Friday, February 27, 2009

Q_________Q



Wow, I don't think I've ever cried this much to a silly tegaki MAD thing before Q__Q I really cried through most of it LOL I partially blame the song but taking account on what has happened with history and Hetalia's take on it...it's just pretty sad all together orz

Srsly, this makes me love the angsty side to Hetalia so much! Real strips and comics are mostly just shits and giggles but I love how you can also take the sad part of history too orz

CHINA!!!! JAPAN!!! Q_______Q I feel sorry for China! He raised Japan like a child and then Japan had his other motives and practically backstabs him orz

Also Russia and Belarus! I'm so glad this one had them together QuQ I baaww'd so much. Everybody left Russia when the Soviet Union collapsed but Belarus came back Q___Q yeee, it makes her bother complex look cuter, imo D; fffff goddammit, Russia, GET MARRIED TO BELARUS NAOPLZ 8((((

Austria/Hungary and Chibitalia too baaaaawwwwwwww

love this thing so much orz

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUP

This is for Kolya/Azriel and Dio orz

Okay, I just really want to beat Faust's face in.

So there's thread in the Help Desk asking for some help with BBcoding and Faust goes in all butthurt and totally off-topic practically all like, "BAAAAWWWW WHERE'S MY WHITE HAIR!? I'M NOT COMPLAINING OR ANYTHING BUT WHERE IS IT!? TT________TT"

Oh wait, I forgot his stupid way of posting, lemme rephrase that:

"BAAAWWWWW...WHERE'S...MY...WHITE HAIR...!? ...I'M NOT...COMPLAINING...OR ANYTHING...BUT...WHERE IS IT...!? ...TT__________TT"

No joke, he fucking posts like he's some kind of emo kid or just horribly retarded.

Anyway

Azriel posts and pretty much tells him to STFU and that if he keeps complaining, he'll never get his fucking white colored hair. Then he replies going all WTF. Then I tell him that we're all busy to get around to it as we promised n' shit. And pretty much he goes all dickhead saying:

"Not to be rude, but if you call that busy, then I feel sorry if you had to be in my shoes...

Starters, I'm in the Unites States Marine Corps, that alone breaks many people, also, I go to college a night, fun times, and I still manage Marine Net, a website a Lieutenant Colonel and I run alone, adding and adjusting multiple layers of code daily, when over 70% of active duty Marines use it daily, and I still manage to post here and about 3 other avi sites on a daily basis, I'm guessing because I'm highly trained in most computer fields and I've learned to deal with the stress, so yea, please never say such things like that again, thank you."

OHOHOHO, PULLING OUT HIS MARINE CORPS SHIT AGAIN?

Okay, for one thing, he even said it himself,
"I'm in the Unites States Marine Corps, that alone breaks many people"

So even after you said that, you can't understand that LOL NOT ALL PEOPLE CAN HANDLE STRESS LIKE YOU? What the hell?

Sure, you probably have more to juggle on your hands that matter more than we do, so we don't have any right to be butthurt. But hey, this isn't entirely the point. The point is that YOU JUST HAVE TO FUCKING SHUT THE FUCK UP, WAIT, AND STOP COMPLAINING.

Not to mention, at least in the Marine Corps, he's working with other people WHO FUCKING KNOW WHAT THEY'RE DOING. Sadly, we don't have this kind of luxury 8(

Seriously, we don't get paid enough to deal with this kind of utter bullshit.

Oh, and also taking note of HIS COMMA ABUSE ROFL

I raged at his reply and fucking lol'd so hard at the same time. Seriously, the only periods he's got in his fucking reply are at the end of his first sentence and the end of that shit brick of text.

FIFTEEN COMMAS IN ONE SENTENCE!


Am I the only one who thinks that's ridiculous? He's probably using commas to substitute his ellipsis abuse rofl

I hate this guy even more now. Goddamn.

Oh but more importantly, why is somebody in the Marine Corps wasting their time on avatar sites? What a fag.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Baawwwww

I'm so torn again! Q_______Q Also so poor! BUT WHATEVER.

So my friend wants me to do some Hetalia cosplay with her. First she suggests Seychelles and now she's all like, "HOLY CRAP, I JUST REALIZED YOU COULD DO HONG KONG TOO!"

GODDAMMIT. RECOMMENDING ANOTHER COUNTRY I LIKE? WHAT A FGT.

