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omg I hate this anime season for having so many awesome series T__T Not only is it killing my poor little GBs in my comp, but also left me with wanting so many characters to cosplay as. And I would really like to do all of them for AX09 but we all know that's impossible OTL Usually I only limit myself to 3 characters a year but now I almost have like 10-ish on my list? Damn this hobby but I love it so much OTLOTLOTL

It also saddens me that most of the characters I wanna cosplay as are cool looking guys. I could easily put on make up to make my face more manlier but my body is so..TINY T__________T It makes me so sad Dx


After giving in and reading the raws for Kuroshitsuji, I really wanna cosplay as Soma now too. He's got a tan so I wouldn't have to worry about bleaching my damn skin like I have to do with a majority of the other characters I plan on cosplaying as like Ciel. I really wish I don't have to tan so easily OTL But at least it works with Soma 8'D;; The only thing that sucks is that well..I'm too small. I don't really look like a 17 year old prince like Soma, more like a 12/13 year old boy like Ciel lol Maybe if I put on a bit more weight I could pull off Soma better. I'm just way too scrawny at this point. Soma's also a lot taller than Ciel too :/ But at least he's shorter than some of the other characters. And at least most of the time he looks childish =w=



I'd do this outfit for Soma or a similar one since it covers the whole body so it doesn't make me look as scrawny..but...



His outfit is a lot more interesting in this one xD;; But it's an open shirt outfit so that means I have to do crunches again. I have to do them even more because I don't have any bandages over 'em like I did with Simon OTL And since it's an open shirt, LOOKS LIKE I'M SHOWING OFF MY DELICIOUS CHEST AGAIN ROFL I also need to work on my arms for it too DDDx And not only do I wanna do Soma's outfit in this scan, but also Ciel's LOL


I should..get my brother to cosplay as Agni LOLOL He's taller than me anyways so it all works out >o> Only complaint my brother would probably have is that he'd have to show some forehead xD;;

So if I do cosplay as Soma, at least I have somebody in mind to be my servant, Agni. I still don't know who could be my Sebastian if I do Ciel :((( I wonder if Shingen wouldn't mind? He's pretty after all LOL But then again, he'd probably wanna cosplay as Ciel more OTL

Aside from cosplay, I really want these among many other things too