This is my winter break

So far my winter break consists of useless internet things. Useless things like drawing, forums, Gaia, Solia, and DeviantArt. Very boring but whatevs.

At least I've been drawing a lot more lately so now I'm a bit more active on dA and what nots. Usually I'm like a ghost there orz;; Can't spend too much time on dA though. I might get AIDS 8( Srslytho, dA pisses me off sometimes. Too much stupid drama and what not, it's like the pit of retards on the internet. But then Gaia wins that title haha

But yeah, I think I've been spending too much time browsing through dA >_>; And because of that, it only makes me more ticked off at how weeaboo the community is there. I mean, it's so weeaboo that all you have to do is draw nice mainstream fanart of Bleach, Naruto, KH, etc to get popular. I swear, it pissed me off a little that one time when I saw this ugly KH2 fan comic on the top favs one day. It was like, "WOW. Seriously? Why?"

And then I find a couple of amazing artists like Darkmyth who go unknown. And so I wonder, "How come these people aren't famous on dA? Their art totally kicks ass." But then again, they don't draw fanart or anime or Asian things. And with that, I totally agree with John on why dA sucks and is just filled with Japanophiles. I also don't blame him for quitting either. I would probably quit dA too if I spent hours on a realistic piece with little to no feedback while some ugly Naruto fanart gets all the fame. "Sorry I don't draw super huge kawaii desu eyes like everybody else" LOL Hell, even Ryo says it's bit unfair that her little APH 4koma got so many favs and comments while there's other artwork out there that's hella good.

That's why I like other art sites like Concept Art. Most people on there actually hate stuff like anime and rate down your gallery LOL However, everybody's crazy godly on that site so I'm intimidated to post some of my semi-realism stuff haha I aspire to be that great one day though c: I just need to keep practicing..

Also, had a lulzy convo just awhile ago with Mae-fag on MSN.

[Homofabulous] Jin says: guess which artist on da i am!
Mae says: o:
Mae says: lolk
[Homofabulous] Jin says: all i ever really draw is anime fanart. my style usually stays the same and when i draw a few pics in realism, even the faces always look the same. my anatomy sucks too. who am i?
Mae says: hmm
Mae says: i know you're probably talking about yourself, since you're a narcissist
[Homofabulous] Jin says: LOL HEY
Mae says: i mean, cos you always talk shit about yourself, weirdo
[Homofabulous] Jin says: orz;;
[Homofabulous] Jin says: you know me too well
Mae says: but then i'd also like to say ramy
Mae says: lol
[Homofabulous] Jin says: ROFL
[Homofabulous] Jin says: OMG
[Homofabulous] Jin says: YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH LOLOLOL
Mae says: SO IT'S RAMY?
[Homofabulous] Jin says: NO
[Homofabulous] Jin says: it's me 8'(
Mae says: oh
Mae says: cuz i was about to say
Mae says: "man i'm glad i'm not the only one who thinks ramy's art always looks the same"
Mae says: ahahaha
[Homofabulous] Jin says: LOL
[Homofabulous] Jin says: you're such a whore sometimes
Mae says: i try

Speaking of Ramy, whatever happened to him?(I was about to say, "Speaking of bland art" but that's a bitch move cos mine's pretty bland too haha) LOL;; I swear, his popularity skyrocketted to an all time high when that drama crap between him and Jfak started. Now he's like..non-existant D: Last time I saw him was at AX. He had a high-pitched voice >o> But I bet he made some serious bank last year at AX. His friggin' table was packed o_<

But aside from dA crap, I've had the strangest urge to play RO again! BUT I DON'T WANNA DOWNLOAD IT AND PATCH IT UP ALL OVER AGAIN COS THAT TAKES FOREVERRRRR OTL

That and..I don't know which server to play on anymore 8'(

I'm a bit sad my accounts on SunriseRO got wiped. I had a buttload of ghostring cards, zeny and other stuff. I HATE HUNTING FOR THOSE BITCHES UUUGGGGGHHHHH. Takes forever orz My sinX, gunslinger and baby alchemist were pretty friggin' amazing too 8((((((

SIGH.

Looks like I have to start over. But at least on Sunrise, the rates are 1bil ROFL

SUPER HIGH RATE SERVERS FTW