Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Good god..
But yeah dude, so much shit. If you haven't read my dA journal, do so now if you really wanna know orz;; Follow the link I left at the end of my dA journal too.
FagTown drama but now it's over. I suppose that I'm one of the head admins now too? ifsdofjosdfjsoa SO MUCH RESPONSIBILITY BAAAAWWWWWWWW /wrist
But I'll try my best q____q
We really...need somebody who's studying business or sumshit. Like an accountant or something along the lines of that dsafsafsfsfd
Instead of doing what Piifag did and aimlessly start the site like a headless chicken, we're actually going to take the time and do legal documents n' shit orz We're also going to set aside larger amounts of money for site funds since we really need to hire a group of professionals to do the harder coding. We also don't want another shitstorm to happen again so contracts are always good. Ayup.
But these past couple of days since my birthday have been one of the most stressful events to have ever happened to me ~____~ The whole incident left me completely drained and we still need to pick up the pieces.
Oh well, it's time to set things up properly. With business suits too 8'D
But I've gotta take a break from this shit tomorrow and study for my permit test thing on Thursday ahaha;;;;
GONNA FUCKING DRIVE SOON YEAH
Saturday, March 28, 2009
It was pretty fun
This whole break I've been overworking myself ahaha;;;;; Last night, I tried staying up with no sleep or anything to finish pixeling shit for FagTown. Sadly, I passed out on the desk at around 5am or so.
I only had three hours of sleep before Mark came over to cook me breakfast and give me my birthday cupcakes lol (yeah, total Ryu/Taiga relationship when it comes to household chores)
Then Billy came over. Messed around for awhile and then Booky arrived with a couple of friends. Walked around and shit for exercise;;;; Walked over to Otay mall but since Otay is boring as fuck, we went to Inflatable World rofl
Jesus fucking Christ, I never knew how much of a workout you get from messing around in inflatables rofl goddamn. After the first obstacle course, I was sooo tired. Yeah, totally out of shape rofl;;;;;
Afterward, we went to get sum frozen yogurt at Nuyo. Then we went back to my place and chillaxed. Yeah, not entirely eventful, but still fun.
Booky got me a Len figma too!<3 I took lots of shitty pics of him after everybody left LOL I'll post them later or something ahaha So cute orz The Vocafambam all wished me a happy birthday too<3 All of them except Lolli drew me something too teehee

by Shouri~! Kaito and Meiko together teehee I really like how she drew Kaito in this one lol So cute! fdsfasfdsa ;u; Actually, I reallly like Shouri's style overall ahaha;; It's just one of those styles that are easy to recognize! :3

by Ryo. YOMI AND KAGURA HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! *uuuuuu* It was really thoughtful of her to draw this for me! Especially when she hasn't watched or read Ga-Rei before! So thankful orz <333 She also said she's drawing me a second picture too! And I think she mentioned it's gonna be Vocaloid~ Ahhhhhhh. But I guess that means we'd be even since I drew her two pics for her b-day as well ahaha;;; Ryo~~~~

by KL. FFFFFFFFFFFFFF. Omg, I first saw this on Pixiv when I was doing my daily tag search, and I was like, "Yay! A Takatsuki/Chiba pic! ...hey this style looks kinda familar *clicks thumbnail* dsfjoasifdsjaoifjdsaoifjs;;;;;; IT'S KL. AND ADDRESSED TO ME dsoifajiosfjsiao" rofl Ahh, so much spazzing xD Love Hourou Musuko Also glad that KL likes this pairing too durrhurr 8'B God, so cute orzzz Totally need to spam up the internet with Hourou Musuko fanart together with KL ahhhhhhhhhh This series needs more loveeeeee ;u;
And I'm pretty sure other fags are give gonna me some birthday art late since some of 'em were like, "Oh shit, I need to draw you something!" lulz
Heeee, but thanks for all the birthday wishes and gifts! Really love them x3
But even so, I had to get straight back to doing pixel work even though I'm so fucking dead tired orz;;; Can't even relax on my birthday but oh well, tough luck orz;;;
Oh dear I'm pedo status orz
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Ouch
: You're no longer in the position to talk to me on good terms.
Wow, what? Really? Harsh much?
Funny cos right when this came up, This One started playing on Winamp rofl;;; Way to try to set me up for a depressing night, computer.
But I'm more annoyed than I am anything else. I may have went out of line with joking around but maybe she could've laid it down a bit nicer?
idk, she was bitching about how she didn't have a date for prom and I was all like, "Durrhurr, I'll take you," and all that good stuff. You know, all in good humor. I guess I struck a sensitive spot, something came up, or she's just being a bitch.
Like what the hell? Okay, so I started giving you the cold shoulder a long time ago after that dramu shit happened and you were all, "Please stop ignoring me, I still want to be friends," blah blah blah. Then you go around and slap that bullshit on me? Even fucking blocked me too, what the hell?
God, I hate fickle girls so much.
Some times I even wonder why I'm a lesbian when all I get on my ass are bullshit girls like this, Jesus.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
AAAAAAAHHHHHHH
AHHHHHH.
Not as sveet as the Cintiq but dayum, look at that sleek design * 3*
DO WANT.
And it's only $229 for the small one. And 2048 levels of pressure sensitivity \o/ That's more than the Cintiq too q_____q Ahhhh wanting so bad like a wanting thing.
Here's one to my sanity!
But I guess this one takes the cake!
Yesterday I got an email. Another commission, oh yay! But guess what sets this one apart?
It's my first and formal business commission. Isn't that fucking insane? I'm not that awesome of an artist nor am I popular or have been taking commissions for that long; so I'm actually quite amazed at this offer. But this isn't where you should call me crazy just yet.
So this guy is part of a school magazine in Japan in hopes to help teach the students English in a more student-orientated way instead of from textbooks that don't make sense. At this point, I was actually pretty interested. I always love lending a helping hand to improve things no matter how big or small. The fact that he considered me first to help him and his team out was actually quite flattering.
But yeah, to where I'll probably lose my sanity in no time. My task is simple, design twelve characters based on the types of articles the magazine covers and draw them in five different poses. Yeah, sounds pretty simple but when you process it through, that's 60 images. Oh and full body too. Also in TWEWY style. The deadline is by the end of July.
HEHEHEHE. Can't you just imagine me going crazy after awhile? Cos I know Star and Assriel can ahahaha They say I'm crazy to actually take up this offer. I even have to decrease my productivity on FagTown for this but whatever, the pay is way better than what I get on that site anyway >__>
And yes, I'm killing myself because of the money. Haha greed is so horrible, isn't it? But man, it's not like everyday you get an offer like this. Couldn't pass it up. Even though Ass said I'm just whoring myself out with cheap prices and I'm still just gonna be underpaid..money, bro. Fueling my greed and when you flash anything over double figures, I'ma look your way ;D
Seriously, $2.1k for pretty much drawing whatever you want? Pretty fucking sweet to me. Of course, it's gonna take me all the time I need to get this done orz But it's not like it's all that bad though *being optimistic* Just gotta pace myself. Also had to notify my other commissioners to tell them it's probably gonna take awhile to get around to their requests because of this. Glad that they're understanding~
I really hope I don't get that burnt out while doing this though. Hmm..anybody else think I'm fucking crazy? y/y?
IT'S ALL ABOUT GUTS AND EFFORT.
I've already designed one character too LOL He's for the video game section.