Seychelles and Hong Kong are so cute. I'm just sooooo torn orz

Seychelles is just auuuuuuuuuuuugh, oozing with cute. Pros and cons with cosplaying her:

+ My hair is about the same length
+ I could put my tan to good use
+ Loli status
+ Easy shit
+ Big fish
- Dresssssss
- My legsssssss
- My faceeeeeee(too boyish looking I think)
- FRANCE NII-SAN rofl

For HK:
+ Boy
+ Could just easily be shota!HK since half of the time he's depicted as kinda young looking
+ ASIAAAAAAAAAAAA
+ UK
+ TAIWAAAAAAAAN
- My taaaaaan
- fgt not chinky enough
- TAIWAAAAAAAAN
- AHHHHHHHHH

lol put Taiwan twice cos pfffffft, I think HK looks cute paired up with Taiwan. But then that means I need to find somebody to cosplay as her in the first place 8(((((

idk man, I feel about even with the two of them. HALP orz

Drowning myself in fanart for an hour to try to persuade myself to do one character over another didn't really help at all either /wrist




pffffft idk

Grandpa China would be fun to mess with though. Oh, poor China. Here's to the good old days with your kids before they started bitchin' 8'(

Sunday, February 22, 2009

my everythingggg

Holy crap, I haven't had a Skype conference in monthsssss.

Last night practically everybody was on the staff chan and then I was being a faggot and was like, "LOL HAY GUISE, LET'S MOVE THIS BITCHIN' THING TO SKYPE.
"

So Kolya, Starshock, Dio, Kai, and Istel jumped online and it was a sexy party.

Mostly filled with tacos and Dio was the only sausage, totally pimpin'.

But oh goddddddd. In the end, it was just Kolya, Star, and I. It was ridiculous cos it was a friggin' 12 and a half hour conference call in the end LOL

I don't even know what we were talking about. At first is was Piifag rage, then we went to Hetalia stuff, then racist jokes, school, then lulzy dA drama, Gaiafags, PeePeeTownfags, more rage, our childhood, art shit, then sex....madness...all of this in a 12hr period orz But y'know, you've got a lot to talk about when it's the first time actually talking to each other lulz

Kolya and I knocked out dead at around 7am since we're in the same timezone but then Star's like lol east coast so it was practically 10am over there pffffff

However, 12hrs still doesn't top my 72hr conference with Vivian and Billy. Ah, good times D;

Practically left Skype going no matter what lol It was like we were living with each otherrrr~

But I also have to take note, Star's voice is fucking cute orz Especially her laughhhhhh~ It makes me go :B whenever she talked rofl *weirdo* *freak* But it's not like her voice is like loli cute it's just...cute lol Especially for her age aaaahhhhh orz

Oh god I'm so weird. But I love Skyping with friends I've never Skyped with before :B I love hearing their voices for the first time~ It's like.."LOL I CAN'T TELL U GAIZ APARTTTTTTTT" fun stuff.

HAY EVERYBODY GET SKAIP PLZ.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Not all bad

Last week a majority of my teachers showed the grades that were going to be submitted for the progress report. All except art class, I got a D or D- in. I was about ready to kill myself.

But then when I actually got the damn thing yesterday, it was like LOL SURPRISE!

English: C
APJAP: B-
Art: B
Math: D
Gov: D-

Originally, English and APJAP were low D's but I guess my teachers were kind enough to give me a better grade? Q___Q

Although, I guess this isn't much of a surprise. My English teacher says I'm his top writer in the class and always scoring perfects on papers n' shit. Japanese, sensei's really nice too so.. o.......rz

I suppose this is a good thing, but it's probably a message from my teachers that I really need to turn shit in Dx

But fuck, I really need to pass Gov D:

I guess this isn't all that bad..at least I got a 2.5 GPA this time around instead of a 1. something e___e

Friday, February 20, 2009

We did it

We actually did it. Kolya and I actually posted our butthurt straight up on the staff forum just now.

Now all we have to do is sit and wait for a response.

I really hope that faggot doesn't ignore it.

No, she can't ignore it because I posted.

It sounds completely stuck up, but she probably knows for a fact that I'm the one that does a majority of the work. And without me, this site probably never would've come to be.

