1 more hour

And it'll be 2009 on the west side, fgts. So I still have time to type this up ROFL

Well, 2008 was a bit of a year. Had many ups and downs. There were a few things I really didn't like about this year, but I also made lots of good memories too. Overall, I think this year has been a major stepping stone in my life so far. I think I've matured quite a bit over the year. Or at least I'm a lot more optimistic. I met so many new people and they've changed my life for the better. I can't wait for 2009. This year pretty much ended well so I'm sure the new year will start off even better!



Last doodle of the year! Catch you around 2008!

WHAT NO GODDAMMIT

WHYYYYYYYYYYY.

So I was hunting down the latest chapters of Ga-Rei past vol 8. I got them! Down side

They're in Chinese.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

Oh well, for now I'll just stare at the pictures ROFL Gotta go hunt me the original raw. At least I can read Nipponese =w=

OMG. Chapter 39 is yaaaaaaay 8DDDDDD

Uhm, since I can read shit, at least I can read pictures LOL

So picking up from vol. 8, shit goes down. Shit happens to Kagura, she's knocked out and having some flashbacks. This actually makes me quite the happy girl because they bring in a few things from the anime! 8DDD

LOL IS THAT KAZUKI I SEE? In another page there's also Ayame and Kiri. I never laughed so hard. It was only a matter of time before Segawa brought in some anime flashbacks. I mean, he stuck in Izumi. WHO IS OBVIOUSLY YOMI. NO MATTER WHAT YOU FUCKING TELL ME.

Last couple of pages Kagura regains consciousness with Izumi at her bedside. Remembering all her times with Yomi, this becomes a baaaaaww moment and Kagura hugs Izumi. At the very last page something inside Izumi snaps and her eyes change to those of Yomi's..

Uh-oh...what's gonna happen next? O__O

Gonna have to wait awhile for the next chapter though =_______=

On a side note..

Why the fuck is Kagura so fucking hot in the manga? >_____________>

ANYWAYS. TIME TO HUNT DOWN THOSE RAWS.

Yeah, I'm a masochist

This is gonna take awhile...

It's only like one portion of the pic LOL;;

At least I'm drawing out the last scene now..

I don't know how many scenes I should draw for this though Q__Q But I think I'll probably just stick to four. But then if I do six, it might make a little more sense...AAAAH. Crap crap crap. I'll figure it out once I'm done with the last one.

Yeah, Ga-Rei stuf orz;;; Last episode is finally subbed! I can't believe I already watched that same episode 3 times but still cried a friggin' river! Probably harder every time too.. .___. Yomi! I love you so much! Q__________Q

Also, LOL 2ch RANKING.

I'm actually quite surprised Ga-Rei Zero ranked third. Kannagi and Toradora is a no-brainer though.

You know, DVD sales better be good. I wouldn't mind an OVA of the defense squad or parts of the manga animated. Please, just don't turn Kagura straight for Ken like in the manga orz

.ﾟ+｡*・｡ﾟ(* ﾉヮ`)ﾟ｡・*｡+

Downloaded the character image album for Ga-Rei!



キタ━━━━(゜∀゜)━━━━ッ!!

It's a really good listen! I actually love all the songs 8D

But you know what sucks? At first I was all happy and going through all the songs. Then when I listen to them again, I start remembering certain episodes and get all depressed Q____Q

GODDAMMIT. WHY CAN'T I ENJOY THIS SERIES WITHOUT CRYING FOR ONCE? Oh my poor little heartstrings Q___Q STOP PULLING AT THEM.

AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

And it didn't really help when I looked at the booklet scans. FFFFFFFFF. Kaguraaa. Yomiiii.

;_________;

Character image song vol. 2 comes out in February! Oh man..such a long wait.

Holy crap

My friends, this is flippin' amazing O__O

Q____________Q

Yeah, I watched the last episode for Ga-Rei just now.

I never cried so much to an anime since Gurren Lagann, goddamn.

Hell, Ga-Rei's only 12 episodes long and it got me choked up a lot.

To put it short, it ended and connected with the manga.

So Kagura kills Yomi just as suspected.

IT MADE IT WORSE WHEN THEY PLAYED A SAD BALLAD IN THE BACKGROUND WHILE HAVING FLASHBACKS AT THE SAME TIME. I HATE IT WHEN THEY DO THAT Q________________Q

But I was pretty much crying my eyes out throughout that entire scene. I had to pause the video before it got to the epilogue so I could just get all the tears out too ;w;

I love you, Yomi oneechan.

I love you, Kagura.



BAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWW

I CRIED SO HARD. I MEAN, I'M TEARING UP ALREADY BY JUST TYPING THIS UP. MY EYES HURT Q___Q

Ah..it was a nice ending.

Farewell, Yomi. You were the best villain ever.

Srsly, best anime this year, totally.

Now excuse me while I spend the rest of my day in my bed, crying my eyes out.

bawww kannagi

baaaaaaawwwwwwww episode 12.

I just want to respond to all the Jin bashing because of the last episode and this one.

First off, Jin's not a bad guy. His total outburst at Nagi is, in my opinion, completely understandable. Jin's only a normal high school student. The recent rumors about him flying around at school can cause any kid to crack at any given moment, it's all build up.

Now, should he have blamed part of his problem on Nagi? Probably not. But if you look at it this way, a lot of things have been happening since he's gotten involved with her, so it's only natural for him to point the finger at her first. And he knows that it was his decision to help her out but he also noticed that it's taking a toll on him so he just told it to her straight.

Was Jin just asking too many questions? Most likely. But it was only because he was concerned not only about Nagi but himself. It may sound selfish, but hell, how knows what might happen if it all just continues without him being aware of what's really going on. I don't think a lot of people would like doing things without a purpose either.

Oh, and it's entirely not Jin's fault for not knowning Nagi truly can't recall things. Nagi constantly gives off that joking/bs(ie that whole "split personalities" deal) atmosphere so he doesn't really know what's up with her.

Jin really does care about Nagi and it shows the most in episode 12. I mean, thoughout the entire episode, he was pretty much beating himself up. Staying up all night, getting no sleep, and constantly thinking about her. He left her a note before he left for school and left the door unlocked hoping she'll come back. He even searched for her in the rain. Now with this, how could you tell me Jin's a bad guy and doesn't think about Nagi?



Baaaaawwwwwwww Jin! It's okay! I still love you Q___Q

Can't wait until next week's episode! Final ep omg D;

PS. I wasn't Nagi bashing either LOL I still love her, I'm just irritated with all the Jin hate going around = 3=

This is my winter break

So far my winter break consists of useless internet things. Useless things like drawing, forums, Gaia, Solia, and DeviantArt. Very boring but whatevs.

At least I've been drawing a lot more lately so now I'm a bit more active on dA and what nots. Usually I'm like a ghost there orz;; Can't spend too much time on dA though. I might get AIDS 8( Srslytho, dA pisses me off sometimes. Too much stupid drama and what not, it's like the pit of retards on the internet. But then Gaia wins that title haha

But yeah, I think I've been spending too much time browsing through dA >_>; And because of that, it only makes me more ticked off at how weeaboo the community is there. I mean, it's so weeaboo that all you have to do is draw nice mainstream fanart of Bleach, Naruto, KH, etc to get popular. I swear, it pissed me off a little that one time when I saw this ugly KH2 fan comic on the top favs one day. It was like, "WOW. Seriously? Why?"

And then I find a couple of amazing artists like Darkmyth who go unknown. And so I wonder, "How come these people aren't famous on dA? Their art totally kicks ass." But then again, they don't draw fanart or anime or Asian things. And with that, I totally agree with John on why dA sucks and is just filled with Japanophiles. I also don't blame him for quitting either. I would probably quit dA too if I spent hours on a realistic piece with little to no feedback while some ugly Naruto fanart gets all the fame. "Sorry I don't draw super huge kawaii desu eyes like everybody else" LOL Hell, even Ryo says it's bit unfair that her little APH 4koma got so many favs and comments while there's other artwork out there that's hella good.