idk guys, I think he's cute. His hat has a little triforce badge at the edge of the bill. Also sporting a headset to talk to his CS and WoW buddies on Vent. Standard old school video game shirt. I was debating between Space Invaders and Mario, but I just went with the latter since shrooms are easier to draw. Pacman gloves~ And two fanny packs to store his gaming necessities. Oh and to top it off with sum glasses for that
Yeah, I haven't drawn in this style since my TWEWY entry last year LOL But by the time I'm done with this project, I'll probably be a master at it rofl HE NEEDS TO BE MORE ANOREXIC Y/Y?
ONE DOWN. FIFTY NINE TO GO. AAAALLLLLLLLRIIIIIIIIGHTTTTT~
But let's look at it this way, at least this experience will give me a taste of how it's like if I actually take art up as my profession. And more chances to get my art noticed! So cool Q___Q
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
This is the One
It's a real change from having BoA's upbeat dance songs on repeat for the past couple of days LOL It was hard for me to sit down and actually listen through all of the songs orz
Even some of Utada's more upbeat songs on this album weren't all that special orz;; But I'm probably just biased LOL;; I only really just liked one song and that's This One, which is a ballad. Durr, I think Utada should just stick to ballads, y'know? Her voice is really good for that kind of stuff.
Utada owns BoA hands down with vocals but if you look at the whole package, BoA's a way better performer and dancer orz;;
But yeah, album isn't all that special but it's fun seeing all these little Asians trying to break out into the US p:
Kinda makes me wish I had balls and was uber talented so I could be a fucking super staaarrrrrrrr~ LOL Shame I lack both. I'm just mediocre orz Ahh, maybe I should just get back into singing and voice acting. Post my shits on Youtubes and get Youtube famous enough for some Japanese peeps to find me and then sign me to a record deal like Himeka and a few other peeps rofl
Monday, March 23, 2009
My thoughts on Twitter
LOL
But why join Twitter when I got an assload of other blogs to maintain, amirite? 8U *fag*
Sunday, March 22, 2009
spamspamspam
Her poor English is so cute orzorzorz *assholefagdickhead*
She's so dorky in this interview though LOL I love it when she said she thinks she isn't sexy ahahaha Also towards the end when she was talking about months and stuff. So cuteeeeeeee.
oh lol
Her English actually isn't that bad in this. Granted, there are some parts where her accent kicks in, but most of her pronunciation isn't that bad. Although, a lot of her vocals, mainly in the chorus, are mostly digitalized with effects and stuff. But then again, so are Akon's rofl Sounds nice either way though.
BoA's English is really improving. Comparing an interview she did towards the end of 2008 and her most recent, you can tell she's getting better. It's really nice~
But she even said in another interview that it's hard learning English at her age(22) compared to learning Japanese when she was 14. Quite understandable. It's easier to learn languages when you're younger. However after you're around 5 or 6, the muscles in your tongue kinda lock itself together for whatever's your native tongue. With that being said, it's almost impossible for somebody to speak another language fluently without an accent ;o
But anyways, going back to her album. All of her songs in this have got a really nice dance beat. Which is pretty fitting for BoA since she's a pretty cool dancer lol I think my favorite tracks are I Did It For Love, Eat You Up, Did Ya, and Hypnotic Dancefloor.The choruses in all of her songs are pretty damn catchy though orz
But speaking of which. Hay Fran, if you're reading this, Did Ya reminds me of you and Abrahan LOLOL No srsly, just listen to the song and read the lyrics. I never noticed it until now durrhurr *fag*
Q_________________Q
WHY WASN'T I THERE!? I AM SO SAD.
BOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
ONE DAY. ONE DAY I'LL SEE YOU LIVE Q_________Q I'LL SEE YOU LIVE AND MEET YOU.
BAAAAAAAWWWWWWWW SO SAD.
Friday, March 20, 2009
spoiled brat
@60: I always get irritated whenever Maho's bitching, which is practically all the time. idk, I'd probably have mixed feelings if I had a crossdressing brother like Shuu too, but still D: I guess I'd be all, "Ew, groce. What a fag," but Shuu is just too cute orzorzorz Maho's just a jealous bitch who doesn't wanna lose everything to Shuu. Which I guess is understandable, but geez. The way she does what she does just makes her look so selfish. So irritating..
Also lol @ Doi for wanting to be friends with Shuu after he found out he's friends with Yuki. It just totally gives off the impression that he just wants to get into Yuki's pants LOL but little does he know~ ahaha
But maybe now that Doi knows that Shuu has adult friends, I guess maybe he found some respect for him? idk, maybe that's just too much of a hopeful thought lol Like Mako, I'm still a bit wary of Doi joining the team. He's been a real butt more than that other guy(dude, was his name ever mentioned? LOL).
@61: Ahh, Anna and Shuu are so cute together. Even though what they feel for each other has pretty much been confirmed it's not love, still effing adorable qq MEGANE ANNA AND NITORIN KYAAAA Also, TAKATSUKI AND CHIBA WENT SHOPPING TOGETHER? CUTECUTECUTECUTE I also like how they've been blushing at each other lately D'OHOHOHO
@62: Well shit hits the fan here. I kinda knew something like this would happen though 8| Fucking Chiba and your moodswings. WHY SO MOODY BAAAWWW Q___Q I hate it when she gets all bitter like that though. It's a bit of a kill joy and it just starts more drama orzorzorz She's just jealous of Anna, I bet ;| But seriously, I just wish they'd all just go back to being friendsss Q______Q I hate thissss~
Either way, I still want more Takatsuki/Chibaaaaaaa AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH QQ

MEGANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Oh these girls are so cute
Teehee. Seriously, they're so cute *uuuu* They deserve breaking that record~
Also, Gee is such a catchy song orz
dying in more than one way
RAILGUN'S GETTING AN ANIME TOO?
Jesus christ, it really is yuri season this year *____* So happyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
But aside from this wonderful news, my hands haven't been very kind to me lately. A few nights ago, my left hand cramped up on me three times. It actually still hurts typing too. And then last night, my right hand started burning with a not so delicious pain orz;; My wrist started to hurt like a mother even when I was keeping my hand still.
So yeah, I'm in some pain typing this up right now too sidfosfasafsa
I really hope it isn't carpal tunnel or anything. It hurts to draw and well...I kind of have to draw orzorzororz
Damn my sense of responsiblity Q__Q It's gonna be the death of me orz I'm so toooorn.
Should I stop drawing for awhile until my hand gets better or just keep on drawing until I'm completely unable to use my hand? orz Kinda need to do those commissions too. Argggggghhhh.
Typing this up with one hand is a bitch too.
Dyinggggggg
JUSTICE! IT EXISTS!
First off, Aoi Hana anime site is up and running. Isn't much so far but aahhhhhhhh *___*
It has also been confirmed that Kenichi Kasai, director of Honey and Clover and Nodame Cantabile, will be the director for Aoi Hana. Yesssssss. I smell justice all around orzorzorz q____q <333
The trailer posted on the official site isn't all that much either but it makes me wonder who's doing the music for this series *A*
Durp, I can't wait for more infoooooooooaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
who the hell do you think I am?
Tsunderekko (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[x] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[x] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[x] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[ ] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[ ] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 3
Yanderekko (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[x] You’re very sweet and kind in public.
[x] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[ ] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise.
[ ] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for.
[ ] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[ ] Bipolar?
Total: 2
Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[x] You have glasses (obviously).
[x] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[ ] You are always very polite in your speech.
[x lol conceited much? orz] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[x] You take discipline seriously.
[x] You have some sort of fetish for something
Total: 5
Tsukkomi (Angry Guy) <- that's a wrong translation. It's more like "Pun Inserter".
[x] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrassing remarks.
[x] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[x] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yang”.
[x] You swear a lot.
[x] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 5
Boke (Dumb Guy)
[x] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[x] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[x] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[x] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin”.
[x] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[x] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 6
Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[ ] You are always, almost overly polite.
[ ] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[ ] You’re an excellent cook.
[x] You are hardly ever angry.
[ ] You have really long hair.
Total: 1
Tomboy Character
[x] You feel comfortable in boy’s clothing.
[ ] You have short hair
[x] You have a crush whom you act friendly with rather than romantically.
[ ] You are really good at sport/s.
[x] You are admired by girls and boys for your talents, though you’re sort of in denial.
[x] You show your girly features on rare occasions.
Total: 4
Sexy Character
[ ] Your bust/package is...formidable.
[x] You like making sexual innuendos.
[ ] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen
[ ] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[x idk I'll just check this one and disregard expert lol] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[x] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 3
And at last...Lolita/Shota Character
[x] You like sweets or chocolate.
[x ...rage@kawaii orz;;] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”.
[x only when I'm dicking around] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc...
[ ] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc...
[ ] You are considered gullible or naive.
[x] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you.
Total: 4
Ah...I'm the dumb character \o/
orz;;
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Yaaaay!
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Now it's like:
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Sasameki Koto animu has been confirmed! Yaaay. It's like yuri anime year all over again 8'B
But this time around, I'm sure it'll definitely top 2006/2007 yuri lineup. Did I ever mention how much I hated Strawberry Panic and Simoun? Goddamn. Blue Drop was okay though ;|
Durrhurr, STILL CAN'T WAIT FOR AOI HANA spjifsdoisdefipjsfdipfsd;fdes
But going back on topic to Sasameki, I hope that by the time more info for the anime comes out to the time that it airs, that some issues between Sumi and Ushio are revolved to some extent to actually pull off some kind of good end without ruining the series orz Same goes with Aoi Hana. ARRRRRRGH. CAN'T WAIT.
Monday, March 16, 2009
orzorzorzorz;;;
So I took a break from Essence and started playing on Daredevil, which is 15k. Not my usual cup of tea, but it's the only high rate server I could find that had the 3-1 classes orz;; Oh well, at least I got my ranger and guilotine cross D'8 I think Daredevil's missing the Mechanic sprites cos I can't get my whitesmith to mechanic baaawww Haven't seen any mechanics walking around either 8'( I think I might work on getting an arc bishop and warlock next. Don't know which to do first though orz I think I'll make my bishop a girl too. Their outfits look better as a girl =w=