I don't care what kind of response she gives just as long as we get one.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

I gave in

Yeah, surprisingly, for once, I gave into my own desires and temptations. Which is very rare of me to do so because I usually have more than enough self-control for these kinds of things.

Yes, I went and snagged me a Kaito Nendo orzorzorz AHhhhhhhhhh I can't believe I just did that Q______Q When I could've spent it on cosplay or MAYBE SAVE UP FOR THAT PLANE TICKET AND HOTEL CRAP FOR FANIME. AUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHH.

But it's okay. When Nii-san arrives at my door, I can take out my frustration on him whenever I please QuQ Because Kaito is everybody's bitch orz

...Ahh, I wonder what this blog is turning into LOL Random outbursts of fangirlism and rage? Yeah, I suppose so. I mainly keep art related shit on dA and then more personal crap on LJ. Heeeee, you people see me at my worst here. It's so embarassing D;

Oh, but I feel so sorry for you children who are stuck reading my crap here LOL especially with all the recent rage >_> oh god /wrist

Anyways, back to the topic of Vocaloid related stuffs, this song really calms me. But at the same time kinda depresses me too LOL But Panda's cover sounds so pretty in Chinese *___*

D'OHOHOHO

I'm a bit slow when it comes to announcements for cons lulz

But yeah, LOLWHUT MORNING MUSUME AT ANIME EXPO THIS YEAR?

AHAHAHAHA

I'm not totally into them as much as I used to be back when I was like 13 but hell, now I've gotta go for bragging rights 8U

I've got a handful of Momusu fans who can't go so I'll glady be a dick and rub it in *asshole* *douchebag* *fag*

This year is gonna be fuuuunnnnnn.

Mainstream

So at the gathering I was like, "lol Gurren Wagann isn't really mainstream."

And this other chick was like, "Pssh, yeah it is, it's on American TV."

And so I replied with, "It isn't mainstream unless people dance to it."

AMIRITE? >________>

I only consider something mainstream if it's on Cartoon Network/Adult Swim or prime time. Also Shounen Jump status 8| You could also go up to any weeaboo and asked if they've heard of it. When I get people asking me, "So who are you cosplaying as?" then it doesn't strike me as mainstream. You can grab a Naruto or Inuyasha cosplayer and know what anime they're some because they're mainstream.

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Friday, February 13, 2009

HAPPY MUSHY GOOGOOFACE DAY

So if it isn't raining tomorrow, Shannon's going to drag me along with her to Balboa Park for a small cosplay gathering thing. I'm only going for the food cos I'm a fat ass 8) Caaaaaaakeeeeee~

Also, I think I might be going as Konata and if I do, I'm gonna make Shannon go as CC so I won't be the only fag in a school uniform type thing with ridiculously colored hair rofl

WE'LL BE HOMO LESBIAN SCHOOL GIRL LOVERS FOR VDAY YAAAAAAY.

baawww, if only I had a Kagamin to take some cute pictures with Q___Q

/wrist

Excuse me?

17th made some heart shaped balloons for the V-day event. Piifag posted this as a reply.

"It's cute! :D
We should make a rare pink Lolita dress."

Excuse me?

By WE you mean the pixel team, right? Last I checked, you couldn't pixel shit. Unless I'm mistaken. But if you want a fucking rare pink loli dress, you fucking make it yourself. Otherwise don't fucking use WE and lump yourself in with us when you can't do shit.

Don't go fucking suggesting items to be made the fucking day before. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. CAN'T YOU GET IT THROUGH YOUR FUCKING THICK SKULL? A DAY ISN'T EVEN ENOUGH TIME TO MAKE YOUR SHITTY ASS DRESS ALONG WITH THE BAJILLION OTHER ITEMS YOU WANT FOR THIS GODDAMN EVENT. JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP.

And then she goes pretty much says not to worry cos we can easily release more items throughout the course of the event. Oh, I guess that sounds nice. But you know what, Pii? That just shows how sloppy and how much fail your shitty organizing and planning is. Don't give me that fucking "^_____^ IT'S OKAY GUISE, I'VE GOT A BRILLIANT IDEA" bullshit because so far, all of your ideas suck ass and aren't thoroughly thought out.

And I can tell you one thing, I'm pretty much done making items for this shit event after today. I'm gonna be busy tomorrow and I refuse to work on any more items during the event. PLAN AHEAD NEXT TIME, OKAY?

