman, it's really inspiring and informative about how breaking into the manga industry works. Like after every chapter I'm either like, "YEAH! I CAN BE A MANGAKA TOO!" or "Oh shit..this seems pretty hard" Encouraged or discouraged LOL

It's so tedious drawing manga traditionally though OTL;; And it's like I want to draw manga, but I can't draw it for jack shit. I can't do any interesting paneling nor can I even think up of an original and interesting storyline -sadface-

However, drawing Nintendo Gakuen with Alisha has given me a bit of a learning experience. Whenever it's my turn to draw a page, I always have to filp through several manga pages from various series to get an idea of how I should panel out the page. Pretty fun however it makes me feel so uncreative OTL;; I also suck ass at toning ROFL At least my paneling gets better each page..I think D'8

Durr, at least we have Rising Stars of Manga here in America, gives me some kind of chance D'8 I'm sure there are other contests out there too..I think, cos I remember seeing a few last time I seriously went manga hunting =w=;

I dunno, since I first came across RSOM back in '02 when I was in 6th grade, I was pretty determined to try and make something good. However, after '04, my passion for being a mangaka died. But now that I've been reading Bakuman, I wanna try entering again LOL Granted, I'll suck major ass and probably not even make the deadline D'OHOHO

Hmmm, romance, gag, or action? Maybe combine all three and make some kind of crazy high school manga. LOL SO GENERIC. Gotta be something original. I have no idea what to do but I wanna try entering either this year or next year. I'm so unoriginal though, I NEED TO FIND SOME ASSISTANTSSSSSS. Also an editor. Yeeeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhhh. GONNA MAKE SOME SUPER AWESOME MANGO THAT WILL TOTALLY INSPIRE PEOPLE AND BRING TEARS TO THEIR EYES. YEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH. I like making people cry.

I'll probably be as unproductive as a sloth after this post too DURRHURRHURR

Melt 3M MIX

How many mixes will you be able to pull out of your ass, Ryo?



Ah well, at least it beats listening to the same BGM the whole time including the band version.

2M Mix is more techy sounding while 3M is more happy and uplifting. All the versions are nice though.

Durrhurr. HAY RYO, maek some other mixes for your other songs too plz 8(

This is my life and it consists of _____ and _____

It consists of FFFFFFFF and FFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

I wish my life was like an anime/manga. It'd be more exciting, don't you think? My life would be so grand. So cliche. Yeah man, I've been reading too much GL manga ROFL;; *shot'd*

But yeah man, I'm rather envious of fictional stories n' shit. I could be a complete loser but one day have a hot babe from a parallel universe appear in my closet and soon after have a gigantic harem. I could kiss any random pretty girl, get smacked in the face, and she'd later realize that she instantly fell in love with me after that moment and come running back crying into my arms. Or I could be a sexawesome sempai at an all girls school with a buttload of girls kissing the ground I walk on. I could randomly meet a cute girl at a supermarket convince her to come to my house, and totally sway her to have---D'OHOHO.

LOL Yeah, I'm a complete loser with a lack of a good romance life 8'( *SIGH*

I mean srsly, I'm so pathetic now OTL;;

AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHH.

OH WELL CRAP

So yesterday we went on that field trip for Japanese class. We stopped by Mitsuwa on our way back. I saw that Miku figma for sale at friggin' Trendy. I wanted to get it but my inner yuri fangirl wanted to get GL manga instead OTL;; So I spent $60 on manga. I could've bought at least 2 or 3 manga and spent the rest on Miku, but yeah. My brother was about to buy it too but he decided to be a Jew and not spend anything >8(

But why spend $32 on a Miku figma when I can try my luck and skill winning her for free in a contest? DURRHURR. ANN is giving away 10 Miku figmas. Five for fanart and the other five for random drawing.

Granted, the deadline is on the 23rd giving me 3 days to think of something snazzy LOL However, I suck ass and can't draw miku to save my life. Not only that, I'm not very creative either 8( I want to think up of a sexawesome composition but I'm too unartistic to do so OTL;;

LOLWHATEVS. I want that Kaito Nendo more 8'((((((

The Hollow Men

So we had our first senior assembly of the year. We discussed the requirements for graduation and stuff. It only made me realize how fast this year is going. We started school mid-July and we end the semester in three weeks. Just one more semester and I'll hopefully be graduating. As the day goes on I think, "Man, this is gonna last forever! When will it end?" But at the end of it all, it went by pretty fast. It's rather depressing.