When I was playing last night, some chick sat next to me while I was idling in town. I got up and moved around and she wouldn't stop following me. She fucking stalked me through five maps. It was scary Q___Q Now I know how Russia feels. GO HOOOOOOOOOMEEEEE ಥДಥ I had to warp elsewhere to get away from her orz;;

But of course, with a ranger like this, who wouldn't stalk him? 8U Bitches don't know about my pixels.

Also, hay guise, play with me on DDRO plz Q___Q I'm so lonely that I double client orzorzorz (I'm like the only one who likes high rate servers /wrist)My whitesmith and my guilotine when I just got her 8U

How my guilotine looks like now along with my ranger p: I made her greeeeeeen.
Gosh I wish more super high rate servers would implement the 3rd jobs already orz;; I HAVE OTHER THINGS TO DO BESIDES LEVEL UP MY CHARACTER ALL DAY BAAAAWWWWWW
Sunday, March 15, 2009
A break from school
But even if I'm on spring break, there's still so much to be done. At least now I have the time to do 'em T__T Still..ugh *lazy*
Yes, spring break is good orz School is depressing. I'm failing two of my classes, math and government. And I'm failing them pretty fucking hard too. I'm practically around a 45% F with only 7 weeks left of school when we get back. Do you think that's enough time to save my grade? I really need a miracle here orz Especially with con season just around the corner joidfsifjdsoifjsio I also wanna be able to go to grad night and prom toooo blaaaaaaargh.
School is also depressing because our school district is all low budget so they started cutting teachers out. Sadly, they've cut out all the cool teachers and still kept the shitty ones. Ugh. I'm rather sad that my Japanese teacher, Shouji-sensei, got the boot for next year. It's rather depressing. I think with that they're taking out the Japanese class for good too .__. Not cool.
Oh yeah, congressman Bob Filner came to our school on Friday for the government classes. It was rather amusing how he always avoided the question and really wasn't answering any of our concerns. However, he did say that if we really resented all the teachers getting laid off, we should all go on strike. Yeeeeah, let's cut our 7 weeks left of school to 2 weeks, right? 8UU I guess it really doesn't matter to us seniors since we won't be here next year. But still, what the crap orz So unfair.
【巡音ルカ】悪ノ娘 -JazzWaltz version-
Awesome arrangement and vocals by Luka. Guess Crypton wasn't lying when they said her best suited genre was jazz lol
The ending bit made me love this version abajillion times more QuQ
Saturday, March 14, 2009
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

This is so not cool orz My homo friends who usually bring me up to LA fucking can't this time around asdfjof;idsfajas;ffffffffffffdslllldddddddkkkk;;;;; Makes me so saaaaaaad. I NEED TO FIND A WAY TO GET TO LA GODDAMMIT. And I would so fucking wait a day or two before to be one of the firsts in line to meet Boa UGH GODDAMMIT
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY *dies on the inside*
Friday, March 13, 2009
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I felt like such a fag reading it and being all, "OMG, _____ AND _____ LOOK SO CUTE TOGETHER. OTPOTPOTP." But it's not really OTP for me since I constantly pair up other people with everybody else pfffffft. Not my fault Shimura's characters are easily slashable with each other. I must say, as much as I like Chizuru, she's such a fucking slut LOL Probably because she's so sociable and gets around. But srsly, I think she could go well with just about everybody. I hate Momo though, she's so annoying and clingy 8(
Aside from the obvious Shuu/Takatsuki, I think I like seeing Chizuru/Takatsuki, Chizuru/Chiba, and Takatsuki/Chiba moments the most :'B So I was quite giddy reading up all the recent chapters lol Shuu also looks good with just about everybody too orzorzorz Seya/Shuu and Anna/Shuu is pretty adorable IMO. So I was really happen when Shuu asked Anna out LOL Even though Shuu's feelings for Anna seem really small, their interaction with each other is just so cute orzorzorz

:BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB idk, I find the smallest interactions like this scene just adorable orz SO AWKWARD! kyaaaa

And scenes like this makes me think about how cute Chiba and Shuu look together D'8 Now if only Chiba wasn't so...difficult D:

SUCH A TSUNDERE FACE YOU HAVE THERE, CHIBA.