Seriously, I wish she could get some common sense. We're already in a damn time crunch, be fucking realistic please. Sure, it was only a suggestion, but we're all already at the edge with her bullshit.

Things that need to be addressed

Gotta put this lulzy letter here for reference later today. GOTTA FUCKING BRING THIS SHIT UP WITH OUR TWICE AS SHITTY ADMIN. I'm practically on the edge with this girl now.
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Dear, Pii Chan.

For awhile now, the rest of the staff and I have been discussing the future of PiiTown. We feel that these concerns are very important to the structure and order for our site's future. We all want PiiTown to prosper from the fruits of our labor. However, we believe that this cannot be achieved with the way things are right now.

The most important thing this staff lacks is communication with our head admin. I understand that you cannot make yourself available all the time, but this is necessary. We have been trying many ways of contacting you but we still have yet to find an efficient way. As head admin and our boss, you must make yourself available at all times outside of the forum, ie in instant messaging programs, chatrooms, or even by phone. Having close contact with the whole staff off of the forum is a must. This ensures that everybody won't feel out of the loop and can ask you a question or suggest things to you at any time. We could easily do this on the forum, however the fastest way to sort things out is when we are all communicating one on one, at the same time.

What we have also noticed is a lack of organization skills. Events should have been planned way before this site was even up and running. Planning should not be done haphazardly a week before the actual event is slated to start. A week may seem more than enough time for you, since all you're doing is demanding what should be done, but it's a ridiculously small amount of times for those doing the actual work. Please keep in mind that, like you, the rest of the staff has more than enough to chew from with real life issues. Shoving tasks down our throats in such a short time is a real killer, we need time to breathe and take it all in.

With this being said, I suggest that you plan on thinking of concepts NOW for the rest of the events this year and even for future years. Organization is a must. Planning ahead is a must.
We need at least a month before the event to plan things out, discuss what items to be made, think about what kind of event it should be, etc.

Another issue a few of us are concerned about is our pay. While the amount we get paid every month will go up with the amount of donations we get, some of us feel that what we're getting isn't enough for the amount of work we put in. For those of us on the CG team (Kolya, Starshock, and I) we can easily earn at least $25-30+ for one picture if we do commissions. While we don't mind the pay and enjoy working for this site, we're a bit bothered about how much work we put into creating things for PiiTown but get paid a lot less than we would normally. Pay isn't a big concern, however, we think that things should be discussed if you're serious about paying us.

The least we ask from you is to organize, plan, and communicate. Admins on many other sites do more than just these things, some do coding or do actual pixel work. If you cannot meet our small standards for head admin/owner we ask that you please pass the responsibility to somebody who is more qualified and can help us out in more areas than one. We believe that you should still be acknowledged as the site's founder since this is essentially your site, you may tell us any ideas and concepts you have in mind for PiiTown and we'll do our best to emulate your ideas. In short, the burden and responsibilities of being head admin will be passed on to one of us and we can handle all the planning and organizing from there.
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pffffffff this is me trying to be civilized orz

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Double Lariat



The radius of 85cm is distance that my hand can only reach
I'll fling my hands around now, so please stand back

I was happy spinning around
And I wanted to keep this
The more I kept spinning, I forgot how to stop

Friends around me can spin better than me
I muttered "Can't do it," and pretended to give up

The radius of 250cm is distance that my hand can reach
I'll spin around now, so please stand back

I was happy even if spinning around was getting me nowhere
And I wanted to keep this
I believed that it was rewarding spinning around without a cause

Friends around me can spin around higher than me
So, I was pretending to sulk because my neck becomes painful if I look up from below

The radius of 5200cm is distance that my hand can reach
I'll fly around now, so please stand back

How about this? If my younger self saw me now, would I praise myself?
But I'm dizzy and my body axis is swinging

The street that is inclined at 23.4 degrees
has been dyed to a color that I haven't seen before in my memories

The radius of 6300km is distance that my hand can reach
I think that I can do it now, so please stand back

The radius of 85cm is distance that my hand can only reach
Someday, when I'm tired from spinning round, please be beside me

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

...

Ugh, I really don't know what to do with myself anymore. Right now my head just hurts.

Lately it's just been the same old crap, day in and day out.

I think I've been overworking myself a bit.

I just feel totally burned out now.