I remember when I was a silly freshmen. Even though I was immature and probably really obnoxious, I miss those days. Even though I was still rather depressed back then, at least I was more social and had lots of shits and giggles. All those good times overshadowed the bad. As the years went on followed by certain events, I think I've become more of a shut in and a bit bitter towards everything. I've started going out less and just spent my time in front of the computer to distract myself from all of the uneasiness going on in my life. You can say I've matured because I'm more reserved, but is it really a good thing? I don't know, I feel as if I've lost something throughout the years. I've lost a bit more strong friendships than I have made. And I feel as if I've lost most of that childish naivety.

I know life isn't all just fun and games. But I guess you can just say I'm scared of growing up. I don't wanna get lost in despair. I know it's immature of me just to wish to stay a kid forever, but how I honestly miss those days. I've matured but it's not like I'm as happy. Am I better off this way? I don't know, I really don't.

I wanted to get my life back on track as soon as possible. I didn't wanna keep on being depressed. I wanted to prove that I didn't need anybody by my side to make me happy and that I can do things on my own. Since the beginning of the new school year, I've cracked down to focusing on my studying. I've changed however I feel that I've went off track and that I've been doing everything too fast and for the wrong reasons. God, what am I doing now? I have no idea where I'll be going either.

Heh, but when it comes down to it, I've got to create a path with my own hands. I can't be too reckless or I'll lose it again. Whatever happens, I just hope I can have something to make me happy in the end.

CV03 LOL

So on the Crypton blog, a small demo of their new Vocaloid was posted. Didn't get to hear it until now. I was hoping to hear something in Japanese but instead, I get Amazing Grace. Which I guess is ok, because it just shows off the new voice's ability to pronounce syllables more fluidly in other languages. However, the new voice with that demo only just reminded me of one of the English Vocaloids..or Meiko OTL;; Ah well, guess I gotta wait around for another demo to be satisfied...otherwise, she's Meiko2 LOL



Speaking of CV03, the silly people behind Cripton have made a fake Vocaloid, Yokune Ruko.



I don't know what's more lulzy, the fact that she's a fake or her character design ROFL. I dunno, it's almost as wtf as Gakupo's outfit the first time around. Like I had the same reaction to her design when I first saw Gakupo's ROFL "...LOLWTF?"

But I think it's her hair that throws the whole thing off. I dunno..put it down or give her another hairstyle or something LOL Then again..if she had her hair down, she'd look exactly like one of my OCs, Xian >8(((

She looked like a guy when I first saw her too OTL;; And then I saw the boobs xD;; At least the demo songs were pretty damn amusing.

I want nobody nobody but you!

PFFFFFFTT. YUUUU, I'M GONNA KICK YOUR ASS FOR GETTING ME BACK INTO WONDERGIRLS. I HATE YOU SO MUCH.

BUT I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU! <-LOL TSUNDERE MUCH?



You know, in another life, if I'll ever get reincarnated into a guy or a girl who's in a girl/boyband, I'd totally show my kid old vids from the glory days and be all, "YOU SEE THIS? I WAS PRETTY FRIGGIN' AMAZING BACK IN THE DAY!"

ROFL I'm so weird OTL;;

HONOKA

I LOVE HONOKA. SHE'S CUTE, SMART, RESERVED, AND HAS LONG DARK HAIR. IF HONOKA WAS A REAL PERSON, I'D LOVE IT IF SHE WAS MY TUTOR DURRHURRHURR.



DID I MENTION HER CUTE THICK EYEBROWS TOO? ;w;

This cosplayer...is only cute at an angle..like most cosplayers OTL



You can't capture her cuteness IRL 8(

HONOKAAAAAAAAAA

Crap...

There's a reason why I can't draw ultra cute girls, let alone girls and cute things in general..



Cos I always tend to draw manly guys instead! OTL;;



Nekomimi+shippo are cute though..right? *fails*

Durr, I wish I could draw cute things = D=

But what I've noticed with my style, it always changes up depending on the people I associate myself with whenever I'm in the drawing mood. Like before it used to be all cute-ish when I was drawing things with the Vocafam. Now I'm dickin' around with the other Gurrenfags like Annie and Emi D'8 Now my style went all manly. Fgts.

Somebody teach me how do draw girly things!

LOL I sound like the opposite of Ryo who wants to draw manly things OTL;;

In other news, the great flood lost its momentum due to a few people who didn't get the memo. But that's ok, it's still pretty awesome to look at.

ｷﾞｬ━━━━━━Σヾ(ﾟДﾟ)ﾉ━━━━━━ !!!!

I'm not a huge fan of Rin but this...this is a different story.



The choreography brings out her utter cuteness Σ(●°◇°●;)

THE GREAT GURREN LAGGAN TEGAKI FLOOD

NOVEMBER 15, 2008 @ 6:30PM PST. AN EPIC EVENT HAPPENED THAT CAUSED TEGAKIE TO CRASH FOR ALMOST AN HOUR AND A HALF.