That's why I like other art sites like Concept Art. Most people on there actually hate stuff like anime and rate down your gallery LOL However, everybody's crazy godly on that site so I'm intimidated to post some of my semi-realism stuff haha I aspire to be that great one day though c: I just need to keep practicing..

Also, had a lulzy convo just awhile ago with Mae-fag on MSN.

[Homofabulous] Jin says: guess which artist on da i am!
Mae says: o:
Mae says: lolk
[Homofabulous] Jin says: all i ever really draw is anime fanart. my style usually stays the same and when i draw a few pics in realism, even the faces always look the same. my anatomy sucks too. who am i?
Mae says: hmm
Mae says: i know you're probably talking about yourself, since you're a narcissist
[Homofabulous] Jin says: LOL HEY
Mae says: i mean, cos you always talk shit about yourself, weirdo
[Homofabulous] Jin says: orz;;
[Homofabulous] Jin says: you know me too well
Mae says: but then i'd also like to say ramy
Mae says: lol
[Homofabulous] Jin says: ROFL
[Homofabulous] Jin says: OMG
[Homofabulous] Jin says: YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH LOLOLOL
Mae says: SO IT'S RAMY?
[Homofabulous] Jin says: NO
[Homofabulous] Jin says: it's me 8'(
Mae says: oh
Mae says: cuz i was about to say
Mae says: "man i'm glad i'm not the only one who thinks ramy's art always looks the same"
Mae says: ahahaha
[Homofabulous] Jin says: LOL
[Homofabulous] Jin says: you're such a whore sometimes
Mae says: i try

Speaking of Ramy, whatever happened to him?(I was about to say, "Speaking of bland art" but that's a bitch move cos mine's pretty bland too haha) LOL;; I swear, his popularity skyrocketted to an all time high when that drama crap between him and Jfak started. Now he's like..non-existant D: Last time I saw him was at AX. He had a high-pitched voice >o> But I bet he made some serious bank last year at AX. His friggin' table was packed o_<

But aside from dA crap, I've had the strangest urge to play RO again! BUT I DON'T WANNA DOWNLOAD IT AND PATCH IT UP ALL OVER AGAIN COS THAT TAKES FOREVERRRRR OTL

That and..I don't know which server to play on anymore 8'(

I'm a bit sad my accounts on SunriseRO got wiped. I had a buttload of ghostring cards, zeny and other stuff. I HATE HUNTING FOR THOSE BITCHES UUUGGGGGHHHHH. Takes forever orz My sinX, gunslinger and baby alchemist were pretty friggin' amazing too 8((((((

SIGH.

Looks like I have to start over. But at least on Sunrise, the rates are 1bil ROFL

SUPER HIGH RATE SERVERS FTW

You're too kind ;________;

"I love Jacket D: ! She's like...my art idol <<. Very inspirational c: !! She really makes me want to work harder to improve. I don't think any other artist has made me want to work so hard before <<. Not even Kurot or Shilin on dA. Hmm...maybe it's also because Jacket interacts with us a lot >>; ? No idea. All I know is that Jacket's art is amaaaaazing C: !"

DID I READ THAT RIGHT? "Not even Kurot or Shilin on dA."

Kurot.

Shilin.

Excuse me for a second but..

*takes a sip of water and spits it out*

MY ASS. NO WAY.

I think it's merely the fact that I talk to you lol But still! That's like..

The first time anybody as actually said that about my work ;________;

If I said that actually made me really happy, does that look like I'm trying to raise my ego in a bad way? It really does though orz

Ever since I was little, I've always wanted to draw things so that I can inspire people like how other artists inspired me. So I'm rather glad I'm getting somewhere with my life goal ;w;)b

And here I was thinking, "Oh, my art sucks ass. Nobody really likes it. I have no real technical skill. All I draw is anime. And to make it worse, mainly fanart. I'm such a failure. I don't even deserve to be called an artist."

Maybe I'm just too harsh on myself? LOL

Duuuuuhhhhhh

YOU MEAN YOU ONLY JUST REALIZED THIS NOW? EVEN AFTER GETTING RAPED ABAJILLION TIMES BY HER? WOW. JUST HOW SLOW ARE YOU, KOMARI? I DON'T GET WHAT ALL THE SEMPAIS SEE IN YOU, YOU FUCKING LITTLE OBLIVIOUS UKE. YOU'RE NOT EVEN THAT CUTE.

But srsly, who wouldn't like Tsun-tsun hime in that way? I mean look at Yukio! Those sharp eyes! Her cold exterior! Her long, dark, silky hair! Did I mention she's rich? She's like, everything I want in a woman and more~ looooooooolllllllllllllll

Also, lol @ ch 6. TWINCEST AHAHAHAHA WOW. I was expecting the twins to y'know, rape Komari like everybody else. But SURPRISE! Twincest! Awesome. They remind me of Hikaru and Kaoru almost...except girls lol

It's almost that time of year!

And I still need to finish up my other Secret Santa shitz LOL

JANUARY

1. Did you have a new year's resolution this past year? Be happy and try harder at everything
2. Who kissed you at midnight? my pillowYour mother
3. Does it snow where you live? Nope 8(
4. Do you like hot chocolate? Lovveeee~
5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop? Yeah, when I actually used to live in NY LOL

FEBRUARY

1. Who was your valentine in 2008? Unlike 07, I was single 8'( HAPPY SAD!
2. What did your valentine get you? IF I HAD ONE THEY WOULD'VE GIVEN ME THE WORLD.
3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? Nooo. I used to make them with love 8)


MARCH

1. Are you Irish? Nope
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? Yep
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2008? What I do everyday? (nothing)

APRIL

1. Do you like the rain? I HATE THE RAIN
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? Just small stuff
3. Do you get tons of candy on Easter? Wait, what? Candy? D: YOU GET CANDY ON EASTER?

MAY

1. What's your favorite kind of flower? Umm, I like lilies :)
2. Do you like the spring? My birthday's in the spring 8D
3. Finish the phrase: April showers bring May flowers, what do May flowers bring? Your mother
4. What would you think of as a spring color? Durr, green? a-duh.

JUNE

1. What year did you graduate from school? I HAVEN'T GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL YET(09)
2. Did you go on any vacations last June? Nope, I stayed home 8)

JULY

1. What did you do on the 4th of July? Party at AX lol
2. Did you go on any vacations during this month? Naah

AUGUST

1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer? I dunno, go back to school? LOL
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '08? AX and SDCC was a blast!
3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? Not a lot, just a couple of times
4. Do you go to the beach a lot? Nah, I don't wanna get any darker than I already am LOL

SEPTEMBER

1. Did you attend school/college in '08? Yep
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? Mr. Art is awesome.
3. Do you like fall better than summer? Not really. Fall was rather depressing...

OCTOBER

1. What was your favorite Halloween costume ever? Fucking Power Ranger. So badass.
2. What's your favorite candy? I like..Smarties and grape Laffy Taffy
3. What did you dress up like this year? An emo kidNeku

NOVEMBER

1. Whose house do you usually go to for Thanksgiving? My family doesn't celebrate Thanksgiving. I wish I did though! I WANT A FEAST! Q_____Q
2. Do you like stuffing? I want foooooodddddd
3. What are you thankful for? You 8)

DECEMBER

1. Do you celebrate Christmas? Same with Thanksgiving orz I wish!
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? Yeah 8( It was pretty groce haha
3. What do you want this year for Christmas? Um..nothing really. Maybe some nice warm hugs? 8'D
4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas? You ahaha... .___.
5. Do you like cold weather? Nooooooo. I hate it just as much as I do rain Dx
6. How would you rate your ‘08? Gay. It had its ups, but most of it was kinda down = 3= '09 WILL BE THE BEST THOUGH.

YESNO

YES. I got my grades in the mail today *u* Oh man, you don't know how happy I am not getting anything below a B. That's like...SOMETHING THAT HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE. SERIOUSLY. Even my mom's surprised ROFL

Looks like I'm getting monies for my grades too 8DDDD

I ended up with a B+ in Econ LOLWTF I was close to failing that class too! It must've been the final, that thing was too easy, especially with the curve =w= Thank you for the grade inflation!