I can't put up with this kind of shit anymore.

For once can I just have a break? Maybe a reset or delete all button for life right now?

I don't know what to do. I don't even know what's going on. So many things going on at once, I just feel so overwhelmed.

I'm tired, I don't want to do this anymore. With each passing second, the more my head hurts.

It's rather frustrating.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

HELLO I AM NOT FILIPINO

haha oh wow. I like how some of the comments on my Juan pic on dA are all like, "Wait..you're Filipino?" ROFL

I dunno, I'd understand if you've just stumbled on my page recently, but to some of my older watchers, HEY I POSTED A FEW PICS OF MYSELF BEFORE ON DA. DON'T I LOOK LIKE A FLIP? LOL

Well, OBVIOUSLY NOT. haha.

But then I kinda have to wonder, what the hell do I look like then? xD

Well, obviously, ANYTHING BUT Filipino. rofl.

oh no! IT'S AN ETHNICITY IDENTITY CRISIS OTLOTLOTL

Monday, February 9, 2009

SUP PI

KAMUSTA NA PO. MY NAME IS JUAN DE LA CRUZ. HOW ARE YOU?



HI JUAN, I'M FINE, THANK YOU FOR ASKING.

Yeah, the other day my friend brought up the topic of the PHILIPPINES and HETALIA. Honestly, the thought of a Filipino character in APH makes me wanna barf orz

It also makes me rage too. I hate how..a majority of Filipinos are so..nationalistic. They're so prideful in anything that's closely Filipino related, it's so goddamn annoying.

Like how in that one Skittlez commercial with the Thai and Filipino guy yelling at each other. Honestly, I think it kinda portrayed Filipinos in a bad light, ie irrational, impulsive, and violent. Yet comments on Youtube are all like, "FUCK YEAH! FILIPINO PRIDE!" >____> Jesus christ people, get a clue.

So yeah, if there was a Flip in APH, I'd /wrist because of all the, "YEEEEAAAAAH! FILIPINO PRIDE!!!" that's bound to happen omg But at least it's not like they'll protest like Korea >AAAAAAA>

Also, if a Filipino character is actually made in the future, I hope he's:

1) Stupid. Kinda like Italy stupid but on a different level. Not airheaded, but I guess just more naive and childish? Kinda like Soma but more extreme. He asked for independence from America and now he doesn't know wtf to do.
2) Annoying. Should go along with being stupid.
3) Loud. Should be a given to the above as well. But this is essential for Filipinos in general. Like every other Filipino, he should yell to the person he's talking to even though they're only two inches away from him.
4) Rude/obnoxious. Well, this should be a given with being loud. Just be Mr. Cocky and I'm better than you, Gloats at nothing, etc etc.
5) Smiles for no reason.
6) Points with his lips.
7) Gets bullied by Spain.
8) Idolizes America.
9) Is the whore of Asia. Hey, PI got screwed over by Spain for the longest time, got chewed out by Japan, and pretty much screwed again after America left LOL And since Flips are viewed as sluts in Japanland, LOLWHYNOT?
10) He's called Tito Boy and has abajillion family members.
11) Chinelas. Need I say more?
12) Oh and plastic floor runners.

I can go on and on with Filipino stereotypes, but I think you get the point LOL

I was gonna make him an ugly Flip too but since APH is filled with bishounen and cute girls, I tried my best to make him look like a stereotypical "good-looking" Flip. Ayup. But then he just turned out to look like a majority of the Filipino guys at my school LOL I was gonna give him slicked back hair like Yusuke's from YYH, but that's just kinda gross orz Also, I can't draw barongs LOL *lazy*

Sunday, February 8, 2009

oh lol

So my last solo auction on Gaia that started Saturday just got AB'd LOL

I'm just surprised somebody's willing to blow off 25mil on my crap. Pffffff, I should've put a higher AB like a D-tail or something. Cos the person who AB'd me seemed like she was willing to do anything to get my art. I mean, HB was at 5mil today. Could've at least waited until next week when it was closer to the end date to AB the damn thing lol But whatever, I'm not complaining.

I just...don't know what to do with all of it now LOL I was never expecting to get AB'd and DURRHURRHURRWHUT. She offered 20mil pure plus a Dec 2003 letter. Should I be a whore and just buy sum espensives items to just let them rot in my inventory while inflation works its magic? Or be a fag and artwhore? Ahhhh, decisions, decisions.