And she looks so pretty in this panel *____* I think I'm starting to have a 2D crush on her all over again oh no Q___Q I liked her a lot more in the beginning of the manga though. I don't like how she's isolating herself lately 8'( So moody~

But I think Chiba should forget about Shuu and realize her true feelings for Takatsuki DURRHURR 8'BBb DON'T YOU THINK THEY LOOK CUTE TOGETHER?

Chizuru is such an attention whore LOL First the boy uniform, now a bikini? Not to mention the other things she has done before too orz She really reminds me of how I used to act back in middle school too D; I used to be so loud and out there. Maybe that's why I'm not as annoyed with Chizuru like a few of my friends are? LOL

Yeah, total slut status right there rofl She even admits it herself 8U

I don't know why but I started laughing uncontrollably at this panel. It just screams total ADHD status right there ROFL Oh, Chizuru. u so silly.

DELICIOUS FLAT CHEST.

Oh what a burn 8'(

YUKIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! He's such a bishounen! *___________* I like him a whole lot better as a girl though :'B

Also, am I the only one who thinks Fumiya is rather cute? He just looks so dorky looking orzorzorz I kinda feel sorry for him too LOL;;

I know this is nothing, but seeing Anna and Chizuru together...*Q* Now I wanna see more interaction between them rofl
Oh man, the last page in ch 58 made me sooooo happyyy Q____Q

fdsojifdsaiojfdsaijofsdfs
Oh man, just the other night I was reading the first chapters and was all like, "Oh, I miss Takatsuki's longer hair!" too rofl YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Also more yeeeee for Chiba/Takatsuki D'OHOHOHOHO<33333 I'm just so glad these two are slowly patching things up orz SOON THEY WILL BE BFFS AND MOREEEEEEE *shot'd*