Now my GPA for the first semester is above a 3.0 ; u;

So happppppyyyy *twirls around*

BUT I'M NOT SO HAPPY ABOUT THIS.



OMG I h8 digital painting Q______________Q

haha, I'm probably only saying this cos I've spent too much time working on traditional pieces for art class D;

HOMO-CHAN SAID MY STYLE IN THIS LOOKS LIKE TAKESHI OBATA'S ART. WHAT?



LOL MY ASS. Don't go comparing my crap to the work of pros and gods, fgt D8<<< He's like more than twice my age too so he's cooler and more knowledgable 8'(

WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?

I lied in my last entry, I didn't sleep. Instead I decided to try my hand at speed painting again.

It came out like poopoo but y'know, speed paint without any guidelines LOL



What surprised me most is that ctJem and Starshock both commented and fav'd it. WHAT? WHY? They're so much better than me at this digital painting stuff too Q_________Q And even Sayael fav'd it DDD: whyyyyyyyyy~ it's so poopoo orz

"Oh man, I hope you do more of these speed paints."

fffffffffffffff. Anything for you orz

Digital painting is such a bitch though. Then again, it's probably just the way I do it since I have no initial sketch to paint over and blend in LOL I just lay down colors and hope it forms a good looking face xD;; I should rethink my technique if I ever decided to do a serious piece someday =w=;

Crapcrapcrap

So just doing my hourly run on Tokyo Tosho and guess what I found sitting right there on the front page!

Kimi ga Nozomu Eien ~Next Season~ episode 4!

By seeing that god awful title(I hated the anime with a passion btw), I was reminded of how I totally forgot to watch the 3rd episode. So then I did.

Jesus Christ.

I really hate how Next makes me feel sympathetic for the very characters I've hated so much. Throughout the anime, I've grown to just hate Takayuki's guts. I hated him so much for being such an indecisive two-timer. I also hated Mitsuki because she was such a whore. I mean, just thinking about them pissed me off.

But in Next, they totally got me feeling sorry for them. I mean hell, I even cried a fucking river for both Takayuki and Mitsuki in episode 2. God, that scene where Mitsuki pulls all her strength to leave him for Haruka's sake just made me cry so much orz; "I believe I'll be able to forget you one day. So don't worry." BAAAAWWWWWWWWW

And ah..episode 3. It hurts me inside to see Takayuki at work all the time. Knowing he's only doing that because he can't see Haruka anymore but still has that mindset of, "I'll work hard for her sake." ;____; Man, what a tough guy.

But ughhh, this series. It makes me wanna gauge out my eyes with a spoon Q___Q It just shows how much love can really screw you over, man orz

I'm really tempted to watch episode 4 right now since it's the last one and episode 3 was like LOLCLIFFHANGER. But my Nipponese sux ass and since it's the last episode, I don't wanna miss anything and spoil the moment for myself D; But who am I kidding? I'll probably watch it riiiiiiiiiiiiight now *presses play* I'll just go to sleep instead since my video player wants to be a faggot and not respond = 3=

btw, billy, i still claim haruka and akane as miiiiiineeeeeee wwwwwwww

Whaaat?

So I was searching the interbutts for some raws for volume 4 of Hyakko. I went on Manga Helpers and I got distracted by one of the recent manga reviews on the side navigation.

You wanna know what manga it was?

"My Balls"

And the comment left for it, "Very funny, very interesting..."

Hell, with a title like that, it better be LOL

So I clicked the title to read the summary...

GOOD LORD IT SOUNDS LIKE AND AWFUL HENTAI SERIES.

"The fate of the world rests on one man's shoulders. Or, to put it more exactly, it rests on his balls. In a freak sealing accident the Queen of Terror is sealed into Satou Kohta's balls, thus preventing her from reigning destruction on the world. However, a lesser devil, Elyse, has been sent up to Earth to release the Queen at all costs. The only way to do so is to make Kohta ejaculate, and Elyse only has 30 days to do it. The battle for mankind has begun, in Kohta's pants."

BALLSBALLSBALLSBALLS

My facial expression went from this



to this



in like two seconds after reading that ಠ_ಠ (btw thanks Nate LOL)

I swear, I need to spend the whole day reading ridiculous hentai plot summaries for the shits and giggles. Some of them are so mindnumbingly stupid that they're just ridiculously funny. Just one day.

fffffffffffff

I don't like it when kick ass people on dA randomly watch me @____@;; I ALWAYS GET SO FLUSTERED.

It's like, "WHAT? YOU LIKE MY STUFF? MY STUFF THAT LOOKS LIKE SHIT COMPARED TO YOURS? AND YOU'RE SO MUCH COOLERRRRRR THAN MEEEEE. I DON'T DESERVE YOUR WATCH. I'LL ONLY BE SPAMMING YOUR MESSAGESSSSSSS Q__________Q"

or

"WHAT!? YOU WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH ME!? *seizure*"

Yeah, I know, I'm probably just making it a big deal but that's srsly how I feel on the inside LOL And that's probably just my inner fangirl baawwing orz;;;

I know I'm not the only one who does this *stares at a handful of her friends* but at times like these, I can't help but feel like I'm the only one and how much of a weirdo I am LOL

CHUTTUP

Geh, why do I even bother taking requests?

First you ask for one of my most hated characters in the series, then you ask for a goddamn anime filler character ಠ_ಠ

I know, I'm so anal.

But I blame the weather.

It's been raining like a mother and I get moody when it rains >8(

I HAEEET EEEEEEEETTTTTT.

AND WHAT THE HELL IS IT WITH EVERYBODY FINALLY GIVING INTO TWITTER?

I FOR ONE WILL NOT BUDGE >8((((((((((((((((((

Also, what word do you see first?



Honestly, I first saw "boob." Does that mean I'm blind, weird, or perverted?

Probably a combination of the three, huh?

Yeah, I know. This journal totally doesn't make any sense.

KYAAAAAA~

I'm so happy Q___Q So many new chapters updated for Kuroshitsuji!

But now scanlations are practically caught up with the manga so that means either more waiting or I get my Nipponese skills uber l33t so I can read them with ease ಠ_ಠ

Friggin' curry competition chapters made me so hungry! I WANT SOME CURRY NOW, GODDAMMIT.

Better yet, CURRY PAN. Jesus Christ, somebody make some curry pan for me. I don't feel like driving half an hour over to Curry House to buy some D;

Mmm..Curry House. It's been forever since I've last been there Q___Q

DAMMIT KUROSHITSUJI. TELLING ME WHAT TO CRAVE. UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

But I'm glad scanlations caught up with the circus arc! I love Joker and almost everybody in the damn circus troupe!

I just love characters who can smile all the time despite past hardships! They're so strong ;__________;



Oh, Joker! One day, I want to be as strong and cheery as you! I'LL LAUGH IN THE FACE OF ALL MY PAIN UNTIL THE VERY END.

When Love Ends for the First Time

Well, like I said before, I don't really know what to make of Ryo's new song yet lol; It's not an insta-fav for me like with Melt, Koi wa Sensou, and World is Minw. It falls more under the "I-have-to-listen-to-an-assload-of-nice-covers-before-liking-it" category, like Black Rock Shooter. Honestly, I like the song and the lyrics itself, but Miku's voice isn't all that great D: So, like with BRS, I searched around for some covers.

As far as Vocaloid voices go, I think I like Len's version a bit more that Miku's. It starts off in that ear piercing voice people tend to give Len, but then it gets better and the chorus sounds nice. Len's version vaguely reminds me of Fire Flower lol I think his version would've been better if the person gave him his deeper, more mature sounding voice.

For real covers, HaruhiNayuta's cover is..well, it's alright lol I was expecting something a bit more since it's Nayuta and all, but her voice was pretty soft throughout the whole song. And it's not really the good kind of soft too. It's just y'know, eh D:

I think I like Purin's cover the most. Her voice really compliments the background music giving it that complete pop ballad feel.

Wota's voice in the beginning reminds me of Tsugumi's.

