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Aw murr! I-it's almost May! Q__Q

That means Fanime is just around the corner 8'| And I've only talked to my mom about it once orz

She said it was alright for me to go but the only problem is transportation. I don't know if she's willing to pay for my plane ticket to NorCal on top of my share for the hotel. She suggested she'd try and get her boyfriend to drive me up there too but 1hr flight always beats a 7hr car drive 8'| Plus, I barely talk to the guy. Totally awkward.

But fffffffff I hope I can go. I need to remember to bring it up with her before May at least. Need to get everything finalized n' shits. I already bought my badge ticket thing too D;

But the next problem would be which cosplays I should take with me D8

If my wig gets here in time, I'll probably go as Ciel. Even though it's a bit awkward since I don't have a Sebastian orz;;

If I can finish my costume in time and hope the wig arrive on time too, I'm debating on either going as Taito or Len for Vocaloid. I was always known for Len but I wanna give Taito a shot since we all know how much I love bandages and yandere 8'D;;

I'll also hopefully be cosplaying as Oz from Pandora Hearts too p: That is..if I can finish it LOL I still need to invest in a new wig for him and my Len cosplay since their hair is similar but the wig I have right now isn't going to cut it in the future 8'| *OCD*

And of course, I'll definitely be Simon again. I don't think I'll retire from him any time soon unless I get tired of constantly having to buy sports tape to tape down my chest ahaha;;; I also need to find my Boota plush! He suddenly disappeared and I totally flipped my room upside down and inside out but to no avail! If I don't find him by Fanime, I'll probably just have to dip out more cash and buy a new one for AX and future cons ~__~

This hobby...is expensive. Cons and cosplay. And all I ever really do is just hang out orz I should try getting a table next year at the artist alley. Could really help trying to break even with my con life orz

Ahh but Fanime's gonna be weird if I go 8'| I don't have any of my cosplay partners to accompany me unless I can dish out the money on their part too ~__~ PLANE TICKETS NEED TO BE CHEAPER.

And the friend that I'd be rooming with will be working at the maid cafe there the whole time so I'd be extra lonely :<

A-anybody going to Fanime? I need somebody to follow around Q_______Q /sobcrylonely