I still love how silly Chizuru is. If only Momo was out of the picture. She's so goddamn ugly and annoying rofl
Yeah, I know, I'm such a fag orz;; Usually stuff like this would make me rage, particularly the cross dressing part of it. I usually hate girly guys and I would probably bash Shuu in the face orz But at least they're not all groce homofab status like that Grell fag >8( Plus they're all so cute and tormentedddddddd. I love my little cross dressing middle schoolers QuQ<3
Ughhh, srsly, Shimura has gotta be one of my favorite mangaka orz I adore her style so much *q* It's one of those styles where you can automatically tell it's her too. Ahhhhh. Shimuraaaa why are you so awesome orzorzorz
Monday, March 9, 2009
Q______Q
Baaaawwwww. This has been out for years but I only just read it now lol
It's the first time in a long while since a 20 paged one-shot made me cry so much.
I'm such a pansy 8((((((((
Sunday, March 8, 2009
ewewewewew
rofl
Yeah, I stumbled on sum English lyrics of Alice of Human Sacrifice so I was liek, "LOL HAY Y NOT." I like fagging things up with English :B
That's as low as I can probably get right now without sounding like a prepubescent 12 year old boy who's voice is constantly cracking lololol
Gotta rerecord this later cos my computer was acting up in this recording so you can hear the recording fag out in one part 8| Also need to practice and tune my man voice rofl
I was gonna sing the whole but then mommy came home and it's laaate 8'(
Plus, it's not as cool when you sing it all by yourself, y'know? WHO WANTS TO SING EET WIF ME? 8'B
On a completely unrelated note,
I HAET FARMERS. SCREW YOU FAGS AND YOUR DAYLIGHT SAVINGS TIME OTLOTLOTL
Another note
Would've posted this earlier but the drugs kicked in and I fell asleep while the video was being saved orz
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Note to self
LOL I fucked up so much while recording this. This is the only recording where I didn't actually cough like a smoker orz Although, you can hear me trying to keep it in a majority of the time Q__Q
lol sped up tempo
And lol nasty original tempo.
lol EDIT: mmk, my voice was a little less orz so I decided to record it again D'8 Now I don't sound like I'm completely dying! Yay!
dfsojifsdojifdsiojdf YES OMG
ffffffffff AOI HANA'S GETTING AN ANIME? fdsjifsdjiosfdojifdsoi I love this manga so muchhhhhh (Speaking of Takako Shimura's stuff, WHERE'S MY HOUROU MUSUKO ANIMU? 8UUU). What a pleasant surprise QuQ
I dunno whether I should be excited or upset though D: The manga isn't complete which will probably mean a shitty adaptation. The animation by J.C. Staff is eh too. They do some good animation but like most companies, they usually pump everything they've got into a certain series and leave the rest really low budget Dx But I guess it's fitting for the series? All shoujo-y and low production orz And at least J.C. can stick to original character designs better than other companies 8| I just hope Aoi Hana gets a decent budget orz Seriously one of the better yuri manga out there. Can't waaaaittttt.
There's a rumor that Sasameki Koto may have an anime too. Oh lawdy, way to excite my yurifag, Japan. Hope that gets confirmed too.
*rolls around*
yeeeeee I can't wait for July now orz Animu Expo, Comic Con, and AOI HANA. DURRHURRHURR.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Ringing a Bell
Nobody nobody but you. And your mother 8U
What is your favorite kind of weather?
Sunny and warm. But not hot.
What are you looking forward to in the next 5 days?
Nothing really, just the weekend. But I'm looking forward do painting tomorrow in art class.
Are you happy with your life?
Yes/no for various reasons 8U I'm just content.
Would you change yourself?
I'd like to be more motivated and productive.
Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
Ayup.
What shoes did you wear today?
The same shoes I always wear everyday, bro.
Do you like hugs?
It makes me feel like people care 8'(
Are you a loud person?
Depends on who I'm with.
Would you rather trade lives with a famous person?
Maybe. Depends who it is D'8
Are you ready to get out of this town?
No, I don't wanna grow up yettttt Q__Q I still don't know where to go with my life orz
Are you wearing any jewelry?
Nope.
Do you live near your best friend?
What best friend? orz
Are you scared of bugs?
I'm scared shitless of 'em.
Is there anyone that you wish was out of your life?
Quite a handful of people.
Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
No. I don't think one piercing on each ear counts, really. It's kinda a standard for girls lol
Where would you like to live?
Out of all the places I've been to, I like it here in Southern California. Really nice weather n' stuffs. I also like the suburbs, lots of convenient places here and there.
Are you a fast typer?
Not really. My nails really slow me down from typing any faster lol
Have you ever moved?
Lots of times when I was a kid 8( It was kinda hard making friends all the time, y'know? Especially when you get adjusted and it's like LOL TIEM TO MOVE AGAIN orz
Are you listening to music right now?
Kane wo Narashite by Bonnie Pink p:
Have you ever had a song written about you?
No, I'm not a cool kid 8(
If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Purple, red, or yellow 8U
Have you ever had a surprise birthday party?
rofl no
How did you get your last bruise?
Most likely from being stupid and bumping my leg to the edge of my desk orz I always do that D;
Would you rather sleep at a friend's or have them over?
Oh wow, idk D: Sleeping over at a friend's = free food but then I like my usual surroundings 8'(
Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
Kinda sorta?
Do you get along with guys or girls better?
uhh idk
Who is the first person in your phone book?
Mine just goes by alphabetical order so..lol Alisha.
Have you ever been in trouble with the police?
Nope but they've been to my house lots of times cos of my dad orz
Where will you be in an hour?
I'll always be here, on the internet, vegetating 8|
Do you know a lot about cars?
Practically nothing at all rofl
What did you do this past Valentine's Day?
Pfft, when to a homo cosplay gathering with Shannon.
Do you like the town you are living in?
Sure, I like it. It's alright, I guess D':
What were you doing at 1 AM this morning?
Not sleeping >__>
What does your last text message in your inbox say?
"Tomorrow at school 10"
Have you ever had a fight over a boy?
rofl no but my cousin and I used to like the same guy back in elementary school. We never argued or anything though cos we're chill that way, bro.
What's the last thing you ate?
Taco Bell.
What are you most scared of?
Spiders and ghosts.
Would you confront that fear?
No D'8
What is the weather like today?
It was a lot warmer compared to yesterday.
How late did you stay up last night?
2am, couldn't sleep n' stuffs orz
Do you think soulja boy is annoying?
I think he's pretty lulzy. Especially how he still wants to pursuit a career in animation. His flash animations are still up on Newgrounds, I think lol
Are you someone's best friend?
idk, I doubt it. I've grown distant from practically everybody haha
Are girls too dramatic?
Pretty stupid most of the time too.
Who are the last 4 people to send you a text message?
Mommy, Shannon, Billy, and Mark.
When was the last time you pulled an all nighter?
Uh, last week or something.
Ever sneak out of your house because your parents said no?
Dude, I don't even ask or tell my mom where I go all the time, I just leave the house rofl
Do you have a best friend?
no? How sad, amirite? orz
Can you cry on their shoulder?
If there was actually a shoulder to cry on rofl I just bury my face into my pillow when I need to cry 8( Guess you can say my pillow's my best friend? haha Sleeps with me all the time too ;D
Do you have any siblings?
Yeah, a brother and a sister. I'm the oldest 8(
Why are you doing this survey?
I'm bored and I don't wanna do any workkkkk
Besides this, what are you doing right now?
Eating like a fatass :B
:BBB
Just finished registering orz;
Dunno if I should get a hotel room or not, gotta talk it out with mommy since she's paying for it D'8 Also need to talk it out with some fag friends who are planning to crash with me.
hurf durf. WHO NEEDS A ROOM? 8U
Ah, I should register for Comic Con before I turn 18. I don't wanna pay $75 for a goddamn pass to get in orz
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
:B