Clear's cover is my favorite one out of the male versions 8) Is it just me or does his voice kinda sound like niisan's?

teehee

CIRCUS

HEY GUYS. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK.

BECAUSE HONESTLY, I REALLY LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS'S NEW ALBUM.

YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT. I SAID IT.

IT'S PRETTY GOOD. LEAVE ME ALONE AND JUST LISTEN TO IT >8(((((((((

Srsly, I like it 8'D;; Britney practically went back to her delicious pop roots for this \o/

I FEEL LIKE A TEENYBOPPER AGAIN.

Oh god lol

I think my favorite songs have to be Circus, If You Seek Amy, Womanizer, Out From Under, and Shattered Glass.

If U Seek Amy - Britney Spears

YEAH SHUT UP.

Geh...

Episode 11 was so-so. I don't really know what to make of it. For one, I noticed animation quality went down a bit. I DEMAND TO KNOW WHO WAS IN CHARGE OF IN BETWEEN ANIMATION FOR THIS EPISODE >8(

Anyways, it was kinda slow. I'm a bit angry at Kagura for being so weak and indecisive at a crucial time. But then again, seeing as how Yomi means a lot to her, geh..it really can't be helped.

Disappointed that half of the cast well..yeah 8( Well, I guess I'm just more sad. At least they got some good character development going on in this episode and some action too. Nice father-daughter moment.

It was just an upsetting episode *sighs*

This show makes me so sad.

Final battle..soon.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. YOMI. MY POOR BBY.

Q____________________Q

Srsly guys, Ga-Rei Zero. Best anime this season if not this whole year. Go watch it once it's done so you don't have to put up with this waiting game bullshit like me 8'(

Win-Lose Situation

So! Leo, Billy, and I went to LA today, just as planned. However, we originally planned on just hanging out with Charlene. Turns out, her new boyfriend decided to pay her a visit and tag along with us too. To be totally honest, it irked me the whole time.

Once we found out he was coming too, we were like, "WELL SHIT. LOOKS LIKE WE'RE JUST GONNA BE THIRD WHEEL WHILE THEY SUCK FACE ALL DAY LONG." And guess what? That's what totally happened.

In the beginning when we went to pick her and her boyfriend up, it was Leo who was driving, me at shotgun, Charlene, her boyfriend, and Billy were in the back. We were on our way to go eat and the whole time, they were just holding hands, cuddling, and kissing while Billy was just looking out the window, all pissed off. I lol'd but I felt bad for him cos you could totally tell he was so pissed off. So then once we got out of the car, I was like, "LOL WHAT'S WRONG BILLY? FEEL LIKE YOU'RE THIRD WHEELING IT?" So then we agreed to switch seats every time we got into the car.

It was so horrible. The second time Billy had to sit in the back, they even got around him to suck some more face. Like fucking shit man, can't you guys wait at least FIFTEEN MINUTES? Sure, I understand her boyfriend is from NorCAL and it's long distance so they can't be together all the time. But srsly, keep that shit in private quarters.

So yeah, aside from the excessive PDA we got, at least we got to shop with the little money we had. We probably could've enjoyed it a bit more if she was, I dunno, not sucking face and actually spending time with everybody? Geh...

So cos we feel a bit unaccomplished, we're going back to LA next week on Monday without Charlene SO THAT WE CAN FINALLY ENJOY OUR TIME IN LA WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT THIS AND THAT. JESUS CHRIST.

Hurr, I only bought two shirts from Happy Six. I wanted to buy a Tokidoki jacket from there but I was $10 short 8'( We also went to Kidrobot. I wanted to get a jacket from there too but LOL $200. The girl who worked there was PRETTY FUCKING CUTE TOO.

Oh man, I love the Asian part of LA LOL There were these Korean chicks who were in the same Japanese store as us. They were pretty tall but DAYUM. FIIIIIIINNNNEEEEEEE LOLOLOL

Yeah, we're fgts. We complain about our friend being happy and clingy with her boyfriend while we act like dumbasses while staring and hot Asian chicks. Because y'know,

THAT'S TOTALLY MORE ACCEPTABLE THAN SUCKING FACE THE WHOLE DAY.

Srsly, Charlene. We came to LA to hang out with you. Not to be your audience while you and your boyfriend are all over each other :|

WHATEVER. LA NEXT MONDAY. AFTER THAT, I'M MOTHER FUCKING GOING TO ANIME LA. AND THEN FUCKING TOFU FACTORY FOR THAT FIELD TRIP IN JAPANESE.

I THINK LA'S STARTING TO BECOME MY SECOND HOME.

I ranted a bit more on my LJ so if you really wanna see me rant, go there LOL It's f-locked though durrhurr.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSS

FALSE ALARM. I GOT A B- IN ENGLISH. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

YAY 3.0 8))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I'm so glad omg QuQ

Now mommy can be proud of me 8'D

And uh...I don't have to hide my report card or photoshop it like all the other grading periods LOL

*skips around*

NOW HOPEFULLY I CAN PULL OFF THE SAME EFFORT NEXT SEMESTER \o/

WHICH SHOULDN'T BE SO BAD COS I WON'T HAVE A SIXTH PERIOD EITHER.

Right now, my schedule for next semester may look like this:

1st- English
2nd- APJAP or Jap 7-8(kinda wanna drop AP)
3rd- Art
4th- Math
5th- Government
6th- go home and sleep class

Chyeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhhhh 8)

DUDE, NO SCHOOL. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Oh yeah, going to LA on Sunday @ 3am again LOLOL \o/

Life is sweet.

CRAP. GRADESGRADESGRADES

I'm a tad angry right now. So I got an A on both finals in English, it only raised my C up by 2% (from a 74% to 76%). I know I probably would've gotten at least a B if I did that research paper, but I could careless about propaganda. But what makes me mad was that he was willing to inflate the grades on the final by 3x the points. However, my class is filled with a bunch of pussies and retards so it was just worth 85 points. I only missed 3 questions on that final. ONLY 3. Makes me so mad cos if he did inflate the grades, it would've been enough to cover up that missing paper =___=

So now I have a 2.9 GPA. Better than all my other grading periods, but I'm quite disappointed. Although I'm not 100% sure about my grades, I'm just guessing it stayed the same even with the finals.

But I'm hoping my grade in Econ goes from a C to at least a B- with that final. I think I did alright on it. If that doesn't happen, I hope my B+ in art goes to an A. Cos if any of my grades rise to the next letter grade, I'll have that 3.0 8( I just hope they don't drop..

Q_______________Q I haet my laif.

So this is what I think I got for grades this semester.

English- C
APJAP- A
Art- B+
Science- B+
Econ- C
Math- B

I wish I can bump up that B+ in Science but the gradebook is already closed for that class OTL;;

3. 2. 1.

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

SEBASTIAN.

NENDOROID.

SEBASTIAN.

JESUS CHRIST. YOU PROBABLY CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO COMPREHEND HOW LOUD I SCREAMED WHEN I SAW THIS. IT WAS MOTHER FUCKING LIKE NAILS ON A CHALKBOARD.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Oh..well shit

So I wake up to find this pretty huge package on my desk from the Academy of Art University in San Fran.

I was like, "Oh, I wonder what they sent me this time."

I open it, and it's a huge ass course schedule and catalog.

HOLY SHIT.

WHY ARE THERE SO MANY CLASSES?

Srsly, I don't even know where to start with all this crap in my face D:

But before I even start, I need to figure out what to take first.

Animation or illustration 8|

And even with those two fields alone, there's like abajillion classes for them.

I feel so intimidated Q________________Q

Oh man, I don't even know if I wanna go to this school anymore LOL

1) It's a private school. Don't have that kind of money LOLOL
2) It's in San Fran. 500 miles up north in an unfamiliar area with no sense of direction? Yeah, not good for me Q_____Q I get homesick easily too.
3) It's in San Fran. One of the major hubs for artsy shit. Granted, there'll be an assload of godly people that will probably make me commit suicide orz
4) It's in San Fran. Weather sucks ass compared to SoCal 8|

Durr, even though I have more beefs about it being in San Fran, I'm more intimidated by the students LOL;; Our art class went to a presentation by one of the reps from the school awhile ago. Friggin' showcased a lot of graduating students' work. I think I heard everybody, including myself, groan the whole time OTL;; THE COMPETITION IS TOO AMAZING Q______________Q

But ugh...thinking about all this college shit makes me wanna blow some chunks Dx I don't even know whether to go to a community college first or just go straight to art college stuffs. Dammit D:<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

I DON'T WANNA GROW UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

MY NAIL BROKE.