Oh man, thank you guys for making my day. I laughed so hard when Tegaki crashed.

NEXT TIME, LET'S TAKE OVER THE WHOLE FRONT PAGE!

I haven't felt so cool in my life.

OH LOL

WE BROKE TEGAKI.

AND BBY WE'RE STILL GOING.

You can tell which one is mine cos I'm the faggot with the non-solid BG ROFL;; I couldn't choose so I blended them in xD;;

This is gonna be AMAZING

AHAHAHAHAHAHA

We have nothing better to do with our time LOL;;

It'd be funny if we crashed Tegaki too.

CRASHIN' TEGAKI WITH OUR MANLINESS OVERLOAD.

I hate my econ class

I really do. I mean, it's ok..

Aside from the fact that it's not really sinking in and the people in my class are fucktards.

We got assigned new seats awhile ago. I hate the fact I still sit next to THE SAME GODDAMN PEOPLE.

Goddamn people as in Stonerfag and Ugly Hornyfag. Now I have to put up with Fat Hornyslutfag too. I swear, they never shut up and they're the reason why we get assigned extra work.

Like, I can put up with some loud people in class. Like the ones that are just loud and talk back to the teacher. But the people who always have side conversations annoy me most. Especially when all they talk about is sex and drugs.

Ok, sure, I joke around about sex and drugs but these fags actually do it like 24/7. Honestly, I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR SEXCAPADES. Especially when your fat and unattractive. Fucking nastyyyyyy.

*gags on her own vomit*

*beats face in*

PFFFFFFFFFFFT.

Remeber this thing I posted a few days back? Yeah, I'm not supposed to talk about it anywhere on dA so I'll just do it everywhere else LOL;; BUT HOLY CRAP DUDE.

It's shaping out to be pretty frickin' amazing. There are so many amazing artists on dA that aren't very well known homg. I'm really starting to like this event lol I mean, it's pretty interesting to find artists who are like god tier but aren't very well known *u*

Dear Santa,

I would really love it if one of these artists got assigned to me.

YuuUtsuko
Catzzzrule
Hoyhoykung <- OMG I WOULD SO TOTALLY BEAT MY FACE IN AND FLING MYSELF TO THE WALL FOR HIS ARTTTT
Naoko-Miharu
Sypri <- THAT NIA SHE DREW NEEDS A SIMON *foams*
Draa <- Her styllleeeeeeee *shot'd*
ReverieDream <- Kuroshitsuji fanart would look pretty friggin' delicious
Punchii <- JESUS CHRIST. I WOULD DO ANYTHING. ANYTHING.
Hakuku <- Oh man. She draws such delicious bishounen. And makes me wanna request YGO things just for her *A*
Akirakirai
BlackJax <- SHITSHITSHITSHITAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<33
TerrorEffect <- MORE SHITSHITSHITSHITAHHHHHHHHHHHHH<33
Djmikan <- She draws cute girls D'OHOHOHOHO
Akamenashi <- BISHOUNEEEEENNNN
Pchaness <- WANTWANTWANT
Puda-party <- THATKAGAMITHATKAGAMITHATKAGAMI LSFANARTISDOWANT

But of course, I wouldn't mind art from everybody else *u*

FFFFFFFFF

WHAT.


I swear, I find it weird how my drawing style has been fluctuating lately D: Like it's never really consistent depending on what I draw. Like it goes from Gainax cartoony, to ugly shoujo, to super cutesy, to LOLSHOUNEN. I wish my style could just stay consistent OTL;;

HOSHITZ

FOOTAGE FROM THE MOVIE *________*



LOOK AT MY BABY BOY! ALL GROWN UP AND MANLY! ;______;

ANIKI IS DEAD! HE'S NO LONGER HERE! BUT ON MY BACK AND IN MY HEART, HE LIVES ON!

*gigglesnort*

THIS IS MY LIFE

I've come to the realization that..

Before I go to bed, when I wake up, in every class, even when I come home..

ALL I DO IS DRAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWandinternet 8((((((((((((((((

And.. that's probably all I'll be doing for the rest of my life OTL;;

..or until I lose both of my hands ;AAAAAAAAA;

Here, have a lion >:3


Betch, I'm a lion! Now get in the car >8(

AHHHHHH. SCHOOL IN 10 MINUTES.

INSTEAD OF DRAWING I SHOULD'VE DONE THIS ESSAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY.

D'OHOHOHO

This is the oldest oekaki I could find dating back to 2001, when I was 10.