8DDDddddddddd
IT FRUSTRATES ME WHERE THIS IS GOING THOUGH.
However, I bet Mari's boyfriend breaks up with her after realizing it's awkward being together. That or Mari just breaks up with him. Either way, it'll totally end with just Mari and Akko together cos Morinaga loves her lesbians.
I WOULD ALSO LIKE AKKO TO MAKE A FUCKING MOVE ON MARI NOW THAT SHE HAS REALIZED HER FEELINGS.
Associate me
Comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given. <-but it's not like anybody comments my entries *snorts*
1. Vocaloid
2. Gurren Lagann
3. Cosplay
4. Art
5. Kuroshitsuji (lmao i can't think of any other associations other than anime. I sawks :'()
The fact that you could only think of animu crap when it comes to me makes me feel like a weeaboofaggot orz But here we gooooooo.
1. Vocaloid. Vivian was all fagging out about Miku back in like 07 or sum shit. I was like, "Pfffft, I hate Miku. Vocaloid sux ass." Then I found out about the twins and I was like, "dfioasfjsioafjweafidshago THESE TWINS ARE SO ADORABLE." Soon after seeing pics of Len, I decided right away that I'd cosplay him *snorts* Then I stumbled on Tegaki E where I met my sexy Voca fambam; Ryo, KL, Lollivamp, and Shouri. That's where my fandom blossomed into what it is now, just complete madness rofl Even though I don't draw Vocaloid fanart nowadays, I still love this shit and stalk Piapro and Nico for new songs to listen to. Also, my favorite character went from Len, to Kaito, to Meiko, and now it's Luka. Pfffft, I don't really like Miku all that much, she's my least favorite lulz I only like Gakupo cos his voice is more fluid than the other male Vocaloids. I also used to really like Meiko because her voice is pretty kick ass in certain songs. Plus, she isn't really loved 8'( And then Luka came around and I was like, "OOOOOHHHHHH SHIT, PRETTY VOICE." So yeah, my new favorite Vocaloid pairing is Luka/Meiko D'OHOHOHO. ONEE-SAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. However, I can pretty much enjoy whatever Vocaloid pairing you throw at me 8U And my favorite duet pairings are Rin/Len, Kaito/Meiko, Gakupo/Rin, Gakupo/Miku. Their voices compliment each other nicely c: My favorite songs are Skeleton Life by Rin and Double Lariat by Luka p:
2. Gurren Lagann. Oh, my top favorite animu 8U Uhh, I only jumped the bandwagon like almost a year after the series was over LOL I never was really interested in it while it was on air and it was something that just passed me by. First time around, I watched only up to episode 5 and then forgot about it for months. And then I think after looking at a bunch of fanart, some of which by Annie and Emi, to jump my interests, then I finally got around to watching it again. However, during the time skip, I think I wanted to drop it by the 18th or 19th episode so I put it on hold for a couple of weeks. It was just so bad and I was like iodfsiofaiweofjiosa about it. But then I got bored, and decided to pick it up again for the second time. And hey, I'm glad I actually finished it LOL It was a pretty good trip filled with manly and epic. I baww'd so much when Kamina and Kittan died, tears, snot, and everything. And after it was all done, I just felt totally empty D: I used to have a huge Kamina complex, then after rewatching the series again, it kinda shifted over to Simon lol Early in the series, I used to ship Simon/Yoko :'B But then Simon goes well with anybody because he's a slut. Same with Kamina. Fucking Dub Nia is the cutest thing ever too. I squee'd, it as pretty ugly. I never really liked Nia until the dub though lol Also, Darry is fucking useless >__> Yeah, I dunno. I really love this series. It's one of the only series that has inspired me to become a stronger person. Because of Guwwen Wagann, I'm certainly less pessimistic x:
3. Cosplay. Oh, I'm a cosplay noob. Only been cosplaying simple characters since 2006. And a majority of the time, I don't make my own shit. I usually just buy the fabric, cut out the patterns, and let my friends do all the sewing LOLOL I think my first one was school girl Kairi from KH2 for Halloween LOL It was also the first time I wore a skirt to school. It was pretty cold too D: I barely cosplay as girls. I don't have the confidence to. Even though people are like, "HAY SHUT UP, YOU'RE A CUTE GIRL." But it's not like I'm some cute animu girl orz They're like 10x cuter n' shit. So yeah, I mainly stick to shota's n' stuff cos I make a convincing boy D': So uhh..let's see..characters I've cosplayed as so far..Kairi(KH2), L(DN), Calintz(Magna Carta), Kasanoda(Ouran), Akito(Air Gear), Konata(L*S), Pre-timeskip and Commander Simon(TTGL), Soul(Soul Eater), Neku(TWEWY), Len(Vocaloid)...I think that's it LOL And I think my favorite cosplay so far is Pre-Timeskip Simon. It's a bitch taping down my boobs though but otherwise, I just love walking around as Simon * 3* MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I HAVE A BIG DICK. I also love my blue wig. I hope to use it more in the future x: I just..need to find more blue haired characters to cosplay as LOL For my next cosplay I really wannaa do Ciel or Soma from Kuroshitsuji. Ciel cos..well he's shota and Soma cos he's lulz and tan like meeeeeeeee. It's a shame that I'm not as manly looking as he is OTL And recently my friend is threatening me to do Seychelles and Hong Kong from Hetalia D: But idkkk. I also plan on doing Emil from Tales of Symphonia 2..some time..soon >__> THIS HOBBY IS EXPENSIVE. Actually, I only cosplay for cons n' shit only cos I feel seriously underdressed if I don't LOL It's pretty fun though. ESPECIALLY WHEN ALL THE CUTE ASIAN GIRLS ARE ALL LIKE, "Oh! You're such a cute _______! Can I hug you?" FUCKING SCORE. Also, my dream cosplays are Starlock Simon from TTGL and Haseo Xth from .Hack. I don't think I'll ever be able to do Starlock rofl He's just too manly and I'm too..tiny orz Haseo Xth I could probably pull off but his outfit is so...ridiculous orz I don't even know how to go about making it at this point orz