Q________________Q

MY NAIL ON MY RIGHT HAND'S MIDDLE FINGER BROKE.

NOW THAT MEANS I HAVE TO CUT THE REST ON THAT HAND.

GAY.

I'm leaving my thumb intact though 8|

I was hoping they'd last until Anime LA too ;____;

Oh well

I'LL WORK HARD TO PRESERVE MY LEFT HAND!

F IS FOR FREEZING

Note to self.

Even if it's pretty friggin' hot at night.

DON'T TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES BEFORE GOING TO BED.

IT GETS PRETTY DAMN COLD IN THE MORNING.

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

*shivers*

Gotta start wearing clothing besides my undies to bed Q__________Q

It feels so..

uncomfortable with clothes on, man. I don't know how you people do it D:

Frickin' weirdos.

OH SHIT ECON FINAL TODAY.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

twincest is wincest!

This is for an original radioplay a few friends and I are hoping to start up! I made twins and I'll be voicing for both of them! 8D Drew half-assed pics and didn't really bother to make them look loli and shota looking lol I'll redo them later once I figure out their outfits.


Name: Sei
Sex: Male
Age: 13
Height: 4'11"
Personality: Young, smart, optimistic, and outgoing kid. He's a bit of a coward when it comes to battles though. Rational. Overall, mature for his age. Sei often gets mistaken for a girl because of his long hair and prepubescent voice. He's also the younger twin and is also a very protective younger brother.
Class: Elemental mage, excels in wind magic


Name: Seira
Sex: Female
Age: 13
Height: 4'11"
Personality: Young, loud, and impulsive. She appears weak, but can stand on her own. Usually does things on a whim. Irrational. Just kinda out there. Almost the exact opposite of Sei. She often takes things for granted and gets herself into trouble. However, she's really pushy and good at getting her way out of those sticky situations(she's a bit of a ditzy flirt). She likes dressing up Sei as a girl and often times wishes he was a girl.
Class: Healer

Is it wrong to half a crush on your OCs? I love Sei *w* Usually, I hate feminine looking boys but his protective brother overrides that hate<3 Seira's a total slut though 8'( Only thing I like about her is that she knows what she wants. But she's also got the right idea when it comes to dressing up Sei in girl clothes D'OHOHOHOHO<3333333

I FRIGGIN' LOVE TWINS.

YOU READY FOR SOME PREP TALK?

WHOOO. FINALS. I'M GONNA KICK YOU IN THE BUTT.

THAT'S RIGHT.

I SAID IN THE BUTT.

WHAT WHAT?

I'M SO FUCKING READY.

I COULD JUST PUNCH A PREGNANT WOMAN IN THE OVARIES.

ENGLISH AND JAPANESE FINAL, I HOPE YOU LIKE THE TASTE OF MY FIST.

COS IT'S GONNA GO RIGHT UP INTO YOUR ASSSSSSSSS.

IT'S GO TIME BBY.

/post

I'm gonna fail the Japanese final for sure LOL

MEEEEEMEEEE

2008 review. This is probably gonna be a mix between my laivjournal and bwogger posts lulz And maybe dA if I can't find anything.

Go to your calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2008. Post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review".

January- "So I might be able to go all four days to AX if I go with Shannon and Kenny."
Ah..I'm such a con nerd.

February- "I'm just prolonging the inevitable."
GOD. WHY AM I SUCH AN EMOFAG?

March- "So life has been a little stressful again."
School sucks ass like totally.

April- "So aside from school, I've been busy preoccupying myself with this season's anime line up! *shot'd*"
Well aren't I a dork? 8'D

May- "My god...right now I just wanna implode and sleep forevers OTL"
Bitchin' homie.

June- "Am I..alive? Partially OTL"
STOP NEGLECTING YOUR BLOGS YOU FAGGOT.

July- "And boy was it tiring OTL it was a blast though."
FUCK YEAH. ANIME EXPO AND COMIC CON \o/

August- "So liek, I wanna cosplay as moar peeps."
WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE THE URGE TO COSPLAY WHEN I HAVE NO MONEY?

September- "Miku Miku Ni Shite Ageru friggin' got #2 on the ranking. What the shit man."
NERD RAGE LOL

October- "HEY RYO AND KL YOU GAIZ NEED TO GET MOAR SELF-ESTEEEEEEEM"
LOL ILU GUYS SO MUCH<333333333

November- "This song is good."
What a Vocafag.

December- "FUCK."
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Wow, well uh..this year was ok? It sucked ass in the beginning cos I was still depressed from shit back in 07 and also stressed out about school. Of course, after AX and CC, it's all goooooooooood. Cons always cheer me up. Post-con depression sux ass though lol

FFFFFFFF

TOUHOU ANIMU GET.

IT'S FAN MADE BUT WHO CARES.

LOL PREVIEW.

Mai Nakahara: Reimu Hakurei

Miyuki Sawashiro: Marisa Kirisame

Ayumi Fujimura: Aya Shameimaru

Mikako Takahashi: Patchouli Knowledge

Rie Tanaka: Sakuya Izayoi

Ayumi Tsuji: Remilia Scarlet

Aki Toyosaki: Suika Ibuki

Kikuko Inoue: Narration

HOW IS THIS FANMADE WITH THIS CAST?

This is for you, Mark

For got to mention, in episode 10, we get some more whacked out censorship LOL Good thing the uncensored versions come out a few days later.

But yeah.







F O E!

derp derp

COMPUTER VOYEUR MEME
✱ Stop what you're doing.
✱ Print screen your current desktop.
✱ If you have Photoshop open, print screen.
✱ If you have a music player open, print screen.
✱ Pick a folder, open it, print screen


Was too lazy to minimize Skype lol Gurren Lagann wallpaper, how am I not surprised?


Had both PS and SAI open. PS- LOL Character sheet in the works? Finally got around to revamping Crow's design. He's still missing that arm though 8'D SAI- WIP from last night. I actually finished it awhile ago lol


If you haven't noticed, I have a different song playing in every screen, I think D':


I should really organize my pics and sort them out into different folders lol Yeah, Vocaloid and some Gurren Lagann, typical. YEAH, I KNOW, I HAVE MIKU/GAKUPO PICS. SHUT UP.

Oh yeah, that SAI WIP. Totally finished it.


Drawn for this lolcontest on Gaia. I HOPE I WIN SOMETHING Q______Q

I just noticed how similar I made her outfit like Rin's or sumvocaloidshit LOL

Q_____Q

SHETZ.

Ga-Rei Zero ep 10 total Q____________Q

Ep 10 finally overlapped with ep 2. The gap's finally been filled with back story and now we're at the present. We're also back to all the action and gore. A couple of holes were filled, like what happened to Nori when him and Kagura split up to find Yomi. Seriously, the whole scene with Nori, Sakuraba, and Yomi was so intense, it was crazy.

I'm a bit angry at Nori cos he didn't do anything but at the same time if I were in his situation, I wouldn't know what to do either. To be honest, I was pretty scared just watching D: Dammit. The ending squence changed up too. Instead of the usual Yomi stops walking and turns around and Kagura catches up and it's all smiles and warm fuzzies, Yomi just walks off screen by herself ;_______; Yomi! You're not alone! I also screamed again at the end of the episode. NEED EP 11 NAO PLZ.

