But yeah, I'll try to update this blog as well as my LJ and dA journal. But yeah, I suppose I'll most likely cross post stuff from my LJ to here if it's really important or sumshit. I dunno what to make of this blog. Maybe random fandom crap? I've been spamming my LJ with that lately and I originally intended to make my LJ a more serious blog with rants n' shit for only friends to see. Now it turned into LOLSPAM blog haha
Yurr, pretty much made this thing cos I noticed a few people I haven't talked to in forever use blogger :3 Yey, now we can keep up with each others lives 8'DDD <333
So how's life for me? Easy sailing although I've been hitting a few rocky waves lately. I really just want to get out of school now, I have a bad case of senioritis. But surprisingly, I did good this progress report, I have a 3.4 GPA~! It may seem kinda low for a few people(friggin' Asians lol) but that's a record high since first quarter of freshmen year rofl I really hope I can keep things up. Work load has been piling up but I've been managing to finish the bare minimum. I'm really worried about my grade in economics. I had a B- on the progress report and I totally bombed the last test so now I have a D, really gay. Anybody wanna help tutor me in econ? ;D
I'm a bit shaky with AP Japanese too. I have no idea why I'm still taking Jap, I should've gone with an easier elective so that it could be my GPA booster. I loved Japanese class when we were first years and second years. But now it's just so much crap we've gotta learn now and it's really..めんどくさい OTL I love sensei and the other weeaboos in the class but I'm just getting really tired. Plus the Japanese kids in AP are really bitchy, loud, and annoying, all they do is talk smack in Japanese thinking nobody can friggin' hear them when they're practically yelling. Like wtf. I think I might drop AP Japanese if I still can. Otherwise, anybody wanna help me practice my Nipponese too? lol I think I'm gonna totally fail the AP test hahaha I really wish Sei-chan was able to aid for APJAP, the class probably would've been easier because she actually likes tutoring people. Instead we get Anna who always gossips with Akane. Like, I really like all the Japanese kids in APJAP individually, but when they're together they totally act like those gossip moms in front of apartment complexes that are always in friggin' dramas or shoujo manga lol It gets really annoying after awhile though :|
I hope I do well in advanced art this year. I'm already behind on one assignment, I hope Mr. Art doesn't get too mad at me OTL Our next assignment is supposed to be a monochromatic portrait of somebody who's close to us done in tempra. The thing is, I don't think that I'm really close to anybody anymore. Like the people I used to talk to online everyday barely go on anymore so it's rather depressing. If I was still with Vivian, I would've done her but y'know, shit happens, now we barely talk to each other too. Kinda sucks cos we used to talk to each other very night on the phone until one of us falls asleep OTL My friend Ryan and I were like bffs in middle school. Today was the first time in like 4 years that we've actually had a good conversation with each other. We bumped into each other in the hall and it was like a walk down memory lane. A bit depressing how easily you can lose best buddies over time. And lately I've just been really annoyed with a few of my school friends. There are a few that I'm chill with, but it's not like we're really close, y'know? Like a few weeks ago, my friend, Billy, offended my other friend, Fran. Now they're not talking anymore. This hasn't been the first time this happened either :| Billy's just been way too obnoxious lately. A couple of months ago I was pissed off with him too. And then the other people I hang out with have been annoying in their own ways too. I especially hate it whenever they just invite themselves to whatever little outing another friend and I plan. It's like we're just talking about it together and then they overhear and go, "OH! I'LL COME TOO!" Could you at least ask first? But of course, I just grit my teeth and go along with it, like always. I could never say no haha I'm a bit too nice and tolerant of others in real life, even my friends think I am too. Especially when I can handle annoying people. But y'know, I'm an internet hate machine, so it all just builds up ;o
But yeah man, I don't know what to do for that portrait. I don't have anybody in particular. Or at least nobody that comes to mind right off the bat. I really wanna do somebody I think is friggin' awesome. Because if they're somebody special to me, obviously I'll make sure it turns out just as awesome as they are, yeah? I may just choose Diego or Ruthie, if they ever come online. I'm pretty in debt for those two. I've known Diego online for like almost more than 4 years now. He's been there for me for like..ever. He cheered me on when I was going to confess to Vivian and then when we broke up too. He even called me to check up on how I was. And just that one phone call was just something I really needed at the time. SPECIAL~ Sadly, he barely comes online these days. And when he does, he's always AFK. I hope he still has that bra I gave him for Valentines Day that one year rofl And of course Ruthie because she's the sweetest little girl on the planet. She could easily be the cutest little girl too. I really owe her A LOT for coming to America all the way from New Zealand for me. It tears me up a bit because we didn't hang out as much as we originally planned to when we had the chance. I really hope she visits again one day. I really wanna give her a big hug ;w; It's almost impossible for her to come back anytime soon though *sigh* But I guess it's between those two .o.
Haha, wow this post is getting pretty long. But whatevs~ just a little update on how I've been doing these past couple of weeks. For TL;DR, my life has pretty much been BAWW and stress<3
Thank god SPRING BREAK IS NEXT WEEK FOR THREE WEEKS HAHA<3
I now leave you with some Tekkonkinkreet fanart I drew on Tegaki lol
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