4. Art. PFFFFFFFT. I don't really know what to say. I've been drawing ever since I can hold a pencil LOL I used to draw on everything and anything I could get my hands on, my parents always got mad at me whenever I drew on the photo albums >w> I used to draw a lot of cartoons..and dinosaurs. And I pretty much chose my career path when I was little too, AN ARTIST. And well..I'm still going at it 8'D;; Umm..I guess I got more serious about my art just last year. I just really wanted to improve so I joined Adv. Art and it's been a real learning experience. I'm glad I took it even though IT'S SO FUCKING STRESSFUL. I learn new techniques on how to draw and color things and I get exposed to new media. Palette knives suck btw. I don't know what exactly to get into though, animation or illustration 8| I also wanna try my hand at publishing a comic or sumshit. My mom says that getting a job in art is hard and I won't even be able to make a lot of money, but seriously, there's nothing else I have a knack for orz Even though I still suck at drawing too rofl BUT THAT'S OKAY, AN ARTIST WILL ALWAYS BE LEARNING.
5. Kuroshitsuji. I got into this because Ryo was being a fangirl. At first when I saw this, I was sorta interested cos of the art, but when I read the summary, I immediately wanted to stay away from it rofl I was like, "Ewwww, shota. Ewwww, yaoi fangirl bait." Then Ryo was dsfjofiajasifdsjaf'ing about it so I figured it couldn't be that bad rofl Then I picked up the manga right away and I turned into a disgusting fangirl as well omg 8( Fucking series has too many bishounen, IT MAKES ME FEEL STRAIGHT. I swear, I practically love every character in this series. Besides Grell, I h8 that fgt. With a passion even. Like, he wasn't that bad. His homofab self was alright and pretty lulzy. Then he went and killed Madam Red and that's where my hate for this homo grew D8< UGH FUCKING SHIT. I WANNA BEAT THAT FAG IN THE FACE. *homobasher* *homobasher* When I heard he made another appearance in the anime, I think I almost killed myself. Also, speaking of the anime, I dropped it right after the Jack the Ripper arc was over. I was so disappointed with how they handled it. Madam Red's death seriously wasn't as sad as it was in the manga which probably cheesed me off the most. And then they go and start some LOL ANIME ONLY CHARACTERS AND FILLERS. And I was like FUCKING SHIT, GOOD THING I DROPPED THIS CRAP. Seriously, the anime is such a disappointment. From the start of episode one, I noticed constant drops with animation quality. It was like, "..whut. Well shit..." And then the quality just kept on dropping..and dropping..and just more and more noticable. They made the anime too soon with not a lot of base material from the manga 8| Geh..the manga is pretty swish so far though x: NEED MOAR CHAPTERS BAWWW
Sunday, March 1, 2009
i'm forced to do gay things
Otaku meme orzorzorz
◆好きな女性キャラクターを五人答えてください
(Your five favorite female characters.)
❶ Yomi (Ga-Rei)
❷ Fumi (Aoi Hana)
❸ Abiru (Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei)
❹ Yaya (Strawberry Panic)
❺ Tatsuki (Hyakko)
◆アナタが一番好きなのは誰ですか?
(↑ Who do you like the most?)
Yomi, like no shit, guys. Do I really have to explain myself? She's just a total goddess orz Yomiiii~~~ YOU ARE BEST ONEE-CHAN EVER Q______Q
◆好きな男性キャラクター五人答えてください
(Your five favorite male characters.)
❶ Simon (Gurren Lagann)
❷ Kamina (Gurren Lagann)
❸ Kaito (Vocaloid) *snorts*
❹ Russia/Ivan (Hetalia)
❺ Soma (Kuroshitsuji)
◆アナタが一番好きなのは誰ですか?
(↑ Who do you like the most?)
It's a bit of a hard pick, narrowing it down to five was hard enough orz But of course, I've gotta give it up to Simon D; SO MUCH GROWTH. He went from zero to hero. Then back to zero Q__Q I want to be like him when I grow uppp~ I WANNA SAVE THE UNIVERSE FROM IMPENDING DOOM TOO~
◆好きなゲームを三つ答えてください
(Your three favorite games.)
❶ Tales of Symphonia
❷ Pump it Up
❸ Megaten Online
◆好きな声優さんは?
(Your favorite anime seiyuu?)
➝ Right now, Suzuka Ohgo. She's so young and her voice is so moe orz Especially for her role as Hana in Michiko to Hatchin *___*
◆好きなアニソンは?
(Your favorite anison [anime song]?)
➝ AFROMANIA - Minna no Peace (Gurren Lagann) [This song just takes me back p:]
➝ Younha ft. Goku - Kioku (Rideback) [It's just one of those songs that makes you kinda cry, y'know?]
➝ Mizuhara Kaoru - Yume no Ashioto ga Kiokeru (Ga-Rei Zero) [Arguably one of my favorites only because this song just screams Yomi and her wish to always protect Kagura Q___Q]
◆コスプレをする?またはどんなコスプレをしてみたい?
(Do you cosplay? Or, what kind of cosplay would you like to do?)
Yhar, I cosplay. Been cosplaying since 2006. Really fun. I get to meet new people, especially cute girls aughuhuhuhu Mostly crossplay though. I don't have the self-confidence to cosplay as girls LOL;; I don't think I'm ever cute enough orz
◆アニメ・漫画・ゲームの中で現実に欲しいものは?
(Does the one actually wanting it : in the animated cartoon, the cartoon, and the game?)
I want Doraemon along with all the nifty things he has. Especially his Dokodemo Door 8U
◆アナタが最も萌えを感じるものは何ですか?
(What makes you feel "MOE" the most?)
➝ Long, dark hair
➝ Elegance
➝ Bandages
➝ Glasses
➝ Unrequited love
➝ Bad social skills
➝ Yandere コルコルコルコル
➝ BROMANCE
➝ Scarves
➝ Happy/strong characters with a depressing past ;____;
◆このバトンを回す人五人
(Five people who you pass this baton to.)
You and all of your mother's boyfriends 8'(
Also, even though I've only had 3 commissions, I wish people would stop commissioning me with female characters FFFFFFFFFF DOES IT LOOK LIKE I CAN DRAW GIRLS? LET ALONE ENJOY DRAWING THEM? OTLOTLOTL
KL's the only exception though 8U Mono is cute rofl
But now I gotta come up with something extra fanservicey and loli-tastic for her Q___Q *bleeds through eyes*