I swear, the only thing I regret about pick up Ga-Rei Zero is that I had to get into it while it's still running in Japan Q______Q Should've waited until it was done so I don't have to put up with all this waiting until the next episode bullshit OTL;;

But I think Ga-Rei is shaping out to be the best animu I've watched for this season. Kannagi, Hyakko, and ToraDora is all good but they're just for shits and giggles, y'know? Cult hits > mainstream lulz

CAPSLOCK

THIS WHOLE QUIZ IS IN CAPS. I COULDN'T STOP LOLING

Tourneyfags

Durr, went to a Brawl tournament yesterday. Mainly went to see an old friend. I was also hoping to see Cute Guy W there too but he didn't go 8'(

The tournament was at Olympian High hosted by the Anime club over there. Jesus christ, when we got there, we were greeted by disgusting weeaboo fangirls and fanboys. It was probably the most annoyingest things next to a convention.

I swear, every time some weeaboo shouted out some cliche anime phrase, I wanted to punch a pregnant woman in the ovaries. SO BAD.

HEY. STUPID WEEABOO FANGIRL. YOU DON'T SAY, "ITAI YO NE" WHEN YOU GET HIT. YOU'RE DOING IT WRONG, YOU DISGUSTING JAPANOPHILE.

They don't even have a Japanese class over at their school so it makes it even worse. =___=

Half of the time I was there, I was raging/disgusted/annoyed. I face-palm'd half of the time and the other half, I face-desked Dx

I showered right after I got home to wash away the sin.

But I still wanna beat up somebody's kids OTL;;

I WISH SHE WAS MY SISTER

I KNOW I SAID NO MORE GA-REI POSTS THIS WEEK BUT..TOO BAD 8(



Sorry, I'm just still ultra depressed over episode 9. MY POOR DEAREST YOMI ONEE-CHAN! ;____________;

Her tears are just so painful to look at. Such a strong young woman who had everything, reduced to nothing. She's such a tragic character, it only makes me love her twice as much. Yes, I have a soft spot for characters like her. Not only that, Yomi's an older sister figure, I love older siblings, they're always so inspiring. I'm just rather torn the older brother/sister figure usually has to..well, die. It's good character development for the main character, but it's always just way too painful to watch..

Honestly, I'm in love with Ga-Rei Zero right now. I swear, Aoki Ei and team have been doing a great job with this. Brillant direction, I always find myself either screaming or crying after every episode. I love how Yomi's pretty much a minor character in the manga who gets killed off around chapter 10 with no real background besides being a close friend to Kagura. Zero really does a good job filling in all the holes and giving Yomi a lot more depth.



Yomi, I love you so much. If I could, I would stay with you forever. I'll wipe away every tear and hold you in my arms. I'll do anything to see that beautiful smile of yours. All I wish is for your happiness, Yomi. And I'll do whatever I can for you to always be happy. I'll never leave your side and we'll be happy together. We'll make those memories last forever. My dearest Yomi onee-chan. I love you so much.

Yeah, I know, I suck ass OTL;;

RAGE

SRSLY. WHAT THE GAY, MAN? I HAET THE ANIME FOR KUROSHITSUJI. JUST WHEN I THOUGHT THE STUPID DOG BOY FILLER WAS OVER(that I totally avoid watching *anime only fillers tend to suck ass*), THEY TOSS IN MORE FILLERS.

And guess who's in the fucking filler?



HOMO FAGGOT GRELL. THAT'S WHO. AAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH. I HATE THIS GUY SO MUCH *scream* And it's not like my hate for Kazuhiro, either. It's more like homobashing because this fucking pansy is too GAY. I HATE HIM. HE CAN CRAWL IN A DITCH AND DIE.

It's one thing for a guy to look feminine, but to act feminine is just crossing the line for me. Just no. I hate ultra girly guys. I want to punch Grell in the face. IN THE FACE.

Dude, I don't want anymore fillers or that faggot appearing again in my Kuroshitsuji anime unless it's something from the manga. The director obviously doesn't know shit about making a good filler episode.

Not only that, animation quality has been sucking ass and dropping throughout the past couple of episodes. Hey A1, I wish you guys can do a better job animating Kuroshitsuji. I wish you guys can put forward the same amount of effort as you guys do with Kannagi.

It always disappoints me when the quality for an anime doesn't live up to the manga's art quality. *stares at a whole bunch of series* *particularly Amatsuki*

So yeah. I hate Grell. I WANT MY SOMA AND AGNI. NOW. INDIAN ARC PLZ. goddamn =__=

HALO THAR LADEES

Oh god.

ROFL that's pretty GROCE~

cooooooold

It's cooooooooold. It's like what? 60 degrees? I don't wanna get out of beeeeddddddd. School sucks when it's cold Dx

Oh hay it's cold now. That must mean it's winterfall! We never get winter nvm OTL;;

Haha oh wow

just.

wow.

goddamn.

geh

in apjap right now. doing packet work. really sucks asscakes. it's so boring. this class gets repetitive. so tedious. i wanna drop it but at the same time i feel obligated to stay. this class takes forever. the last 30mins take forever.

i hate school and all these annoying immature kids. buh. almost done.

almost there.

hurf durf

Meme from the usual fag 8)


A
- Available: I could be your guilty pleasure~
- Age: 17
- Annoyance: The people in a majority of my classes 8(
- Actor: Ikuta Toma teehee

B
- Beer: I don't have a particular favorite
- Birthday/Birthplace: March 27th/Queens, NY
- Best Friend: Don't really have one these days
- Body part on opposite sex: Abs >w>
- Best feeling in the world: Calming down after hours of crying D'8 Y'know it feels good~
- Big words: Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis
- Best weather: Sunny. Maybe 75?
- Been in love: I dunno, you tell me
- Been bitched out?: Honey, I do the bitching
- Been on stage?: Yep
- Believe in yourself?: Depends. Do you believe in me? 8'D;;;
- Believe in life on other planets: I did a mother fucking power point for this in Earth Science. Yeah, sure, why not? 8(
- Believe in miracles: Since you came along! You sexy thang!
- Believe in Magic: Once I figure out how to shoot lasers out of my eyes, sure.
- Believe in God: I don't know anymore, man.
- Believe in Satan: Err..
- Believe in Santa: He's a fatass
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: I put my blanket over my head. If I can't see them, obviously they can't see me 8)
- Believe in Evolution: Buh, I don't care

C
- Car: I can't drive it yet 8(
- Candy: POP ROCKS AND PIXI STIX AHAHAHA Ramune candy is good too p:
- Colour: Purple. For some reason, I've come to really like purple now
- Cried in school: It happens but I hate doing it, makes me feel weak :/
- Chocolate/Vanilla: CHOCOLATE ALL OVER MY TEEEEETH. gross, man ROFL
- Chinese/Mexican: I CAN'T CHOOSE. They're both pretty tasty 8(
- Cake or pie: Cake, mosdef 8)
- Country to visit: I wanna go back to Nipponland *weeaboo*

D
- Day or Night: Day, I'm afraid of the dark lol;;
- Dream vehicle: Lamborghini Reventon or Suzuki Hayabusa GSXR1300. ttly need for speed, amirite? However, I really want a segway too LOL;;
- Danced: Yeah
- In the rain?: But of course!
- Do the splits?: MY LEEEEEGGGGGGSSSSS ;______;

E
- Eggs: Scrambled!
- Eyes: Plain old shit brown 8(
- Everyone has a: ..butt? D: idkmybffjill
- Ever failed a class?: CHEMISTRY. Even though I got one of the highest grades on the final, I STILL FAILED THAT SON OF A BITCH CLASS. TOTALLY FUCKED UP MY GPA. HATED THAT TEACHER /rant

F
- First crush: My downstairs neighbor back in Queens D':
- Full name: Meryl SantosMayo Sandytoes
- First thoughts waking up: "NUCKING FUTS."