It's my original Digimon, Akuryoumon. Total lamesauce design with an equally half-assed drawing ROFL It makes me laugh to see how much I totally sucked ass a long time ago. I know I'm not the only one either cos Seira cracked up too. She said he looked cute though and it was pretty good for a little 10 year old with a mouse. Especially since she can't draw jack on the computer still(her traditional art is god tier though) OTL;; If I could find one Angie's oekaki from way back, she was a lot better and we're the same age-ish too D;

After 7 years of totally neglecting my baby, I decided to revamp his design *u*

He looks a lot more Digimon looking now, amirite? 2k1 Aku was lacking a lot of little details and Digimon are all about the details! It's what sets them apart from the other monster taming anime p:

...I felt like such a furfag drawing him again though LOL;;

Wow so true D8

Oh lawdy this is like 100% true OTL This ColorGenic profile that's spreading around my f-list like AIDS has been so crazy accurate it's scary D'8

---

You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.

You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image. You need for those people in positions that matter to recognise your potential and to acknowledge you.

You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

...I'm such an insecure little attention whore omg ;A;

I'm getting old

Oh man, so I totally had a nostalgia trip again and it wasn't really all that depressing either LOL

Did I ever mention how much I love The Way Back Machine? Yeah totally. I had a trip going back to my roots on the internet. Back when I was a disgusting 10 year old Digimon fangirl ROFL

But yeah, holy crap man. Back when I was 10 or 11, I stumbled across an oekaki board called Patamon's Pad which was totally the spark for my entire being on the internet. I met so many awesome people there. Later, a few of the moderators on PP collaborated and made Soul-Net. Since I admired the moderators for their god teir art, I followed them over and met new people. It's been so long. I miss both PP and SN! So many good times! However, Yami said it a lot better awhile back haha Reading over it again just makes me a little sad that the sites have been long gone. We should all like...oekaki together again. srsly.

It's funny to remember how everybody's art was back then too. They were all oh so anime influenced! But now when I look at their dA's, a majority of them found a style of their own. It's a bit sad since I rather liked their anime style, but that the same time, I really love their current style too 8D

Here's some old art from people I can find on dA for comparison >w>

Here's Jiggly, the delicious founder of PP.
2002(?)
2008

Yami
2003(?)
2008

Pach
2002(?)
2008

Angie
2003
2008

A-chan
2002(?)
2006.
She like disappeared off of the face of dA n' stuffs OTL;;

Nikki
2002
2008
Oh boy, lemme tell ya, I've been watching Nikki's art develop since forevers. Over the years her art has gone through a lot of dramatic style changes o_o; Still mucho love for her art though<3

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST.

ME.
2002
2008
OH GOD LOL. I'm surprised I found stuff from when I was 11 ROFL;; I found one thing from when I was 10 but it's too embarrassing xD;;

DON'T YOU JUST LOVE ART PROGRESSION? IT'S LIKE YOU CAN'T EVEN TELL IT'S BY THE SAME ARTIST :'B

christmas tiem~

Oh lol, today I got two notes on dA for those Secret Santa thingies. I've always wanted to join one of 'em but I guess my art has sucked major ass up until now ROFL Of course, not like I got invited to the god tier SS LOL But y'know, fun stuffs. I kinda hope I don't get paired with somebody incredibly amazing OTL;; But then again..DURRHURRHURR 8'DD;;;

I hope a handful of artists this SS plans on inviting accepts cos it'd totally be made of win if they do *gapes*

But yeah, I just can't wait to find who I'm assigned to OTL;;

Aside from Christmasy things on dA, I'm gonna see if I can get some addresses from my wonderful internet people<3>:3 Let's see..time to make a list of my good children and where the hell I have to send shit out.

Ryo- Malaysia
KL- Canada
Shouri- Israel
Lolli- LA
Ruthie- New Zealand
Mel- San Fran
Diego- NY

...If I'm not broke by the time I buy shit for these fuckersbabies, I want to buy and send out more stuffs to other peeps ;w; I love each and every one of yoooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~<33

I WISH I COULD SHIT OUT MONEY DAMMIT.

The lights in the sky are stars

Last episode. Episode 27. BAAAAAWWWWWWWW.

My brother and I just totally broke down crying together afterward. Like just totally baww'd screaming and everything OTL;;

Amazing series. Made my eyes hurt from crying so much at the end though ;___; Funny how even the 4th time watching it again still produces the same effect. Maybe even greater. It's even funnier how a ridiculous anime can make me so emotional..

I feel so empty again. Just too depressed to do anything. But at the same time I just feel so pumped to push forward. This anime...

man.

MY DRILL IS THE DRILL THAT CREATES THE HEAVENS!

Manly tears

;__________________;

Dubben Lagann. Episode 25. GOSH. I've been waiting for this episode. Christopher Smith's performance was outstanding. It really hit home and pierced my poor heart ;___; So manly. So many manly tears were shed. I couldn't stop crying. I almost broke down.

Kittan. Good night sweet Prince.

I love Gurren Lagann. So much.