Fuck, if I knew I'd get this rich off a solo auction, I would've done more of them in the past rofl Group auctions are fun though ;|

Hope



Is it me or is Neko's singing in this one isn't as annoying as it is in most of his covers? ROFL

Also, WHOA. NO ENGLISH SINGING IN THIS ONE EITHER? I lol at his screamo though.

But this is one of his better covers. Whenever he sings in English, it's kinda annoying sometimes and sounds totally ELLEGARDEN status lololol

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Taking it old school

Hey, am I the only one who used to listen to SPEED? rofl

I was searching the Luka tag on Nico just awhile ago and I stumbled on this silly cover of White Love.



Totally nostalgic, amirite? LOL I used to be such a SPEED fan when I was a silly middle school kid durrhurr

They should've tossed in Rin and Meiko so there'd be four of them like the original group ;DDdd AND THEY'D BE CALLED VOCASPEED *lame* *lame* *shot'd*

Ahh, looks like I'll be spending the rest of my night listening to some old school jpop hahaha *loser*

Thanks Vocaloid for helping me rediscover my younger years 8'Dd

RAGE

I don't blog here as much as I used to anymore orz

Been on LJ more nowadays. However, even then, I haven't gotten around to posting any blogs for the past couple of days.

But UGH. Since Saturday or something, I've been raging with the rest of the art team(minus Istel and Zumi) about how retarded our "boss" is =___= I think I already explained this on LJ but yeah. Jesus christ on a fucking bike, she's so...irritating sometimes Dx

I dunno, I've been tolerating her for as long as I could and just sat there and lol'd at Kolya's reasonable rage but just this morning...wow.

So she wants a Valentine's Day event, okay, fine, I can deal with that. She wants event items and special art promo? Okay, we can do that. By when? The mother fucking 8th. THREE DAYS FROM NOW.

Sure, IT COULD BE DONE. It could be done if we KNEW WHAT WE WERE FUCKING DOING FIRST. But we don't. We don't have a clue what kinds of items to make. Therefore we don't know what to do and we can't do any promo art until we figure out what's good. Also, she doesn't even know what kind of event to make it. Post enough times for the items? A scavenger hunt? Fucking what? She brought up the idea of the event a couple of times but nothing set in stone. NOTHING. She doesn't have a clue. Seriously, her stupidity and lack of organization skills sucks. She doesn't know how to plan accordingly and she only announces things last minute. LAST FUCKING MINUTE.

She has it fucking easy, all she has to do is ORDER US AROUND BUT SHE STILL SUCKS AT THAT TOO. Wooooow. She really..really doesn't know how to organize things. I really wish she planned out everything, and I mean everything, for this entire year. MAKE A FUCKING PLAN FOR THE WHOLE YEAR, WHAT YOU WANT, WHAT YOU EXPECT, AND WE'LL TELL YOU WHAT WE CAN OR CAN'T DO.

But seriously, if she does that, things would probably run more smoothly because we know what she wants and when she wants it. If there's a fucking event, don't tell us last minute what you want. We're not fucking machines and we have lives and other things to do. We don't stay at home 24/7 and draw all the time. We just don't. Some of us have school, are college bound, and have jobs. Please be fucking realistic about this. PLEASE. Set things into stone a week or two before anything. It takes awhile to get things done even if we have a lot of people on the team. I still have to oversee what they're doing and edit anything that they do so that they look more uniform to my style.

It's a lengthy process that could still be done in a short amount of time but poor organization and rushed work will surely prove itself in the end. Not only that, how do you expect us to operate when we all don't communicate often? It's ridiculous. As a fucking admin and owner of this site, you need to make yourself fucking available at all times for everybody. Not just for the staff, but for the userbase as well. If you can't get online often, please at least get somebody else to oversee things. And I'm not talking about your equally useless sister as admin, please no. SOMEBODY THAT CAN ACTUALLY DO THINGS RIGHT. SOMEBODY THAT KNOWS WHAT THEY'RE DOING. SOMEBODY THAT KNOWS HOW TO MANAGE TIME. If you can't live up to these standards, please just step down and let the rest of the team handle everything.

We're not out to get your power. We honestly want this site to work out. But we can't if you're being too difficult. Have a bit more responsibility with your site and your team. *sighs*