G
- Greatest fear: A lot of things..
- Giver or taker: Giver :'(
- Goals: MAKE A HIT ANIMU/MANGO! lol fat chance OTL;;
- Gum: Hmm
- Get along with your parents?: I barely see the two of 'em :/
- Good luck charm: This light blue marble I found d'ohohoho I take it everywhere with me D'8

H
- Hair Colour: Black. But it's kinda brownish cos I stay out in the sun a lot lol
- Height: 5'1" 8((((((
- Happy: I've had better days
- Holiday: New years
- How do you want to die: Young. I don't wanna be old and crusty haha Srsly, like if I ever see a wrinkle, I'll kill myself LOL
- Health freak?: Me? NONSENSE! Of course not haha
- Hate: Everything :(

I
- Ice cream: Rocky road ;)
- Instrument: I'm not a musical person anymore :[

J
- Jewelry: I don't think I own any LOL
- Job: Professional procrastinator. You know those essays I said I was gonna do? Yeah, didn't do 'em LOL

K
- Kids: I want a boy to pretty up and he'll be the most popular guy in school and I can gloat about him to my coworkers HAHA *inner Asian*
- Kick boxing or karate: Kick boxing looks manlier
- Keep a journal?: OH OF COURSE NOT! /sarcasm

L
- Longest car ride: Durr..up to Vegas? 6-8hrs? idklol
- Love: your mom 8(
- Letter: A
- Laughed so hard you cried: Can't remember but I always do D'8
- Love at first sight: Eh..

M
- Milk flavour: I uh..don't really drink milk D'8 Chocolate milk is good though :U
- Movie: 5cm per Second ;___;
- Mooned anyone?: haha oh god no
- Marriage?: I'll uh..get back to you on that
- Motion sickness?: I get sick if I sit in the back of a car, forsrsly

N
- Number of Siblings: 2
- Number of Piercings: 2
- Number of Tattoos: None, but I'd like one
- Number: 13

O
- Overused phrases: "Oh lol"
- One wish: To easily forget things I want to forget D':
- One phobia: Spiders

P
- Place you'd like to live: SoCAL is just fine thankyouverymuch :D
- Perfect Pizza: SUPER FUCKING CHEESY WITH AN ASS LOAD OF PEPPERONIS D'OHOHOHO
- Pepsi/Coke: SPRITE AND MOUNTAIN DUE. FGTS.

Q
- Quail: MAN

R
- Reason to cry: Ga-Rei Zero haha OTL;;
- Reality TV: Real World is fucking retarded
- Radio Station: 9.33 :U
- Roll your tongue in a circle: Yeah, I can. I can also make a clover 8'B

S
- Song: currently playing is: Guilty Pleasure by Becca *note my response for the first one haha*
- Shoe size: 5.5? God I have small feet D:
- Salad dressing: Durr..I don't eat salad D': I like ranch though 8'D
- Sushi: Inari~
- Scent: Your mom on a good day :]
- Slept outside: Camping yo
- Seen a dead body?: Does attending a wake count?
- Smoked? Nah
- Skinny dipped?: Yeah lolol
- Shower Daily?: Of course
- Sing well?: I've been told. I quit singing seriously for personal reasons though.
- In the shower?: Oh of course! I dance too! It's like a mother fucking concert!
- Swear: NEVER! ^^^^^
- Stuffed Animal/toy: I have a lot of plushies. I love them all 8'(
- Single/Group dates: Depends D:
- Strawberries/Blueberries: BERRIES AND CREAAAAMMMMMMM. Strawberries 8)
- Scientists need to invent: Teleporters. Liek forreals, mang.

T
- Time for bed: Whenever I get sleepy
- Thunderstorms: Lightning storms are cooler cos you can see 'em :'B
- TV: I don't have one in my room 8'(
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: Sometimes I wish I could lol

U
- Unpredictable: Only in bed
- Unpredictability: sexing

V
- Vegetable you hate: I hate vegetables in general D:
- Vegetable you love: Noooonnnnnneeeee
- Vacation spot: My room 8)

W
- Weakness: cute girls..cute helpless girls..you just wanna protect them, y'know? OTL
- When you grow up: I WANNA BE FAMOUS. I WANNA BE A STAR. I WANNA BE IN MOVIES. LOL But forreals, I..wanna be a mangaka or an animator *shot'd*
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: I dunno, I think I'm at a whole different level with my friends LOL They'd probably agree haha
- Who makes you laugh the most: I'm not really sure on this one but Seira always amuses me whenever she talks lol Granted, I don't talk to her everyday though so.. D':
- Worst feeling: Depressed? I dunno = D=
- Wanted to be a model?: My body's grossssss LOL
- Where do we go when we die: In my back pockets :)
- Worst weather: RAIN. COLD RAIN. UGH I HATE IT. I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING CAT.

X
- X-Rays: Do x-rays at the dentist count at all? If so, those and when I broke my arm in the 2nd grade by falling off the monkey bars LOL Everybody laughed at me when I fell :( asshats

Y
- Year it is now: 2008
- Yellow: I like that song

Z
- Zoo animal: LIONS AND TIGERS \o/
- Zodiac sign: Aries/Sheep lol

PFFFFFFFT

So I log onto Gaia to check up on that chibi joint auction I'm in. Turns out we got AB'd before the damn auction even started lololol Fucking rich people OTL;;

But yay, an easy 1mil \o/ NOW I GET TO BASK IN PIXELATED RICHES. Well, notrly. 1mil isn't even a lot these days either. lol @ pixel inflation.

We're still gonna have the auction anyway. But this time no AB. I doubt we'll get as much without an AB though D: If we still continue to do the auction I think we should still have an AB but just set it incredibly high instead of having no AB D'8 If no AB is set, we might not have a good HB. And I'm a greedy fat bastard so yeah 8'(((

wait.

Why the hell am I talking about Gaia?

In too deep?

Oh god man, I'm sorry my last couple of entries were just all Ga-Rei baaaawwwage, I swear this'll be my last one for the week OTL;;

I still can't get over episode 9! I had to re-watch it. And I broke down crying twice as much. CRAP MAN. Their bond..is just so beautiful. And Yomi, my dearest Yomi. I just feel so bad for her. Everything was taken away; her ability to talk, walk, fight...she was shunned away by everybody and left with nobody by her side. But Kagura, sweet Kagura, she remained and promised to be by her side forever. These two..I swear, I'm so sad this series has to end in a tragic way. I hate Kazuhiro. He's the very reason why Yomi lost everything. And that bastard gives it all back with the price of betrayal; to betray her former comrades, to betray Kagura. Oh Yomi, I understand how hopeless your situation was. But I wish you could've seen through his trap. I just really wish... *gets choked up* ;______;

I..haven't gotten this emotionally attached to an anime since well, Gurren Lagann. Man, I swear, I was all down almost the whole day at school cos of mawfawking Ga-Rei T__T I think I'm in too deep now OTL;; Is this what you call obsession? Or just a sad and pathetic teenaged girl who has no life? Dx Either way, it's still pretty bad, huh?

I'm such a fucking pussy omg OTL;;

This song reminds me of Yomi.. Dx



What did I do with yesterday
How did I let it fade away
I'm waking up, I'm falling down
Can't catch my breath, I hit the ground

I tried to walk away, but I lost my feet
I tried to say goodbye, but I just can't speak
Can't look you in the eye, and say I'm done

I'm falling down
You're all that I can see
I'm falling down
And I'm empty
I'm falling down
You're all that's left of me
I'm falling down
And I'm empty
God only knows, how far I'll go

nee-san.. ;_________;

FUCK. EPISODE 9. GRAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH. I HATE YOU KAZUHIROOOOOOOOOOOO. TAKING ADVANTAGE OF MY YOMI NEE-SAN LIKE THAT. AND AFTER ALL THAT CUTE FLUFF AND BAAWWAGE. I CANT BELIEVE IT ;__________; I HATE YOU. WHY DO YOU TORMENT ME SO MUCH? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO AND JUST RUIN EVERYTHING? TAKING EVERY SINGLE LAST THING DEAR TO YOMI. OH MY GOD. YOU BASTARD ;_________;

That's it. No more. This marks the end of all the happiness.



Here's to the good old days.

Yomi nee-san, I love you so much.

"Will you kill someone you love because of love?"

*sigh*

rip

Shit.

I'm kinda at a loss for words right now. Seriously, I don't really know what to say. Can't believe I used to talk to her from time to time on Solia. Then I got inactive and when I came back..well..she's gone. Shit, y'know I just feel really bad for pretty much going inactive and not seizing the time to talk to her more. But it's not like I can do anything. It's really sad and I hope for the best for her family and friends.

Sometimes, you kinda just take life for granted, y'know?

Rest in peace, my dear. And see you later, buddy.

haethaethaethaet

AAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH. I STILL CAN'T GET OVER IT. I HATE THIS KID SO MUCH. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. *rips face off*



FUCK YOU KAZUHIRO. FUCK YOU IN YOUR LITTLE SHOTA ASS. OH MY GOD. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

GOD. I JUST WANNA BEAT HIS FACE IN.

GODDAMMIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTT

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I got around to watching episode 8 of Ga-Rei. DAMMIT. DAMMIT. DAMMIT. DAMMIT. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

I hate cliffhangers 8(

A lot.

And I especially hate how Ga-Rei doesn't have any episode previews.

This show makes me so depressed though ;____________________; noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

I mean, I friggin' curled up into a ball on my bed and literally started crying all because of this little fanart.



*screams*

AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHH.

DON'T GO YOMI. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

/wrists

GREAT.

Secret Santa thing, man. Got one of my assignments a few hours ago and I got excited cos I really liked one of her OCs so I drew him right away.



Now I've gotta wait until the 24th to give it to her OMG;;;

DSIOFODSFJAOSOIFSDFKSJFKkkkkkkkkkkksssssssffffffffffffffffffffff

HONEY!

YESSSSSSSSSSSSS. This made my day and more ;w; Just totally made me happy d'ohohoho~





MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!! There should be figmas and nendos of Meiko and ANN/AAA should've had a contest for Meiko instead of Miku. I mean, it IS November and all, Meikos birthday celebration throughout this month, yo 8'( Meiko needs more love.

haha no Gakupo?

T_____________T

LEANNE/TWIZ! I'M GONNA MISS YOOOOUUUUUUUUU 8(((((((((((((((((((((

YOU'RE ALSO THE REASON WHY I DIDN'T GET AROUND TO DRAWING ANYTHING FOR THAT MIKU FIGMA CONTEST! I H8 YOU SO MUCH, YOU LITTLE HOMO. BUT I'M GONNA MISS YOU TWICE AS MUCH T________________________T

Spent my whole weekend drawing furry things for you and I'm still not done with my other giftart yet either 8( It's been years since I've drawn a furry, I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY WITH YOURSELF, FURFAG >>>>>>8( j/k ilu, Twizzlez. Thanks for drawing me a furry Kidd and Slutmon 8'(

I'm so sad you're leaving for Virginia! Art srsly won't be the same! I swear, next to Seira, you were probably the best artist in our class. You totally kick ass and I'm gonna miss admiring your traditional work everyday. You friggin' gifted piece of homo 8'(

Fran: AUGH! WHAT'S THERE IN FRIGGIN' VIRGINIA ANYWAY!?
Monica: Uh, well, DC and Obama, for one.

LOL PSSSSSSSSSSH. CA is where it's at faggottt 8((((((

Better than turkey

D'OHOHOHO

Guess what came in the mail today. And before Thanksgiving too 8DD



Limited edition boxset, baby~



Yeeeeeeeeeeee.

Of course, it came with this bad boy too.



And it emits spiral power too. Of course, it's a lot brighter without flash.



And you can bet your money I got pretty excited over it too 8'( I'm such a dork.

I already pre-ordered part 2 limited edition too 8( Free backpack! *shot'd*

Getting this little fucker too.



Now all I need is an aniki 8(

senioritissenioritissenioritis

I'm not gonna do either of them.

Nope.

Not tonight at least.

I'll do them tomorrow night.

For sure.

LOL

Curse my laziness.

But whatever, I usually turn in half-assed papers the day after anyway and still get a good grade. My teacher loves my writing and likes me as a student too so DURRHURR *lazes around*

Last class, he said I got the highest grade on the essay test(47/50 lolwhut) and said I would do good in an AP English class with my writing. However, I won't get very far with this laziness 8DDD

I have an A- in the class so the lowest my grade can drop down to is a C. I dunno if I'll be too thrilled but at least it's still passing.

Quite funny, really. All my English teachers loved me. I was a good writer and I was quiet. They just hated the fact that I was a lazy faggot LOL

GOD I HATE HOW HE MADE THE DUE DATE THIS WEEK. FRIGGIN' FOUR DAY WEEKEND COMING UP. DURRHURRRRRRRR.

PRO STATUS!

Hey guys. I put the PRO in procrastination 8)

djsifjdsoifjdsoaifsoiafhowedfs

So I have a two-paged essay AND a 3-5 paged research paper due for English class tomorrow at 7:10am.

I totally didn't start ANYTHING on either of them.

Man, I love procrastinating and waiting until the last minute to do big assignments \o/

Granted, I'll probably finish up the essay tonight and turn in that research paper the day after if I see my other friends not doing anything lol

Eh, but I don't know. Depends how driven I am tonight or after my nap =w=; All I wanna do is play my freshly downloaded games on my PSP! OTL

Ah, but whatevs. Just this short 3 day school week, this 4 day weekend, one more regular week, finals week, and then winter break~! Also the end of the first semester D; Speaking of which, I really need to get around to turning in that no class slip before the semester ends. Hopefully there's still enough time to turn it in so that my schedule works out the way I want it to next semester. I don't wanna have a 6th period =w=

I'm rather happy tonight

I got $100 from the father. He's a little cheapskate though since he only sent $500 this time around. And he only sends us money once in a blue moon. But whatever.

Anyways, my brother also gave me $20 to do his homework for him.

I found my PSP too. It's been missing for almost 4 months. I'm quite happy. So happy, I'm on the biggest download spree right now lol

Not only that, I've got nachos. With a delicious cup of warm cheeeeeeesssseeeee.



Yeah, I know, it's pretty disgusting ROFL;; And yes, I'm on LJ =w=;

MY DESK. It's like 50% food, 40% trash, 9% tech, 1% manga. My mom always comes in asking how I'm a girl 8'(

SRY MADRE BUT I'M A LAZY FATASS.

Now excuse me while I go back to being a jealous internet fatty blogging on LJ like a 16 year old girl.

WHEN I GROW UP

Durrhurr, so the mother asked, "What do you wanna do for your birthday?"

I was like, "Oh shit."

I'm gonna be 18 in like 4 months. What the crap D: But yeah, she said we could go visit NY for my birthday since it'd be spring break around that time \o/

Pretty cool. I haven't been to NY in like 12 years so LOLOL Plus, I get to visit people and see the relatives. They'd probably be all, "Whoa, Meryl! You're so small!" OTL;;; I'm fun size, bitches 8(((

I'm glad most interweb people I know and plan to visit live in Queens too 8'B

I know I could've gotten my permit when I was 16, but mother and I decided to wait till I'm 18 for my license since it's not too far away now =w=; But yeeeeaaaah, can't wait to finally drive eitherrrrr. I don't have to friggin' worry about finding rides to cons anymore OTL;;

And I can legally buy porn \o/

btw, on a completely different note, should I cut my nails?



Granted, these little fuckers won't even fit in the damn clippers LOLOL

I also realized how disgusting and ugly my hands are OTL

D'OHOHOHO~

Yeah! New DECO*27 song!



Miku sounds so cute in this! I awww'd :'B

Loli Miku! D'OHOHOHOHO.

One of the many reasons why _______

I cry at night.



FFFFFFFFFFFFFF

...

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

This still never fails me whenever I feel like I wanna get mad at something.

GACKPO. WHY AREN'T YOU A GIRL!?

YOU SHOULD'VE BEEN.

GAKUKO IS SO FUCKING MOE. THAT TSUNDERE FACE OF HERS.

OMG IT MAKES ME MAAAAAADDDDD. Fucking Gackt 8( YOU RUIN EVERYTHING.

IF GACKPOID WAS A GIRL. SHE'D PROBABLY BE MY FAVORITE FEMALE VOCALOID.

BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. FUCKING GACKT HAS TO RUIN EVERYTHING. UGH.

/capslock

Now excuse me while I stock up on what little Gakuko fanart I can find and later /wrist and cry myself to sleep 8'(


EGGPLANTS.